WOW, you guys really liked that last chapter. thank you so much for your support, I cannot believe you guys ,not only blew through the vote goal over night, but did double of it as well. one of my fans noticed and used the famous " u " word........... update.

I'm sorry for all of my fans that want me to continue " not falling for you again. " I'm not sure if I can. I have a tendency to start books and not finish. that's why I planned this whole book out, to prevent writers block and so I have to finish it ( I love this book so much >w< ) but I never planned out " not falling for you again." I have little fans in the book ( thank you if your one of those fans ) but I'm not sure if I want to continue. I'm putting it to a vote.

who wants me to continue " not falling for you again " ?

what do you guys think of this book so far because when its done there will be a sequel?

are you guys excited if I make a sequel?

this is the first book in the series, the series will be called " Gehenna's prince and Angel blood "

if you have any questions leave them in the comments

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{ 2 weeks later } ( this is my first major time skip >w< ) 

Okami's POV:

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it's been two weeks since I last saw Yukio. when he came back from his mission, he kept trying to talk to me, so I shut myself in my room. Kasai brings me my food and I noticed Rain has been kind of distant lately. she is always there to talk to me while I ponder my thoughts, but now she is very quiet.

I'm starting to feel alone.

' Rain, Rain are you there? ' I asked in my head. ' yeah ' she responded. ' I'm starting to feel alone ' I told her ' you don't talk to me when I ponder anymore' I said. ' sorry, I just.......... I want him here ' she said. ' you know why that can't happen ' I told her.

 ' why not, just because you're unhappy doesn't mean I have to suffer. we've waited for our mate for so long and because he said something, that he regrets, you want to throw it all away. what about me? don't I deserve to be happy? at least you can see him, say what you feel, show him how much you love him, but I can never do that. all I can do is love him, you can hold him, and you can put a ring on your finger one day, but I can't. you take all of that stuff for granted and if for one minute your unhappy, I can't do anything. no matter how different my opinion is, you will never do anything for my happiness. if you hate it, that's it. you never think about what I want, you never think about putting up with it for two seconds even if it makes me happy. that's not fair ' she said and closed mind link.

I never thought of that. I never thought about what she was feeling and she is right, that's not fair to her. I need someone to help me clear my head. I grabbed my phone and called up the only person I knew would always answer.

* RING* *RING* *RING*

voice on the other line:  hello ? 

Me : hey, it's me, are you busy I really need someone to talk to?

voice on the other line : yeah I have paperwork, but all that stuff can wait till later

Me : thanks, how soon can you be here?

voice on the other line : 30 minutes

Me : thanks, I love you

voice on the other line : love you too, see you soon

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I hung up and called someone else

* RING * * RING * * RING *

Mephisto : now Okami, why are you calling me at this time of day?

Me : I want to ask for permission, I want a guest over

Mephisto : will they destroy my city?

Me : no

Mephisto : okay then, what will my guards use to recognize this person?

Me : he will drive up in a red Lamborghini

Mephisto : okay, when will he get here?

Me : in about 30 minutes

Mephisto : want me to direct him to your dorm?

Me : yes, thank you

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{ mini time skip brought to you by I wonder who you think it is }

I grabbed my bag and sat outside. ' Rain, please talk to me ' I thought. she didn't respond, she shut me out. I'm trying to consider what she said, but I don't know if I'm ready to face Yukio yet. I don't know what to chose, I need someone elses opinion. just on cue, a red Lamborghini pulled up in the front.

the door opened and someone walked out. his blonde hair and mess probably from running his hands through it too much. his green eyes still sparkle and the massive feel of energy. he saw me and he smiled. he ran up to me and gave me a hug. " so you want to stay here or do you want to go into town?" he asked.

" I want to go into town but I have to say goodbye to someone first, you can come with me if you want " I said opening the door and walking upstairs. he seems to be doing well while I'm not with him. I wonder if he missed me while I was gone? I made it to Korosu's room and opened the door.

" Amaimon, I'm going out. no training today " I said into the dim room. " okay " he said and I shut the door. " okay we can go now " I said. " was that the demon king of earth?" he asked. " yeah " I said as we walked out of the dorms. we walked to his car and he opened the door for me. " thanks " I said and got in.

he walked around to the other side opened the door, then Kasai, Zoyiah, Claude, Rin and Yukio walked through the woods and they saw me. Kasai knew she didn't have to worry, but Yukio looked shocked and worried. " get in the car and lets go, now " I said. when he heard the urgency in my voice he quickly hopped in his car and shut the door.

  " Okami " Yukio called out to me and the blonde started the engine. when we drove by I gave him the middle finger.

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" so Yukio, what happened with you and Okami, I heard Kasai's side of the story and Okami's side of the story, but not yours. I want to know your side of the story " Zoyiah said.

" I felt that, because I didn't have any experience, it would be better for her if she didn't fall in love with me. I was scared to ruin it, I was scared that I would hurt her without knowing. I was stupid and I wish I could take it all back. I didn't realize we would both hurting " I said wiping off a stray tear from my face.

" why don't you tell her that? " Zoyiah asked. " she hates me, she won't talk to me, and every time I try to talk to her she gives me the middle finger " I said. " I bet I can get her to talk to you " Zoyiah said. " you can try, but I don't know what you can do or say that can make her change her mind " I said.

" you'd be surprised " she said. we made it out of the trees and there was a car in front of the dorm. shock hit me like a bullet train, not because its a Lamborghini, but because Okami sat in the passengers seat. a guy walked around to the other side, this is obviously the guys car. WHO IS THIS GUY? WHY IS OKAMI IN HIS CAR?

then a thought hit me like the sky falling. what a coincidence because if my realization is the truth, then my world would fall down, not just the sky, the earth would crumble beneath me. the thought made my heart hurt and made tears prick my eyes and small amounts of anger and jealousy rise inside me.

what if that guy is Okami's boyfriend? 

has she let go and moved on so quick. did she realize that she really didn't love me? did I hurt her so bad? I felt the tears fall down my face and I didn't stop them. I didn't wipe them away because I knew it wouldn't be worth it, more would follow and I won't be able to stop those.

he got in the car and started the engine. I called out her name as he drove by us Okami gave me the middle finger again. when she was out of sight I felt my knees buck and it was like my legs were taken from under me as I crashed onto the ground on my knees.

what have I done?

Okami's POV:

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I think that was my imagination. I thought I saw Yukio cry as we drove by. that just made me feel a whole lot worse then I already do. I sank further into my seat as we made it into the city. " don't think I didn't see that, what was that about? " he asked.

" that was my mate, Yukio " I said turning my face towards the window so I wouldn't have to face him. " why did you give him the middle finger? " he said scolding me slowly like as if I was a child. " because he deserved it " I pouted like a child.

" what did he do to deserve it? " he said. " he said something mean about me " I said still pouting. the car stopped and I looked at my surroundings more closely to realize we were already in the city. I didn't notice him get out of the car, but I did notice him open the door for me. I got out and he shut the door for me.

" where do you want to go? I will take you there." he said smiling. " I just want to walk around town, no where in particular " I said. " okay then, lets go " he said holding out his hand. I took it and we started walking down the street.

" so what happened? you're a strong girl who always knows what she wants. what's got you all confused?" he asked. " Rain shut me out " I said. " she always has a reason for everything she does, what did you do to upset her ?" he asked.

" she wants to be with our mate " I said. " you don't?" he asked. " No " I said. " now what did he do? I know you've waited for a long time for your mate, so what did he do to make you throw that all away ?" he asked.

" he said he didn't want me " I said. I felt tears prick my eyes as I remembered. " don't cry, don't cry " he said wiping my ears away and pulling me into a hug. " he's an idiot, you're worth so much more than you give yourself credit for " he whispered to me. " thanks " I said wiping away a few stray tears.

" what did Rain say? " he asked. " she said it wasn't fair that I avoid him, that he regrets what he said, and that she is upset that I don't think about what she is feeling " I said. " so what's got you confused? " he asked. " I'm not sure I'm ready to face him " I said.

" I haven't talked to him in weeks, I even stay home from school to avoid him. if I continue to avoid him then Rain will be upset, but if I decide to do what's best for Rain then I won't know what to do. what to you tell the person you've been avoiding. I'm going to start talking to you so my wolf won't be mad at me anymore " I said frustrated as I ran a hand through my hair.

" do you want to talk to him? " he asked. " NO " I said. " yes you do, you're lying to yourself " he said. " am not " I said " are too " he resorted back. " I'm not " I said pouting. " are too, I know you better than anyone, except Rain " he said. " even if I did, what would I say? " I said. " you're doing it for Rain's sake and give him a chance " he said.

I gave him the really face and he added " a chance to be friends, be happy you didn't get rejected " he said laughing. he hasn't found his mate yet and he jokes about it all the time even though I know he is sad about it.

" do you think you'll ever find your mate? " I asked seriously. " I don't know, but I get this feeling that she will be amazing " he said with love and adoration in his eyes. all I could do was smile. " I love how you can say that but you've never met her " I said. " I'm like Rain in a way, except I can actually see mine when she gets here. in a way its like loving someone you'll never meet " he said.

that really hurt. I feel so selfish now. it hurts so much ' I'm sorry Rain, I'm so sorry ' I thought. I felt the tears slide down my face and I'm lucky that he is the only one seeing me like this. he is the only person that I know I can trust and show my weaknesses to. he hugged me and gave me a kiss on the head. we stayed like that for a while until I calmed down.

I backed away but still in his arms. " you want to go home, its going to get dark soon " he said. I nodded and we made our way back to the car. this guy next to me is the only person that I can show any weaknesses to and I love him to death.

I smelled something, the sent was kinda off. I don't like it. as we continued to walk the sent got stronger until a group of boys walked up to us. " hey girl " one of the guys said as the others cat-called. I felt my guys hand clench in anger. " it's okay " I said. he knows I can handle myself, but he still gets protective and mad when things like this happen.

" how about you hang with a real man " one of them said. " the only man here is the one next to me, other than that, all I see are a bunch of pigs " I said I saw their faces go into shock then quickly brush it away. I look innocent, but I'm not. " oink, oink bitch " I said.

" such a big mouth for such a tiny girl " one of them said with their teeth clenched. " the only tiny thing here is your dick " I said. I hate being called tiny, it pisses me off. " watch your words " one of them threatened. " watch your words, if you have the balls to piss me off then I will gladly rip them off " I threatened back.

" I think we should go " my guy said. " shut up pansy "one hissed. " shut up fuck boy " I said. one took out a knife and looked me dead in the eye. " your coming with me " he said. I glanced over at my guy and he knew what I was thinking.

I slammed my wrist down on the knife so it was left immobile. they looked at it shocked and I was able to take my wrist back. I looked at the blood dripping down the knife and I took the knife out. my guy put half of the knife in between his teeth and broke it in half.

he threw one half of the knife under his foot and took the other half out of his mouth and put it in his  pocket. he took my wrist and licked the blood off. when he finished my wound started healing. we looked at them and tilted are heads demonically.

they looked at us in fear and one of them screamed " DEMON " and ran away. we looked at each other an shrugged. we continued to walk back to the car. I've known my guy for a long time, we agreed a long time ago that we would do that to get away from anyone with a knife. but I don't know why he kept the blade.

" hey, why did you keep the blade?" I asked. " its a surprise " he said smiling. we made it to his car an he opened the door for me and I got in. he opened the door and got in too. he started the car and this is were I realized that Yukio would probably be waiting for me.

there would be no way of waiting another day or week, when I get there I'm going to have to make up with him, for Rain. I don't think I can do this. " I don't think I can do this " I told him. " yes you can, try to get in contact with Rain " he told me.

' Rain ' I thought and there was no response. ' Rain, I thought about it and I'm willing to talk to him ' I told her. ' I'm even willing to let us be friends. please Rain ' I said prying. ' do  you mean that? ' she asked. ' yes Rain, I'm going to talk to him and fix everything when we get home, okay? ' I asked.

' YAY, I get to be near our mate! ' she said excited. ' we are only going as far as friends ' I told her. ' aw why? ' he asked. ' because that's as far as my heart can go ' I said. " I talk to her " I told him. " so what's going to happen when I bring you home? " he asked.

" I'm going to say goodbye to you, you're going to leave, I'll take to Yukio in private and everything will be okay. hopefully the next time I call you it won't be because I need help, I'll call you in a few weeks so we can hang out okay? " I told him. " okay, good luck " he said driving up to the dorm.

 everyone was outside waiting for us. he got out of the car and opened the door for me. " thanks, sorry for calling on such short notice " I told him. " its okay, nothing is more important then you " he said. " I know you still have a lot of paper work to do, but promise me that you will get some sleep while I'm gone " I told him sternly. " I will, I promise " he laughed.

he gave me a hug and I hugged back. " I love you " I told him. " I love you too " he said back. he gave me a kiss on the cheek and I was so confused. he was no longer in my arms, but 20 feet away. Yukio stood in front of me protectively. my guy growled " what the hell? " he screamed.

" stay the hell away from her, SHE'S MINE " Yukio screamed. I stood there shocked. "no she's not, she's mine " my guy said standing up. his eyes turned black and his claws grew out, Yukio burst into blue flames and took out his gun. if he shot my guy them it wouldn't kill him but it would hurt and he could get seriously injured, I have to stop them.

I ran in between them and held out both my hands. " Yukio stop " I told him. " WHO THE HELL IS HE? why does he get to hold you like that? why does he get to kiss you? why does he get to tell you he loves you without getting completely shut out? " he asked his voice getting lower as he talked.

" Yukio, this is Nick, my adoptive brother " I told him.

{ how any thought this was a new boyfriend or something. who wasn't fouled and remembers Nick from chapter 14 and 16? }

he looked shocked and ran into the woods. Nick was about to go after him, but I stopped him. " its okay, I got it, you can go home, I'll call you later " I said turning into my wolf. "okay " he said getting into his car and drove off. I looked towards Kasai and she gave me a knowing nod.

" come on guys, they need to be alone " she said pushing everyone back inside. I stared at the woods for a second before I ran dead sprint into it after Yukio. I slowed my breathing so I would be able to hear him.

its been so long since I've been in wolf form. feeling the wind on your fur and the earth beneath your paws. howling with the wind and your path lit up by the moon. I thought I heard something and came to a screeching stop.

when I stopped, I was able to hear it. I was able to hear Yukio's almost inaudible cries and it hurt so bad. I shifted into human form and found my tree. after training Amaimon I like to go out in wolf form and run, so I have a tree where I stash clothes. I gave Amaimon the week off because he said he wanted to figure some stuff out about Korosu.

I changed into my jeans and t-shirt and took a whiff of the air. I caught his delicious sent of holy water and strawberries and followed it. I followed it to a lake where I found him crying. he was crouched down with his head in his hands and I saw a tear fall to the ground.

I walked up behind him and looked at him for a moment. I realized something very important and I slowly got closer, crouched down, and gave him a hug from behind. I felt the sparks shoot up my arm and I felt him start to calm down.

he slowly raised his head. " O-Okami is th-that you? " he stuttered quietly. " yeah " I said. " why are you hugging me, I thought you hated me, I'm so confused " he said putting his head back into his hands.

I got up and crouched in front of him. " I don't hate you, I tried, but I couldn't find it in me to hate you " I said putting my head down. " that doesn't a-answer why you hugged me " he said trying to calm down. " I realized something I didn't realize before. I noticed that we were both in pain, we were both struggling. both of us were hurting inside, Rain could see it, but I couldn't. I'm sorry " I said giving him another hug.

" I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have said that, I was so afraid of hurting you, loosing you, or ruining what could've been. I never had experience with relationships before and I didn't want to hurt you without knowing. I missed you so much. when you wouldn't talk to me and you shut me  out, I-I thought I was too late to say I was sorry, so when I saw you with that guy, I thought you moved on and I ended up embarrassing myself in front of everyone. I'm sorry, please forgive me " he said.

when I called Nick, I never would've thought it was a problem. I didn't think Yukio would care. I didn't even think he would get jealous. he tried to fight for me. even though it backfired on him, he still meant well and he wanted me.

" I forgive you- " I was cut off by Yukio's gaze. I got lost in his eyes and I felt when his hand touch my face, sparks sent my mind into a daze. our lips touched and I melted into it. the sparks and the warmth spread through my body.

the kiss was sweet and passionate. Yukio's hand traveled from my cheek to the back of my neck and his other hand snaked around my waist deepening the kiss. realization hit me like a punch in the face , YUKIO IS KISSING ME!!! AND I'M KISSING BACK!!!

I jerked away and tried to catch my breath as he did the same. " Y-Yukio Y-You didn't l-let me f-finish. I forgive you-

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" Y-Yukio Y-You didn't l-let me f-finish. I forgive you, but that doesn't mean I'm giving you a second  chance. we can be friends because that's as far as I'm willing to go. that was your last kiss with me. I'm sorry " she said.

I should have known better. she isn't just going to change her mind over a few weeks. at least I got to kiss her one last time. " there are guidelines to stay my friend, don't say the " L " word, you can not kiss me , you can not hold my hand, and you can not give me hugs" she told me.

" deal " I said sadly. " come on, its getting dark " she said offering her hand. I took it and she pulled me up. we started walking home and I tried to make conversation. " sorry about your brother " I said. " its okay, being an alpha he is very protective of me " she told me." I thought you were Caster's sister, what happened? " I asked.

" well as a child, Caster was always getting picked on and I always protected him. I knew if it continued, Caster would always need me and I didn't want him to need me if I couldn't be there. I already felt like an outcast in my own home, my father also being a mage-" she said but it started talking.

"If Caster is a mage and your father is a mage and your mother was an angel, then how did you end up a werewolf? " I asked confused. " Imagine there is a spinning wheel in heaven, like the ones on game shows. one third is what your father is, one third is a Keyta, and the last third is divided evenly between every other creature on the planet. they spun the wheel for Kasai and she got her father. they spun for Caster and he got his father too. they spun for Korosu and she got Keyta. they spun for me and it landed on werewolf. the odds were so slim, but I had to be the odd one out " she said.

" I wouldn't have wanted you any other way. being different made you who you are and the way you carry yourself and the way you treat your family is more then I could wish to be. you don't give yourself enough credit, your beautiful, strong, persistent, amazing, and no one in this world would make me happier to have by my side " I said staring at the sky.

I looked back at her and her face was full of shock. I chuckled. " sorry, it wasn't in the deal that I couldn't speak my mind " I told her. she got out of her shocked stated and looked down. " thanks, I never saw myself worth while " she said.

" sorry, I interrupted you earlier, can you finish telling me about how you knew Nick " I said. " I could never really have any bond with my father, but Caster was a mage so he was taught magic. I felt like the only way to prove myself was to protect Caster. I ran away at the age of 6 and ran into a werewolf territory. I left a note telling Caster and my father not to look for me. the Alpha found me and he didn't want to keep me but his son Nick always wanted a little sister so they took me in. I basically owe my life to Nick but he doesn't think of it that way. he treats me like a sister and the pack never really liked me so he made me beta hoping it would help, but a lot of people weren't happy about it, with no friend I spent training or with Nick or training with Nick. I was able to keep my title for years and then Korosu came along and I finally felt like I belonged. Nick didn't like that, but he let me go. I felt bad because his parents, my adoptive parents, died years ago and I was the only thing left. Life has been tough on him, but he is managing " she said.

we made it to the dorms and I went upstairs.

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after our walk back home Yukio went upstairs. it was late. but I wanted a small snack. oh, strawberries. I took a bite out of one and I heard someone coming down the stairs. " Okami is that you? " Claude whispered.  " yeah " I whispered back.

" I need to talk to you, is that okay? " he asked. " yeah, come sit " I said. he walked into the illuminated kitchen and I saw his messy hair. aww, so adorable!!! " come it " I said patting the space next to be on the counter.

" I need your help " he said. " sure, anything " I said. " I need you to be my fake girlfriend " he said. " wait, what? " I said dumbfounded. " why? " I asked confused. " well, a few months back I found out that Zoyiah is my mate " he said.

" so, what's the problem " I asked. " my family, pure bloods have to marry pure bloods. my parents would never agree to let me marry my body guard " he said. " well what does that have to do with me? " I asked.

" my parents hate werewolves " he said. " again, what does that have to do with me? " I asked again. " If I date you and take you home to meet them. they will flip and they will exaggerate and say " we would rather you marry anyone else " and then they would let me marry Zoyiah " he said.

" how do you know your parents would say that? " I asked. " my sister wanted to marry a human and my parents said that and she ended up marrying someone else, but she got to chose and it wasn't a pure blood " he told me.

" but what if they end up liking me? " I asked. " worse case scenario, they make me marry you " he said. " but they hate werewolves to its very unlikely " he said. " so....... will you be my fake girlfriend? " he asked.

" sure " I said.

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