I'm sorry I haven't updated. Wattpad wouldn't let me add a new part. As promised this will be a special chapter. If I don't update before school then you know I was busy. When I start school I always make covers for my notebooks and my sister won't let me get my notebooks until 3 days before school starts so you can tell I'll be rushing.

But I'll make you guys a deal......... if I don't update before school, I'll show you my covers for my composition books.

BTW I want to give you guys a huge surprise for the end of the book so you guys choose

1 : I unleash a special sneak peek of book 2 early

2 : I do a contest and a special fan will star in book 2

3 : In the prologue / first chapter of book 2 ............... I will publish and actual picture of myself including my name. I only have 6 people in the whole world who know my real Identity and 1/3 of them are directly related.

Have fun ^~^ ( I hope no one from my school is reading this )

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Nick's POV:

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its been 2 weeks since I saw Okami. I miss my little sister. you know what? I should visit her! I called in my beta Jason. ' Jason I need you in my office now ' I told him through mind link. I heard a knock on the door and I yelled " come in."" you said you wanted to see me " Jason said closing the door.

" yeah, I'm going into true cross to visit my little sister. can you take care of the pack while I'm gone? " I asked. " yeah, tell her I said hi " he said. Jason is my best friend, as children he didn't talk to Okami much, but he wasn't mean to her either. it was the kind of friendship where you would say hi in the hall if you saw each other. he knows how much my little sister means to me.

" thanks " I said grabbing my coat. I went down to the garage and grabbed my keys. I hopped into my Lamborghini and roared the engine to life. Okami, I'm on my way.

{ time skip brought to you by Selena, sorry I didn't text you, my Wattpad was acting up}

I made it to the gate and they stopped me. they called someone and let me by. I drove through the road and stopped the car outside the dorm. I got out and knocked on the door. Okami opened up and she immediately smiled when she saw me.

" Nick, what are you doing here?!?!? Don't you have pack business?!?! " she said giving me a hug. " I left it up to Jason. plus, I wanted to see my favorite sister!! " I told her smiling. " I'm your only sister " she said giving me a light shove. " I wouldn't have it any other way " I told her spinning her around.

" Nick, I'm teaching at the moment and your lucky I was or I'd be at school. but your going to have to wait a while until I'm done. why don't you drive around town and have some fun, its rare when you leave the woods. go, here is a list of some fun places and you can come back at 3 when I'm done teaching " she said scribbling some places down.

" okay, see you in a bit " I said getting in my car. " bye, I love you " I yelled turning on the engine. " love you too " she said waving as I drove away.

{ mini time skip brought to you by what gender do you think I am? most people go with gay boy or straight girl :P }

I walked along the streets of true cross in search for one of the places on the list. I looked around and found the karaoke place that she wrote down. I opened the door and walked in. the lights dimmed and a girl walked on stage.

that's when I smelled it. an amazing sent of earth and blue berries. I leaned up against the wall and let it sink in. my wolf yelling at me " mate " and its strange to think my mate is in this very room!! I wonder what she will look like, will she be human or a werewolf?

the lights struck the stage and all eyes were on her. she's so beautiful. she wore ripped black jeans, a loose black shirt and a leather jacket. she had black hair that faded into white. she had the most beautiful hazel eyes.

the song started and she began singing.

Ignorance by Paramore

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me

Well, I guess I'll make my own way

It's a circle, a mean cycle

I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?

What's my offense this time?

You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me

Well, sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs

I don't wanna feel your pain

When you swear it's all my fault

'Cause you know we're not the same

No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

Yeah, The friends who stuck together

We wrote our names in blood

But I guess you can't accept that the change is good

It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger

Well, it's nice to meet you, sir

I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger

Well, it's nice to meet you, sir

I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend

Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened

Any longer, and I wouldn't have made it

It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture

I'm just a person, but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me

They won't get you anywhere

I'm not the same kid from your memory

Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs

I don't wanna feel your pain

When you swear it's all my fault

'Cause you know we're not the same

No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

Yeah, we used to stick together

We wrote our names in blood

But I guess you can't accept that the change is good

It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger

Well, it's nice to meet you, sir

Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger

Well, it's nice to meet you, sir

Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend

Ignorance is your new best friend

Ignorance is your new best friend

Ignorance is your new best friend

Well, you treat me just like another stranger

Well, it's nice to meet you, sir

Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger

Well, it's nice to meet you, sir

I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

the song ended and I was left in trance, all I could do was look at her.

Tatia P.O.V.

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I got off stage and I pushed through a bunch of boys. I made it to Alice and she looked worried, as always. Alice is my easily frightened best friend. " Tatia " she said looking around scared. " what's wrong Alice? " I asked her.

" I think we are being stalked " she said. " you always think we are being stalked " I said smiling and rolling my eyes. " no I'm almost sure this time " she said. ever since the ' accident ' in the coven, she always feel like we are being stalked or followed.

I chuckled. ever since the ' accident ' we've been on the run and we are wanted, so she gets paranoid about it. " no, seriously, that guy over there has been staring at you since you started singing, he is still looking at us " she said.

it was my turn to be afraid. had they found me? will they kill me here, in this place? I turned around and saw the most handsome man on the planet! but something about him felt a little off. I smelled the air. I froze. that man over there is my beloved!

there is something very wrong. the amount of power radiating off him is way different than mine. that means he isn't a vampire! I took another whiff, damn it, I can barley smell him with all the humans!! but I can't find my beloved now, I have to stay on the run or they will catch me. I'm sorry my beloved, but you will have to live without me.

" I think your right, let's go " I said grabbing her hand and dragging her towards the back. I kicked open the door and ran into the alley.

" transform " I told her. " why? " she asked. " so it will be easier to run " I told her. she nodded before there was a bright white light and in her place laid a big book.

I picked her up and started an enchantment

turn in libro da page torques aurea collo eius et brachium meum ne dimittas eam tenere, quia nescitur in salutem petere contenderunt

I finished the enchantment and she turned smaller and was surrounded by a golden chain. the chain wrapped around my hand and I picked up Alice and started to run. I used my vampire speed and darted through the empty streets.

little did I know that he would catch up.

Nick P.O.V

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she got off stage and pushed through a bunch of boys. she made it to another girl and the girl looked worried, as always. why would she look so worried? " Tatia " the girl said looking around scared. Tatia, what a beautiful name, it made me shiver. " what's wrong Alice? " she asked her.

" I think we are being stalked " the girl said. STALKED!!! I'll kill anyone who even looks at her. " you always think we are being stalked " she said smiling and rolling her eyes. I calmed down a little knowing she could be exaggerating. " no I'm almost sure this time " the girl said.

she chuckled. " no, seriously, that guy over there has been staring at you since you started singing, he is still looking at us " she said. wait, she thinks I'm the stalker?!?!?!? I smelled my pour mates fear. she froze for a second and turned to look at me.

she looked sad. her energy is very different than mine. she isn't human and she isn't a werewolf. what is she? she looked away and faced the girl known as Alice. " I think your right, let's go " she said grabbing her hand and dragging her towards the back. she kicked open the door and ran into the alley.

I WILL NOT LET MY MATE RUN FROM ME. I've waited 6 years for this moment. I ran out from the front and turned left into the alley. I saw a bright light and then I saw my mate for a split second before she was gone.

I took a whiff of the air, you're not getting away, so easily. I shifted and followed her sent. her sent led to the woods and I slowed down. I walked slowly and listened for any clues. that's when I heard them. " you think we lost him? " Alice asked.

Tatia P.O.V.

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" you think we lost him? " Alice asked. " yeah" I said out of breath. I felt bad about running from my beloved, but I can't stay in one place for long. I heard a twig break, but even with my reflexes I was too late.

I turned around and was horrified at what I saw. standing there was a HUGE white wolf. I froze, is it just me or does it look BIGGER than a regular wolf. I heard a scream and I saw it pick up Alice by the hood of her shirt.

Alice doesn't fight and is very sensitive for her age. she was always easily frightened. she was so scared she started to cry. " let her go damn you " I said biting it in the leg. it growled and put her down. it looked at me and pride me off its leg by biting the hood of my jacket and tugging.

when it got me off it put me on the branch of a tree. I looked down and was immediately terrified. let me get one thing strait, I'm not afraid of heights................ I'm afraid of falling. it turned around and looked at Alice.

she was too scared to even move. " no, stop, don't hurt her " I yelled trying to find a way down. it continued to walk towards her and she started to cry again. when it was in front of her it............laid down?

it sniffed her and licked her face. she looked up from her hands and stopped crying. it put its heads on her lap and she started to pet it. " don't pet it! " I told her finally getting down. " why? it wasn't trying to hurt me and its just a big sweetheart " she said.

it got up and walked towards me, it picked me up by the hood again and started to walk. " wait, what is it doing, put me down? " I asked terrified. " I think it wants to take us somewhere " Alice said excited.

" I think you're more excited than you should be " I told her and all she did was keep smiling. " hey wolfy, want to play 20 questions? " Alice asked. " don't name it, you'll get attached " I said. " plus, its just a big dog, it doesn't know what that is " I said.

the wolf nodded its head and I sighed. I guess its smarted than I give it credit for. we walked out of the woods and she started the questions. " are you a girl? " she asked and it shook its head. " are you a boy? " she asked and it nodded.

" how old are you? " she asked. " are you 10? " she asked and it shook its head. " are you 20? " she asked and it shook his head in a way that meant kind of. " 21? " she asked. it shook its head. " 22? " she asked and it shook his head again.

" 23 " she asked and again with the no. " 24? " she asked and it shook his head yes. " wow " she said. " we should give you a name " she said and it shook his head no. he suddenly stopped. I looked around and we were in a parking lot. why are we in a parking lot?

it put me down in front of a red Lamborghini and I looked at him like he was crazy. he opened his mouth and dropped keys in front of us. it walked behind it and pawed at the trunk. I unlocked the trunk and opened it for him.

why are there clothes in here? it took the clothes and walked behind a few tall cars and I lost sight of him. a few seconds later, the man walked out. " your the man from the Karaoke place " I said shocked. " my name is Nick " he said smiling.

that smile made my knees week. " so that's why you didn't want me to name you " Alice said. " wait, wait, wait, would someone please tell me what the Gehenna is going on here " I said. I'm so confused.

ever since I was little, the leader of the coven wouldn't let me play outside or even go to class. I would sneak books and that's how I learned but I've never been out in the real world until the ' accident ' a few weeks ago.

" Nike was the white wolf, Nick is a werewolf, how did I not notice? " she said. " he is a werewolf? " I said. why did my beloved have to be a werewolf. I read that they are the enemies of the whole vampire race.

" now I would like to formally introduce myself, my name is Nick, Alpha of the silver moon stone pack " he said. HE IS AN ALPHA!! how did this happen?? " I'm Alice, Grimwar demon of Tatia Asmuar " Alice said. " I'm Tatia Asmuar, level 3 mage of everthing " I said.

" I think we should get going " I said trying to get away. I feel like they are conspiring against me. he grabbed my wrist and pulled me against his chest. " I've been waiting 6 years you and I'm not letting you slip away so easily " he whispered into my ear.

" Alice can you hop in the car please " he said and she smiled. she opened the door and got in. " wait, what? what are you doing, let me go " I said and started flailing. he opened the door and slid in." where am I supposed to sit " I asked.

" on my lap " he said dragging me into the car. I started to blush and I looked away. he started the engine and Alice looked at him. " where are we going? " she asked excited. " my pack house " he said driving out of the parking lot.

" where is it? " she asked. " its a few towns away in a secluded forest. back in our town, people say the woods are cursed so no one goes in, we made that rumor to keep the humans out of the woods. the woods are safe " he said.

" that reminds me " he said taking out his phone. he called someone and it ran 2 times before someone picked up. " oh thank god your okay, I thought you were dead. you were supposed to be here 2 hours ago " they stated worried.

ITS A GIRL!! WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING CALLING A GIRL!! " I know, but something happened and I'm heading to the pack house can you meet me there? " he asked. " yeah, I can get Caster to teleport me " she said. " thanks, I love you " I said.

" love you too " she said before hanging up. " who the fuck was that ? " I asked furious. " someone important " he said not looking at me. " that doesn't answer who the fuck that was " I said. " I want to know the bitches name " I said and he growled.

" DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING CALL HER THAT " he said pissed. we glared at each other

{ time skip brought to you by I'm an outcast }

we didn't talk to each other the rest of the way there. we stopped in front of a mansion in the middle of the woods. Alice go out and Nick opened the door and I fell out. before I could respond, he through me over his shoulder and walked into the pack house.

I got a bunch of confused looks from werewolves as we went up 2 flights of stairs. does this guy ever get tired? he opened the double doors at the end of the hall and walked in. he dropped me on the bed and I heard a click. he started to walk away and I got up to follow him but I was pulled back down.

I looked at my right hand. HE HANDCUFFED ME TO THE BED!! " what the fuck Nick ?!?! " I yelled. " its for your safety, plus I can't have you running away before she gets here " he said sincerely. " before who gets here? " I asked.

" someone important " he said and smiled. " what's so special about her?!? " I asked. " she is very important to me " he said. " as your mate, my importants and safety should be over her's " I said. " you are both equally important " he said. " how can she be on the same level, as your mate there shouldn't be anyone so important " I said.

" SHE IS " he yelled " HOW " I yelled back angry. " Because she is all I have left. she is the only family I have left " he said sinking to the floor. Alice skipped into the room and unlocked the cuffs, then skipped back out.

I slowly walked over to him. I crouched down and gave him a hug. " you have me now, its okay " I told him. " you won't let you be alone anymore, I'll stay, I promise " I said tearing up too. its amazing to know that your not the only one with nothing left. not the only one without a family anymore.

I was surprised when I was lifted and carried bridal style to the bed. he held me in his arms for a while, taking deep breaths of my sent to calm him down. " are you okay? " he asked after a while. " yeah, shouldn't I be asking you that " I said giggling.

" yeah, but you know my reason, but I don't know yours " he told me. " its nice to know that someone else lost everything too, like you're not the only one who has no one left " I said looking up at the ceiling. " I'm not going to pry because if your not ready to tell me than I don't want to force you " he said. " thanks " I said.

" I still want to know her name " I said. " I'll let her tell you " he said. " I want to know more about her " I said. I have to get along with her because one day she will be my family too.

" well, when I was 18, she stumbled onto the land. my dad thought we should kill her because she was a rouge, but I always wanted a little sister so my mom butted in and made him change his mind. as a child people wouldn't talk to her because of her smell. it smells like she was a half mated female and no one wanted to mess with her, in the since of fighting her mate. she was alone. when I became Alpha, I gave her the beta position. she ended up leaving about a month a ago and I still miss her. even challenged the demon king of earth to keep her. I lost. I was supposed to visit her today but she was teaching. she always talks about how she owes me her life, but I don't like to think of it that way " he said.

wow, he is really amazing. so much more than I could have ever asked for. I saw a bright light and then 2 people came out of nowhere. one had white hair and green eyes and the other had black hair and green eyes. are they related?

Nick got up and gave the girl a hug and spun her around. Is that Okami?? " I was so worried, you almost gave me a heart attack you moron " she said hitting him on the head. it was funny to watch him cower. I laughed out loud and she looked at me.

" Nick, why is there a girl in your room, I guess you have been wondering, its time for the birds and the bees talk " she said sighing. I started laughing again. " no that's her, that's her " he said with emphasis on the word her.

her whole expression changed from one of anger to one of shock. " that's her?!? " she yelled excited. " THAT'S HER " the boy with the white hair screamed in horror. " Caster what's wrong? " she asked worried. " she is wanted in the mage world, she's wanted for attempted murder " he screamed.

damn it! I thought I could live life in peace with my beloved, without people bringing up my past. I was trying to get away from all of that, I don't want to go back. what if they give me up to the coven? what if Nick doesn't want me because of my past? what if he rejects me?

" Tatia, what is he talking about? " Nick asked. I bolted out of the room and ran into someone. he had black hair and grey eyes. " oh sor- " he was cut short when he smelled the air. " you're a vampire and an intruder " he growled. on a normal day, I would be able to fight, but I'm too frightened. too scared. I never want to go back to that place.

I started to cry. I can't go back, I'd rather die. after Nick finds out he will leave and I will be alone again. I can't imagine life without him and I don't know what they will do to me if I return. Its scary to think of what they have already done, but it also sickens me how far they are willing to go. " I-I don't want to go back " I said crying and running up to him.

I caught him off guard when I hugged him. I looked up at him " please kill me, I'd rather die than go back, please " I said crying harder. I sank to the floor and continued to cry. at least if I die, I won't be alone anymore. I don't want to be alone.

Nick P.O.V.

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" Tatia, what is he talking about? " I asked confused. I looked at her and she bolted out of the room. " stay here " I said to Okami. " Nick, she's dangerous " Caster said. " she is my mate, she is mine and I will love her no matter what " I said bolting after her.

I smelled her and slowed down. she didn't get far. I  heard growling and I smelled again. I recognized the sent of my beta, Jackson. oh, no! I turned the corner and Jackson was in defensive position.

" I-I don't want to go back " she said crying and running up to him.

he saw me and I caught him off guard when I scowled at him. HE MADE MY MATE CRY!! she ran up and hugged him. she looked up at him " please kill me, I'd rather die than go back, please " she said crying harder. I watched my angel sink to the floor and continue to cry. my heart broke hearing her plead for her life to be taken away.

" Jackson, get away from her " I growled. " she is an intruder, filthy vampires " he said looking down at her. it hit me. she is a vampire. that's why she had different energy, but she is an everything mage. I have a hybrid mate!! I growled at him " that's my mate and your future luna, Tatia " I said.

he looked stunned. " whoops " was all he could say. I wasn't that mad at him, I knew he felt something different about her or else he would've killed her already. " I'll be taking her back now " I said picking her up and slinging her over my shoulder.

" let me go, I'll never go back to that coven " she said flailing around. " I want to know what happened " I said throwing her on the bed. " Caster, seal the door " I said. he sealed the door and we started. " what did Caster mean by ' you're wanted for attempted murder '? " I asked her determined to know what she was hiding from me.

" I can't tell you, the minute you know you'll just reject me " she said crying. I sat next to her and pulled her into my chest to cry. " nothing in this world could make me do that, I've only known you for 3 hours and I'm so in love with you that it drives me crazy " I told her.

" but- " I cut her off " nothing, I'm too in love to give you up " I told her. she started crying harder and she tried to control her breathing " I'm afraid " she told me. " I know, but I want know. I want to know so I can take away the nightmares, the darkness and the shadows that haunt you. I want to be that light and I want to help you win this fight. I want you to be free to be who you are without the past ruining everything. I want you to live and know that whatever you did doesn't matter to me " told her.

" okay, I trust you " she said taking deep breaths. " when I was little, we joined a coven. I wasn't allowed to play like all of the other kids , I wasn't even allowed to learn. when everyone was asleep I would sneak into the library and take books and that was how I learned things. when I got older I fell in love with books that talked about beloveds. vampire mates. a year ago, the leader of the coven told me that I was going to marry his older son Daniel. Daniel wasn't my beloved so I refused. when I refused he killed my family. I had a younger sister, her name was Amelia. I wish I could go back In time and not had that argument with her . I'll never forgive myself, I regret it everyday of my life. she told me that I should marry Daniel , but when I said he wasn't my beloved and I rejected the offer, she told me that I didn't have the right to make my owe choices, because I was being selfish. I told her I hated her and that I hope she dies and my house went up in flames that night. Daniel tricked me into getting away from the house for a while and when I was gone they burned it to the ground. then a few months ago they told me that I would be marring Daniel that Friday and they kept me in the dungeon until the wedding day and In the morning while I was having coffee with the leader, I slipped poison in his coffee and I was able to run away. Alice found me and she became my grimwar and we have been training and running ever since " she told me.

my angel was kidnapped, held captive, suffered, and forced to marry someone who she wasn't meant for. she even almost killed someone! " you're amazing and no one could compare. I'll never give you up, I promise " I said hugging her.

Tatia P.O.V.

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" you're amazing and no one could compare. I'll never give you up, I promise " he said hugging me. I can't believe he still wants to be with me. " you're the strongest person I've ever met " Okami said. " I would've broken before that, you're amazing. I wouldn't want my brother with anyone else " she said smiling.

" do you want to go out with me? " Nick asked. wait, WHAT? Okami hit him in the arm and yelled " BAKA! " " um.... " was all I could say before I stared to cry. " yeah, I will you big idiot! " I yelled hugging him.

I'm not alone anymore.

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sorry it took so long.

do you want me to do some more chapters on Tatia and Nick ?