vernon put his clothes on and pushed his sleek hair back and pulled out a gun and placed it in his pocket

he looked towards seungkwan who was a sleep with his hair fluffed and his lips swollen, he lightly yawned and pulled the silk covers above him

hansol awed at his cuteness and began to walk out the room

it was night, 3 am, and everyone was probably sleeping. he'd been distracted the past days and he needed to kill someone

15 days was all that was left

15 days meant 360 hours

15 days meant 1,296,000 minutes

15 days meant 76,140,000 seconds

he didn't have enough time, and there's still to many people alive

he honestly didn't care if everyone but seungkwan died

the problem is how

he stood in front of joshuas and scoups door, hansol had an idea, and it was way easier to kill two broken people

his hands lightly knocked on the door, he knew that they would probably be awake, their sobs kept him up every night

joshua slowly opened the door as his eyes scanned vernon 'oh, vernon... what brings you here?' he asked as hansol waved and stepped in the room

they had three big beds, flowers imprinted in the walls with thin big mirrors pressed on the wall, their rug was a cream color but stained with red, they had a little desk with a white chair with a curvy frame hansol took a seat as seungcheol raised an eyebrow

'why are you in our fucking dorm at 3 am?' seungcheol furrowed as joshua batted an eye 'seungcheol your language please!'

'i just need to talk to you. its important and I wanted to talk to you privately'

'whats so important for you to come at 3 am?' seungcheol spat as hansol ignored his question

'so hansol' joshua sat down 'what do you need?'

'please don't call me hansol' he said as seungcheols eyes widen

'what the fuck is wrong with you?! why do you come to our dorm, ignore our questions and tell us not to call you by your real name!? respect your hyungs!'

hansol ignored what he said as he looked over to joshua

'about jeonghan' hansol softly said 'I can assume you must miss him dearly' hansol said walking closer to joshua, slowly

he placed his hand on joshuas check and used his fingers to stroke his hair

joshua's faced turned white as his eyes widen, his lips barely quivered at hansols words

'i bet he really- really misses you josh' hansol smirked 'a lot, don't you think?' he watched as joshua stayed silent and seungcheol aggressively got up

'why the fuck are you bringing up jeonghan?! can you leave! joshua was doing so much better before you brought him up' seungcheol got closer

Hansol stroked his cheek 'ya know, if you and seungcheol hadn't argued... i think jeonghan would've said yes too you, i just feel it, ya know?' hansol whispered

'okay bitch what's your problem?!' seungcheol grabbed hansol by the neck as hansol pulled out his gun and swiftly shot seungcheols hands

'FUCK!' seungcheol screamed, tears filled his eyes as he grabbed his hand, he fell backwards and splatter blood everywhere

hansol just watched the pitiful boy stumble and try to get up, but failed and sat on the floor with heavy breathing

joshua's eyes widen as we was about to get up and help seungcheol before hansol grabbed his hand

'wait- its okay- he's not that hurt sit down, please' hansol said as he spun the gun between his fingers

joshua looked over to seungcheol who was whimpering and just sat down

'FUCK' he groaned again shaking his hand

'anywho, joshua, i know how you can see him again, it's easy really!' hansol grinned as he placed the gun towards joshuas head

'dying isn't fun- but I'll just mercy kill you- yea see! you won't feel pain! and than! right away you'll see jeonghan!' hansol chuckled as seungcheols eyes widen

'Joshua! your life is important don't listen to him! he just wants us dead! we can leave together! we'll see jeonghan eventually! please!' seungcheol shouted as hansol shot seungcheol at his chest, seungcheols eyes widen and he began to cough up blood

'tsk- he talks a lot' tears feel down from joshuas eyes as he looked directly towards hansol

'wh-why- SEUNGCHEOL!'

'now you can see seungcheol and jeonghan! you love them dearly don't you!' hansol cooed as joshua showed no response

'just with one trigger, you'll be able to see your loved ones' hansol said lightly tapping joshua with the gun

he moved the position of the gun from his head to under his chin

'please just kill me' he said as hansol smirked 'good'

*joshuas pov*

i coughed as I watched both my parents sit in front of me. i deeply breathed and waved and gave them my prepared lunch like always

but today's different

todays the day I tell them, what I really am, my parents were never supportive to this topic but I must know! im almost 21 and I need my parents to accept me for who I am

i smiled and opened my mouth but than shut it right after

'you seem eager to tell us something' my mother smiled as I nodded, my dad chucked as i took a big deep breath

'mom, dad' i looked at them as they nod

'i don't know how do say thing but, i like girls-'

'of course you do' my dad chucked once more

'ooo! did you get a girlfriend?!' my mom smiled as I shook my head

'mom , dad- let me finish- I like girls and boys...'

my parents eyes widen

'seriously? your joking?' my mom said bluntly

'son you do not like boys' he sternly stated

'b-but' i mumbled as I watched them leave the room

'no son of mine is gay!' my dad shouted as they came back a threw a suit case at me

'please pack up and never come back-'

'sweety!' My mother shouted 'he can't leave! hes still my baby!' she watched as my dad punched the wall and told me to get out untill he has calmed down

I guess I wasn't and will never be accepted. so I obeyed

and left

hansol pulled the trigger

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