suggestion: read chap 43 :")

'you know... i thought being alive was better but this is torture' seungkwan spoke up. it's been weeks and food was low

'to be honest. i think they thought everyone died...' hansol said, nodding in agreement

'you know. if i could i would jump but there's barb wire everywhere!' seungkwan complained

'well...' hansol mumbled. shuffling through a small bag before removing a gun.

'i brought it out just in case but we're both slowly dying so i might speed up my death. but you deserve so much better seungkwan.'

'hey. if you get to die i should too. at the same time would be fair!' seungkwan pouted earning a ruffle on the head from the older

'look what this game has come too... honestly we technically won but got killed off. how tragic' hansol sarcastically mumbled

'whoa you sound like me' seungkwan snickered before snatching the gun from the younger's hand

'hey! no fair! i wanted to die first...' hansol mumbled, crossing his arm before trying to snatch the gun back (he succeeded)

'wait seungkwan. before we go. i just wanted you to know you're the one who brought light into my world. when all i knew was darkness. i love you so much and your truly precious. i love you so so so so much and you don't deserve to die. only i do'

'hey hansol, nobody deserves to die. god i'm so whipped for you. i love you so much~ promise me you'll look for me in heaven? or maybe hell? i don't care. as long as we're together.' he smiled leaning in for a peck on the lips

hansol kissed him back, hugging him tightly before parting 'who do you think was behind this?' hansol asked

'i think it was obvious...' seungkwan mumbled 'chan...'

'yeah. i agree, he wasn't in any of the documents we've found. we should've told the others right?' hansol asked before seungkwan shook his head no

'it's our secret we can take to the grave' seungkwan giggled

'or on top of a mansion' hansol remarked

'funny.' he laughed before grabbing the gun 'goodbye hansol. see you soon...' he said weary

'bye.' he replied once seungkwan shot himself through the heart

for the first time. hansol closed his eyes when someone died. scared to see his loved one's blood

hansol leaned forward to grab the gun before smiling

'this life was okay. but fuck chan.' he said to himself, before pulling the trigger

everyone was left killed

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sorry if you didn't like the ending:( gosh i haven't updated this book and lost all interest omggg. i was reading back and noticed many mistakes

but this was so fun to write, and i got so much support. i love you all

aLSO many ppl wanted smut and i was like 🅱 why, but i have another verkwan book(that i posted yesterday) called "babyboy" and there's a 99% chance that i'll write smut for it

tysmm for making this book so fun to read! thanks for the support ! i love you all!!