(Lauv- reforget)

minghao was paranoid

he didn't know what to do, when to do it, and how to do it

he stood in front of his dorm that he had shared with jun, he knew jun had some weird disorder that would make him angrier than usual, he didn't want to get hurt, nor get emotionally hurt

minghao was a lil baby that need guidance, though he wished he could think on his own, but unfortunately, he decided to go to mingyu first

he knocked on their dorm but heard no reply, so he lightly pushed the door and saw mingyu and wonwoo kissing

he blushed and slowly closed the door, mumbling a "sorry"

minghao sigh as he walked in circles, who could he talk to to help him? nobody else had seen but hansol, because when he was walking during the night, he say hansol also walking past, with widen eyes

'maybe ill see hansol' he thought as he quickly dashed towards his dorm- this time actually knocking

'h-hansol' he mumbled; though he forgot what name he wanted to everyone to call him though he had heard seungkwan say hansol a lot

minghao startled hansol who was laying on seungkwans lap- who happened to be genuinely sleeping peacefully

's-sorry' minghao stuttered as hansol yawned and looked over

'oh, minghao... what do you need?' he bluntly asked as minghao sat next to him

'what happened to seungkwan? he has bandages all over his head...' minghao asked as hansol got up

'oh yeah, i have to change the bandages' he said as he got up and grabbed a wad of bandages

'and it's not any of your business' hansol added sternly

'o-okay' he said as hansol changed the bandages

'so why are you still here?' hansol asked as minghao sigh

'i wanted to ask you something' minghao slowly said

'go ahead' hansol replied

'well... u-um, so- it's obvious but i faked my death-'

'just get to the point i was sleeping...' hansol mumbled, yawning once again

'well- um, im scared to tell jun- like i'm scared I'll get hurt? because i probably hurt him? im just really confused and um, i don't know how to talk to him...'

'wait- actually, if you get hurt that's good, it would be easier to kill you' hansol chuckled as minghaos face turned white

'im just kidding,' he added 'or not.'

'a-anywho, i just don't know what to do.' minghao said as hansol nodded

'tell him, it's not like it matter, you guys will all be dead soon' hansol said as he rested his head on the bed

'what does that mean?!' minghao exclaimed as hansol sigh 'can you just leave, i've helped you enough, your welcome, good night, bye' hansol said as he got up and pushed seungkwan and bit and snugged next to him, placing the blanket on top

'a-ah okay...'

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hansol is so beautiful omgg

anyways

have this short chap-

i already wrote the ending and oof it's sad (in my opinion) but I don't regret it :)))