This is where I'd usually put the 18+ content ahead warning but I know y'all don't give a fuck about those LMAO

C o l e

Well that's the last time I'm ever taking a walk in that district. I had decided to go on a longer walk after working out since it was my day off but seeing and having to save Noel really just ruined my whole day.

God had to be playing some kind of joke because seriously, what were the chances of that happening right in front of me?

I really did contemplate on whether or not I should do something, but the pathetic look on Noel's face made me feel bad and in that split moment, my morals overpowered my negative feelings towards him.

Why couldn't I have just ignored it?

Letting out a sigh, I knew I didn't want to think about it anymore but our argument kept bothering me. The way Noel continued to play victim and thought he shouldn't take any blame for what's happened in our lives irked my soul to the moon and back.

Sighing, I checked the time on my phone. It was getting dark out earlier now as we slowly entered fall and I could tell it was coming fast because the winds were pretty chilly today.

I managed to get home at a decent time and as soon as I walked in, Eros waved me over to him but stopped me before I could get too close. He had his laptop open on the coffee table and scrolled before looking at me.

"Do you prefer beaches or more of an outdoorsy setting?" He asked and though I was confused about the sudden question, I thought about it for a moment.

"Uh...I guess outdoors?" I said. I can swim perfectly fine but the beach wasn't really my thing, I just hated sand.

"Okay, how about balconies or patios?" Eros questioned.

"Patios...what is all this about?" I asked and Eros just gave me a secretive smile.

"Mm, it's a surprise for later. Now, time to change subjects. So about that Nixon guy, I had Mikhail do a background check on him and I hate to say it but he checks out" Eros said.

"Why? That's a good thing" I said as I walked over and sat down next to Eros.

"I may or may not have wanted to scare him a bit" Eros said with a mischievous look on his face as he grabbed my hand. His eyes widened upon touching them and he looked between me and my hand.

"You're cold as shit" Eros said as he put his other hand on top of my one in an attempt to warm it up.

"Yeah it's a bit cold outside. It's not summer anymore y'know?" I said, not even noticing the way Eros grew closer to me until I could smell the faint cologne that was coming from him.

"Eros?" I questioned but I didn't move away as Eros wrapped his arms around me.

"Everyone knows body heat is the best way to warm someone up" he said but for some reason, I felt like there was a less than innocent connotation coming from him.

And apparently I was right when I watched as Eros brought my hand up to his lips and kissed it, letting his lips linger as he looked to me.

"I'll warm you up if you want" he murmured.

"You don't have to ask..." I said and Eros smiled.

"It's just a habit" he said before reaching over and joining our lips.

The kiss he gave me was slow and gentle at first but it quickly turned into something heavier as Eros slipped his tongue into my mouth. I felt a bit shy with the sudden barrage of kissing but Eros didn't give me the chance to think about it as he grabbed my hair and tilted my neck to deepen the kiss.

My moan filled my ears but I was barely paying any mind to that. The kiss had thrown any thoughts I had out of the window and I could feel myself being pushed down on the couch before a knee was placed between my legs, Eros somehow managing to not break the kiss while doing so.

"I told you this was a good method. You're warming up already" Eros said, a sly grin etching across his face as he poked my red cheek.

"They're like this cause of you" I said as I gave a weak glare.

I've never been phased by flirty advances from others, if anything I detested them because they were annoying. But my body always seemed to react whenever it was from Eros. I don't know how or when it got like this but it seemed my body knew what it wanted before I even knew.

"Well then I must be doing a good job" Eros said, gripping my thigh and rubbing his thumb across the skin gently in a soothing but nerve wracking way.

After capturing my lips once more, Eros' tongue licked my lower lip and now knowing what it means, I gave entrance to his tongue.

As we kissed, I found myself writhing underneath Eros and I wasn't sure when my shirt had come off but my back making contact with the cool couch made me shiver.

My body suddenly demanded that it needed oxygen and it needed it now so I broke from the kiss to catch some. Eros however didn't seem to need any as his lips met my neck, kissing and sucking the skin as he pleased. He would suck on a particular spot before licking it and doing the same to different areas.

A sharp gasp had unexpectedly fallen out of me when I felt Eros rub his fingers against my nipple. Why did that feel so good? His persistence shined as he rubbed the bud between his fingers and a feeling that I wasn't accustomed to surged within me.

Arousal.

I knew what it was from how my lower region began to tingle as if being brought to life by Eros' touch. It wasn't long before my pants began to feel suffocating around my erection and I gripped Eros' arms tightly when he rubbed his knee against it.

"Cole, would you trust me to make you feel good?" Eros suddenly asked and though I was a little hesitant, there was also a part of me that was telling me to trust him. He's never given me a reason not to anyways.

So, I nodded quietly and Eros smiled before placing a kiss on my lips.

"If you don't like it, don't hesitate to let me know" he said. Once again I just nodded and Eros' hands moved to unbuckle my pants before sliding the article of clothing down to my feet.

"Ah, so you were lying about having a small dick" he said as he gave a light squeeze to my bulge, making me give a soft sigh of pleasure in response.

"Do you have to bring that up?" I asked and Eros kissed my cheek.

"I'm just teasing" he whispered before beginning to remove my briefs.

A feeling of embarrassment washed over me when they were removed and I looked away but Eros was quick to catch me with his hand.

"None of that, okay? I want your eyes on me" he said, his tone strict but soft at the time and I found myself nodding in obedience.

Eros takes the head skillfully, making me let out a gasp as his tongue began to press against every sensitive inch, his warmth engulfing me completely. His lips felt soft against my cock, gliding and caressing me, and it made me bring a hand up to my mouth to cover my noises, fearing that I was being too loud.

"Don't you dare deprive me of hearing those sexy moans" Eros said as his eyes locked with mine, his lustful gaze being enough to set my entire being on fire.

At this point I was sure Eros was doing everything in his power to elicit noises from me, doing things such as circling my tip to play with the sensitive head and even licking along my length just to tease me.

Panting, squirming, moaning, etc. it was all happening and Eros seemed to take pleasure in watching me unravel. It had come to the point where I was beginning to feel a burning sensation and it became harder for me to stay still under Eros' relentless attack.

"E-Ero..ahh..." I put my hand on his shoulder in an attempt to let him know that I was getting close to release but Eros didn't listen as he continued to suck.

With a few more sucks, I was unraveling faster then I could keep up with and it was like a sudden dam within me had broken as a wanton cry escaped my lips as my body wracked with pleasure.

It took me a moment and I could only pant as I came down from my high, but when I was able to think somewhat coherently I came to the realization that I had released myself in Eros' mouth...

"...spit it out" I panted out but Eros had already swallowed my load shamelessly. I could only look at him in disbelief but it didn't seem to bother him in the slightest.

"Did it feel good?" Eros asked and as I nodded, I noticed the tent in Eros' slacks.

"Yes...but what about-" I started but Eros cut me off.

"Don't worry about me, your pleasure is my pleasure. I was enjoying myself just from hearing your lovely voice" he said and while I didn't want to, I kept silent.

I wasn't exactly confident in my nonexistent skills to pleasure him so keeping quiet was best for now.

"Since you liked it so much, feel free to ask for more whenever you wish" Eros said and I tilted my head.

"We can do...more?" I asked, not really understand what he meant by more.

"Yes but not now, I don't think you're really ready for that" Eros said. What was he talking about? He just sucked me off and now he's deciding I'm not ready for what we already did?

"Ready for what?" I asked and Eros paused.

"Cole, are you aware of how men have sex?" Eros asked and I paused.

"Was what we just did not it?" I asked dumbly and Eros shook his head.

"It's apart of it yes but eventually, to put it simply," Eros started before patting my bottom to which I jumped a bit at the sudden touch.

"I'm going to put my cock in this hole" he said.

"Oh" was all I could say outwardly but on the inside I was sort of malfunctioning.

Honestly, I thought he was going to crack a smile any second now and say he's joking but that didn't seem to be happening.

"Well obviously not without preparation first but yes, that's how men have sex" Eros continued and from there, I knew he wasn't joking.

"Don't worry, that won't have to happen anytime soon. We're going at your pace, remember?" Eros said as he nudged my nose with his and I just nodded.

"Wait, why are you the one putting it in?" I asked, pursing my lips as I looked at Eros.

"You thought sex between men was just getting one another off, that's reasoning enough" He said and I huffed.

"Fair..." I grumbled.

"I don't really see myself as a bottom but please, if you ever feel like you have what it takes to top me, I'd like to see you try. But just know I'm not going down without a fight" Eros said, a challenging look in his eyes and I already knew that, that was a fight I'd never win.

"No, I'm good" I said and Eros grinned.

"Let's get you cleaned up, hm?" He said and got off of me. Before I could get up, Eros seemed to have different plans as he lifted me off the couch.

"I can walk" I said but Eros ignored me as he began walking towards the bathroom.

"Maybe I just like carrying you" he said in turn.

"I'm heavy" I stated but Eros didn't seem to care either way.

"I won't lie and say you aren't but it's nothing I can't handle" he said and I narrowed my eyes at him but said nothing.

Since I knew Eros wasn't going to listen, I just settled for resting my head on his shoulder. I guess if he was going to insist on taking care of me, it wouldn't hurt to just accept it.

"Bath or shower?" Eros asked and I asked for the first choice. Nodding, Eros put me down and began to run the bath. After running the bath, I got in and before Eros could leave, I stopped him.

"You might as well get in too" I said as I looked up at him. The bath was big enough for two people and he's already seen all I had to offer so I felt a bit more comfortable asking.

While I was clearly unaware as to how that probably sounded, Eros just gave me a tight smile.

"Cole, don't say things like that while naked. You're like temptation in disguise and I'm easily provoked" he said and I found myself deadpanning at him.

"You're ridiculous" I said as Eros stripped his clothes off. I kept my eyes trained on my hands as he did so and soon enough, Eros got in behind me.

We settled in and for a few moments, it was just a comfortable silence until I broke it.

"I saw Noel today" I said and I could feel Eros sit up a bit.

"What?" He asked and I took a moment to find my words before continuing.

"He was...in some trouble and for whatever reason, I helped him" I said.

"You didn't get hurt did you?" Eros asked and in response, I shook my head.

"No, I'm fine. It's just...we argued and it was the first time that I've ever felt like I didn't know what I was doing" I explained.

Arguing with Noel was a first, I hardly did it because of the consequences I faced if I did but now, I found that it really isn't worth it. It's like talking to a wall, a very dumb and dense wall.

"I know it's pointless to argue with him. He always cuts out the things that are deemed useless to him. It'd be impossible for him to ever understand the feelings of those who he believes are below him" I sighed after those words.

Deep down, there was a part of me that wished Noel had the will to go against our father. That he would gather the courage to stand up for himself and get himself out of that family but then he would have no one to boss around if he did and why would he give up a position of power that he doesn't have to work for?

"I just keep thinking to myself, how different are we? Neither of us were born out of love and look how we ended up...a runaway and a self absorbed puppet. I want him to think for himself just once in his life, but my father's grip on him is just too strong" I said and the feeling of Eros' thumb stroking my arm helped me stay relatively calm.

"Maybe you're just not meant to help him. One day, he'll learn that the only way he'll get somewhere is by helping himself" Eros said and I just let out another sigh.

I sure hoped he would.

"Would you really have let me kill him?" Eros' asked suddenly and I shrugged.

"Probably but then I'd likely be sent to kill you in turn" I said and Eros chuckled.

"Well that'd be interesting" He said and made a thinking face before looking down at me.

"I think I'd still fall for you" he said and my heart fumbled over itself at the words.

"Even while I'm trying to kill you...?" I asked.

"Your dangerous side is very sexy" He said and I resisted the oncoming wave of heat that tried to reach my cheeks.

How could having someone try to kill you, be sexy in any way? But despite thinking that, I had to admit one thing.

"I think...I would fall for you too" I said and Eros went quiet for a few seconds.

"Eros?" I said as Eros buried his head into my shoulder.

"Sorry, I'm trying to will my sexual desires away. Do go on" he mumbled.

"Do I need to kick you out?" I said and it was supposed to be a joke but I think Eros took me seriously.

"Nope, they're gone, I swear" he said and I gave him a smile.

"I was just joking...sorry if it came out bad" I said. Eros just dismissed it with a kiss.

"You're trying your best and that's all that matters. At least you're smiling more now" he said and I nodded.

It felt better to smile, a nice feeling typically accompanied it and I only had Eros to thank for that.

I'll find a way to thank him properly someday.