Song: Out of my head by Digital Daggers

There is so much cleaning to do. I have cleaned so much in the past week but it still looks horrible. Today I am down on my knees trying to clean the sticky floor. I'm not sure what is growing on it but it's sticky and gross. I don't understand why anyone would want to live like this.

I thought that I would never get it all done but to my surprise when he walks in the door the place is practically spotless. He has a smile on his face and I know that I have pleased him. I just need to get on his side. Let him believe that I am really happy here and that I wouldn't dare try to leave. But once he makes his mistake, I will be out of here.

"Wow....you have been busy. The place looks amazing. Now I bought a few items so I need you to cook this alright. The guys will be over shortly." He pecks me on the lips and heads to the bathroom.

I don't argue about it...having to cook for him. Hell I have been cleaning up this hell hole all day and now he freaking wants me to cook, seriously. A part of me wants to say something...but I don't, something just tells me to shut up.

When there is a knock on the door he gets up to answer it and in walks three guys. They all look about the same. They all have the same color hair and covered in tattoos. The one is about thirty pounds bigger than Jasper. I try to figure out which one is the oldest. The youngest is easy to spot. He has the same hair but is more linker than Jasper and he is starting a little mustache...He may be close to seventeen or so.

They notice me right off. "Baby brother got him a girl...damn..." He stops and looks me over with eyes that scare me. I see something else behind those eyes of his and it's not a good thing.

"What a fine little piece of ass you got here bro."

"I can't believe you got a girl...hell dude I was beginning to wonder about you." The younger one said, looking over in my direction. I notice the wink but I don't say anything. He looks just like Jasper but way younger. He is just trying to flirt with me...nothing like the other brother so he doesn't bother me as much.

Jasper walks over to me and pats my bottom. I flinch...as he whispers in my ear. "Ignore the guys...they are jerks...just finish up cooking alright."

I turn and try to mind my own business as they all sit down in the small living area space. When I am done they all get a plate and sit back down.

"Damn....bro...she cleans...she cooks...what else does this pretty little lady do." He looks over my way and I look back down just as fast. There is something about him that tells me that he is no good...I have a sickening feeling that he has very bad intentions.

Jasper plays along with his brothers. "She does anything I tell her to do...ain't that right darlin'?"

I give a quick nod, "yes." I get up and take my plate to the sink and start washing it. When the guys are done they bring their plates over to sink. I start washing them as well.

The one brother touches my arm and I glance up at him. "I know you...I seen you before...you are that girl...that girl they are looking for; they have you all over the news and shit."

"What?" I look up at him. Could it be true...I am all over the news; someone is out looking for me.

But he doesn't answer me back; instead he looks over at Jasper. "Tell me you did not help her escape...she is all over the news man...they are looking for her."

"Who is looking for me?" I ask I ask again more alert. I do want to be found but then a part of me doesn't. I just don't know what the outcome would be. Will they place me back in the hospital...or let me go back home. I just want to go home. I wish none of this ever happened.

The older brother walks over towards me and twirls me around with force to get a really good look at me. "Shit..you are her...aren't you? Jasper what the hell did you get yourself into?"

"Yeah...well...no one is ever going to find her here." Jasper looks up at me and then back at the older brother. "She doesn't belong in that place."

"Oh and she belongs here with you. Dammit....Jasper...if they find out you had anything to do with this they will hang your ass."

"No one is going to find out." He stands up and gets right in his brothers' face.

"What if I say something?" He looks back at him daring him.

"You wouldn't dare." Jasper glares back at him.

"There is a nice little reward for finding her. Why would I not turn her in?"

"Because you won't."

"Maybe I won't...if I get something out of it."He shakes his head no...like he already knows what he wants.

He turns to look at me. "Go to the bedroom darlin'....we need to finish up a little bit of business in here."As I am walking back to the bedroom, I turn back to look at him and he is already pulling out a bag of white stuff onto the counter. I guess he is not the only one that likes the stuff. I roll my eyes and go into the room, shutting the door behind me.

 I sit in the middle of the bed with my back against the head board. About thirty minutes later I hear them all laughing and the door opens up. At first I thought it was Jasper but instead it's the older brother, Justin.

"Hey there pretty lady...you know I should turn you in don't you?" He looks at me with those canning eyes. I nod."But my little brother and I came to an agreement...I won't tell anyone that you are here...however to keep my silence I need a little something in return." He starts to unzip his pants. "Come on over her little lady...I won't hurt you."

"No...turn me in...seriously I would rather be there than here...turn me in...go on get your little reward."

He shoots me a look and I know he has other plans. Behind those eyes is one monster of a man. He is not turning me in that is for damn sure. As he reaches out to grab around my ankles pulling me towards him I start to scream. "No...No....Jasper...Jasper...NO...NO....please don't do this...JASPER!!!"

His hand comes over my mouth to shut me up. The voices are all yelling at me...he is yelling at me. I see the dark shadow... I shut down physically...mentally...I shut down. Jasper is not coming to save me...the voices cannot save me...the dark shadow lingers over me and I fixate on him. I am still fixated on the dark shadow when he is done and leaves the room.

 I don't even bother moving why because the dark shadow is controlling me now. 'You know if you would have jumped right you would be with me...if you would have followed through. If you would have killed him last night...you would be out of here. But no...you are weak...you are worthless...you deserve this. You are nothing but a little slut...If you dare move I will kill you do you understand...you will lay there...you will do what they want and then when they are gone you will do what I tell you. You will be mine again.'

I hear faded voices in the other room and I can make out laughter...nothing more. I barely even notice when they actually leave. Jasper comes to the room and climbs in bed beside me. I don't respond to him.

"Sorry about that...my brothers...they wanted to turn you in...turn me in...but they won't. You have nothing to worry about."

I stare off...still looking at the dark shadow, not looking at him...not responding to him. "Dammit Sophie...I swear it won't happen again...I swear." He pulls me into him, wrapping his arms around my naked body. I want to tell him that it's alright.

 I want to tell him that I know it won't happen again. However I am not allowed to talk to him. Instead I let him hold me all night long. He falls asleep and I continue to stare at the dark shadow in the corner.