darkness. black. the only shade suffocating his eyes, trembling seungkwan was too scared to move. his tiny wrist wrapped around metal cuffs. the dress he was wearing felt like glue.

the cold floor was the only thing seungkwan could feel besides the cuffs. everything else seemed, numb

'h-hansol' he lightly whispered

waiting for a response, he heard nothing

the room still pitch black sent chills down his spine, as a little kid, he's always been afraid of the dark. he'd remember being in the house one night, he was only 6 and couldn't find his lovingly mother in the room

he dashed through all the rooms clenching onto his teddy bear. he only found his sister. he couldn't find anyone- nothing.

it was dark, scary, and lonely. his father "claimed" to be going to america. but never called, visited, or left a 1 email

he sat there, face buried in his thighs, crying

though his mother had came back home shorty, she scooped him up and placed him onto her warm arms

why would she ever send seungkwan here? he'd cook for her, clean, and do errands for his mother, why? because he loves her

but now he's questioning that; now he feels as if everyone had betrayed him. his father, mother, and his sister. his only family

as the memory's clouded his head, he started to cry. like when he was in the dark, waiting for his mom

but this time he dosent have something special, the one thing that didn't betray him;

his teddy bear

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im emo asf rn

And oml

My crush is so cute

Like here's a description

-he has a sister
-hes always hungry
-his hair is the same length as jeonghan (adore u era)
- his hair is the same color as jeonghan's (adore u era)
-he's white
-he sleeps in class
-he's kinda smart
- he's skinny ASF
-he's so chill
- he's very outgoing with his friend
- supposably my friend said he's weird, but sleeping in class dosent mean ur weird, wtf
- and like I'm kinda taller than him, like a little bit; but if I were to date him would ppl think I'm weird ? cuz in society, the guy has so be taller than the girl?? but that's bullshit and everyone calls him a girl but not ganna lie, he's pretty hot
-did I mention he's popular?
-hes also oppa asf (daddy kinks r overrated)