after school we all met in the courtyard. I was surprised to see Izumo there and waiting like everyone else. " Izumo, no offence, but why are you here?" I asked honestly confused. last time I checked, they aren't friends. " what I can't be worried for a class mate? " she said huffing and crossing her arms. " its just that you and Korosu aren't really friends.

" I didn't say we were, it's just ...... she actually tries, she cares about being an exorcist, and she saw things I couldn't and always tried to find the positive about everything. she was different than most people I've met and even thought she can't love, its almost like she loved life " she said.

" I know, but just because she isn't here physically doesn't mean she is gone. so don't use past tense. now lets get going " I said and started towards our dorm. " um, the girls dorms are that way " Shiema said pointing the other direction.

" of course you would know where the girls dorms are, but we live in a secluded dorm in the woods. we are 'dangerous' and need to be hidden from the humans " I said as I put air quotes around the word dangerous.

" Hey, sorry I'm late " Yukio said running up to us. " I got worried when I didn't see you guys out in the courtyard " Yukio said. I tried my best not to glare and rolled my eyes. " you know where the dorm is, you would be able to see us there. now that you live there and all " I said.

 " Mr. Okumura you lucky guy. how did you get to stay in the girls dorm " Shiema said nudging Yukio. " I have to keep an eye on Korosu as her doctor and because of her condition I have to be there when I am needed " he said.

" Okami needs you " I mumbled angrily. " what was that Kasai?" Yukio asked. " nothing " I said innocently. we made to the dorm and I turned around. " I'll be back, please stay outside until I inform you that you can come in " I said about to open the door.

 " Kasai, what are you doing?" Yukio asked. " I'm just checking something now wait outside " I said without looking at him. " I live here too- " Yukio continued but I shot him a warning glance and he stopped.

I opened the door and locked it. I heard the door jiggle and knew it was Yukio. " Yukio I have your keys " I yelled and giggled. " WHEN DID YOU TAKE MY KEYS!" he yelled angrily through the door. " when I bumped into you in the hall earlier " I yelled back.

" now, stay still and I'll be back in a second " I said running up the stairs. I ran to Okami's room first and opened the door. she was laying in her pajamas on her bed while playing on her phone. she looked up at me and smiled.

" hey " she said cheerfully. she saw my face and took a deep breath. she smile dropped and she seemed to get angry. " what is he doing here?" she said through gritted teeth. " well, he lives here and everyone is coming over to see Korosu, so get in bed, look sick, and I'll make sure to not let Yukio within 2 feet of you " I said shutting the door. I opened the door to Korosu's room and found Amaimon.

" Okay, turn into your hamster form and stay there until they leave. Korosu's exorcist class mates will be visiting and I don't want them freaking out that you're here " I said about to exit. " I'm not leaving here side " he stated automatically. " I never said you had to, I'm just saying that you can't be in human form " I said.

" Amaimon I'm not kidding around, please turn into your hamster form before they get here, okay?" I asked. " Fine " he said. " I'm sure Korosu would be proud " I said and shut the door.

I ran downstairs and unlocked the door. I put on a fake smile and opened it. " come on in, I'll show you to Korosu's room " I said and started walking upstairs. " why do you live upstairs when you can live on the first floor?" Bon asked. " because we have so much room we decided that it would be easier to sleep upstairs and eat downstairs. it feels more like a house that way " I stated.

we reached the steps and made it to her door. dang, I feel like a tour guide. " no one can touch the lights, don't leave the door open for too long because Korosu has a hamster, and I advise you not touch her " I said putting my hand on the door knob.

" why can't we touch her?" Shiema asked confused. " because her hamster is possessive and will bite anyone who he doesn't know. he knows me because I live here and was there when she got him, but he doesn't know you and will bite " I said smiling.

even though it would be funny, I had to warn them. Amaimon would kill anyone who touched her, especially now, when she is in this state. I wish I had someone like that. my mate is trying to know me, but it will take a while until he is at that point.at least my mate is trying, Okami's mate stopped in a few hours and now he is a few doors away.

I opened the door and entered the dark room. I ran in and was relieved to see Amaimon in hamster form curled up next to her head. everyone took slow steps towards Korosu and I sighed when no one said anything.

" hey Kasai " someone whispered. I shifted my eyes to Izumo. " why is there a plate here " she said. I knew what she was talking about, the plate that had the pancakes on it that Amaimon ate. " I had breakfast in here because I wanted to check on her in the morning " I said lying.

" oh, Okay "she whispered and went back to admiring Korosu. I walked over to the night stand and took the plate. " I'll be back " I said leaving the room. I ran down stairs and put the plate in the kitchen and ran back upstairs.

its not that I don't trust them, its just that I don't trust Shiema. if I'm gone then he'll try something and that something will lead to Amaimon hunting him down and killing him.

when I opened the door I heard someone I  the crowd hiss in pain. I ran towards the bed and looked at them. I looked around but I couldn't figure out who it was. I settled with the next best thing.

" who said ow " I said looking for a clue. once those words left my mouth then everyone pointed at Shiema. I walked around, grabbed him by the ear, and dragged him out of the room.

once we were outside I gave him a glare. " what did you do?" I asked coldly. " I couldn't help it , she looked so peaceful and then I tried to touch her and the stupid hamster bit me " he said angrily.

" that hamster is not stupid, I think its actually smarter than you " I said mumbling the last part. I didn't mumble it  quiet enough because he heard me. " aw, that's mean " he whined.

" let me see your hand " I said offering my hand. he put his left hand in my right and I looked at his finger. he was bleeding on his pointer finger and there was 4 more puncture wounds on the edge of his hand.

" how did he bite you?" I said looking shocked. " well it bit my pointer finger first and then when I was taking my hand away it bit me again " he said frowning. " can you kiss it to make me feel better " he said pouting.

" haha, NO, not even in your dreams, not even the good kind " I said. " go home and get it bandaged " I said and he started walking back to the room. I stepped in front of him and said " where do you think you're going."" back into the room " he said like it was obvious.

" no, you broke my rules. go home or I will kick you out myself " I said with a glare. if there is one thing you never do, its disrespect me (so true). " what? no way! " he said standing his ground.

" alright then " I said and I flung him over my shoulder. he started thrashing around telling me to put him down. we reached the door and I opened it. I grabbed the back of his shirt and took him off my shoulder.

I grabbed the end of his shirt with my other hand and literally threw him out. he hit the ground with a thud and an ow. I turned around and headed back upstairs.

{ time skip brought to you by there is a special surprise in the authors note, hope you like and participate and no it is not a chainmail thing, I hate chainmail } 

after everyone left I ran into Rin in the hall. " hey are we still on to study?" he asked. " yeah " I said. Yukio should still be in Korosu's room. I made it to her door and took a deep breath. now that me and Yukio are alone then I can give him Gehenna. I opened the door and scanned the room.

No, this can't be. this is not right. while looking in the room I found that he was not there. he should be here! where did he- my thoughts were cut off by my own realization.

he isn't here which means he could either be in 2 places. his room or...... Okami's room. I ran down the hall and burst through Yukio's door. he......he isn't here. I try to swallow the lump in my throat. both in anger and in fear. angry that Yukio would face her and angry at myself for allowing it to happen. fear that she would break down, she would run away to be far from him. 

I pressed my ear against the wall and waited for something....... anything. that's when I heard it, heavy breathing. that's when I heard it. the voice I'm guessing is Okami. " its okay, I can handle it on my own. you go and hang with Rin " she said. and that was the last thing I needed to hear to know that my fear was an illusion.

it was now that I realized she never needed my protection. she will be fine.

Okami's POV

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he's here. I'm looking at him, face to face, and he is 15 feet away. I want to jump into his arms and kiss him to infinity, but I can't. he doesn't want me and I'm only a pest to him that won't go away.

what did I do wrong? what did I do to make him not want me around? was everything he said about wanting to be with me a lie?

I slowly felt my sadness turn to rage as he just stood there. it's not fair how he broke me and then he could stand in front of me like it didn't happen. it's not fair how he said he didn't want to brake me but he lied to my face and acts like it didn't happen. I slowly felt my wolf get mad with me. how dare he? he knows how long we have been alone and then lies and says he cares about us! she raged.

my wolf. she is the only person that understands me. her name is rain. because of her I was never really alone and  it is now that my dreams have disappeared. when I was 6, rain was all I had, so my dream was that when I found my mate that he would understand me too. but today, right now, I realized that my dream was nothing, but a hope. something I told myself so that I would feel better about growing up alone. I lied to myself and gave myself expectations that could never happen. I'm just some kid no one wanted and the kid everyone hated.

how could I ever think Yukio would understand. I heard about him on my first day of school. he was really popular with girls and had a lot of friends, how would he ever know what growing up alone felt like.

his voice cut through our silence and I looked away knowing that if I looked him in the eye then I would forgive him about what he said. " where were you today? you weren't in class and you missed cram school " he said. " are you okay?" he asked.

it hit me like a slap to the face. he sounded worried. why does he do this? why does he act like he cares? I feel a tear rolling down my cheek " I'm fine " I said coldly.

" that doesn't answer why you weren't at school " he pried. " I wasn't feeling well now go away " I said between gritted teeth. " why? " he pried again. why is he still doing this? why does he keep lying? why is he trying to hurt me?

" Okami just tell me " he pried before I snapped. I've had enough of his lies. for the first time since he started talking I actually looked at him. the tears kept rolling down my eyes as I yelled at him.

" SHUT UP AND GO AWAY! STOP LYING TO ME! I KNOW YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME AND I KNOW YOU WANT ME GONE! WHY DO YOU KEEP HURTING ME? DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH YOU WANT ME TO SUFFER? I HEARD YOU IN MEPHISTO'S OFFICE WHEN YOU SAID YOU WANTED ME GONE, SO  STOP IT! I'LL JUST DO YOU A FAVOR AND STAY AWAY! I'M GOING TO DISAPPEAR SO YOU CAN BE HAPPY! I'M OKAY WITH BEING ALONE, I KNOW NOW THAT RAIN WILL FOREVER BE THE ONLY ONE THAT WILL EVER UNDERSTAND ME! I WAS STUPID TOO THINK THAT YOU COULD EVER UNDERSTAND AND I WAS EVEN MORE STUPID FOR THINKING YOU COULD EVER LOVE ME BACK! NO ONE UNDERSTANDS, NO ONE EVER UNDERSTANDS!" I screamed.

I grabbed my pillow and sobbed into it. 'shouldn't you give our mate a chance to explain? ' rain said. ' why so he can tell us the same thing, I'm not sure I can go through another rejection rain' I thought.

'I feel like he loves us -' she said before I cut her off. ' rain don't you see you're lying to yourself, you can lie to yourself all you want but I can't handle it ' I thought as I sobbed louder into the pillow.

I felt sparks shoot up my arm and I scooted away knowing it was Yukio. I retreated to the corner of my bed as I looked up at him. " Okami " Yukio said breathlessly with wide eyes.

" go away " I said coldly. " I know you don't want that " he said. " but you do, so leave and don't talk to me ever again, maybe then I can finally forget you " I said. " don't make this any harder for me then you already have, just go " I said.

" I'm not leaving your side when you're like this " he said. " you don't have a choice " I said getting up. I turned him around and started pushing him out the door, ignoring the sparks flowing through my hand. once he was outside, in the hallway, I slammed the door and locked it. 

I cried on my pillow until I fell asleep.

{ time skip brought to you by I hope I hit the feels or made you cry }

I woke up and my face was all stiff from crying( you know what I mean ). I picked out my clothes and went down stairs for breakfast. when I made it down stairs, I saw Yukio at the table like everyone else.

I just sat down across from Yukio and ate my breakfast in silence. he smiled up at me and it made my heart flutter, but my face didn't change. why can't I just forget about him?

I finished my food and put my plate in the kitchen. I started walking back to my room, but I felt someone watching me. I stopped and looked back and Yukio was walking right towards me. rain was clawing at me to get out but I kept her in.

my feet felt like they were glued to the floor and I couldn't move. when he was about three feet away I was able to move. I took off dead sprint towards my room and felt Yukio chase after me.  when I was a good 20 feet from the door, Yukio tackled me to the floor.

I try to claw my way out, but he's heavier than me. he flipped me around so I was facing him. I raised my hands to hit him but he caught them and pinned them above my head. " how did you catch up to me when I have werewolf speed?" I asked annoyed.

" I used to be captain of the track team " he said exhausted like he just ran the  mile. he put his head at the crook of my neck while he tried to catch his breath. everything he exhaled I felt his breath on my neck and it sent sparks through my body.

" d-don't, please stop doing that " I said breathlessly as he continued to breath on my neck. he stopped for a second and I was relieved. I felt his teeth lightly graze my neck and my breath hitched. he started planting kisses up and down my neck.

I held back every sound I wanted to make. he kissed my jaw a few times and backed away. I let out the breath I was holding and believed it was over. Yukio crashed his lips on to mine and I couldn't help, but kiss back. his tongue slid across my bottom lip and I parted my lips.

somewhere in the sparks and haze, I found my sense and pushed him off. I ran to my room and the last word I heard was Yukio saying my name. I locked the door and backed away from it.

I heard Yukio's foot steps and heard him banging at the door . " Okami open up, please " he said sounding desperate. all I could do is back away. I tried to talk, but nothing came out. I made it to my bed and touched my lips. I still felt it, that kiss, I still felt it.

why did I kiss back? why did he kiss me?

surprise( no this isn't the one in the author's note, there still is one though) Yukio's POV

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I can't believe I just did that. why did I just do that? all I wanted to do was talk to her and then this happens. I couldn't help it, she is so beautiful.

I wanted to talk to her about what I said in Mephisto's office. I wish I could make her understand. if she slips away, she won't get hurt. I've never been in a relationship before and I'm afraid. afraid I might hurt her and I don't want to break her more.

she grew up with no friends and I'm afraid that I will hurt her by being more. I want to be there for her, but I worry I won't be able to get her to stop crying. it hurt that she ignored me and hurt more when she ran away.

I would leave her alone but I know that would hurt her more. I don't know what to do anymore, I want to be with her, but I don't want to hurt her. I thought I wanted her to be far away, but now that she is we're both suffering.

the look on her face flash in my mind from yesterday. her eyes filled with anger and her tear stained face. there was an ache in my heart for seeing her like that and thinking about it made the ache come back.

I wish she would understand that I'm doing this for her. the last thing I wanted to do was to see her cry. I wish I could take all her tears away, but I don't think I will be able to.

I want to love her, with everything I am and everything that I will be, but I don't want to ruin it by losing her. why does life have to be so hard? why couldn't I just know what to do so I wouldn't be so scared.

{ time skip brought to you by if you call anime a carton you will die!!! }

when I got to school I was immediately surrounded by a crowd of people. this always happens and it gets annoying. " sorry guys, I'm hanging out with my brother today " I said trying to get away. there was a lot of 'awws' and they all left.

" Yukio, what's going on with you and Okami " Rin said not looking at me. my heart shattered. how did he notice? was she so loud that Rin heard it? " why would you say that ?" I asked like nothing was wrong.

" I heard her yelling that you said you didn't want her around and she seemed to ignore you in the morning. in the beginning when you met you guys were really close. I was just wondering what happened" he said.

were we close in the beginning? is that why she hates me? she most feel like I abandoned her?

now I feel so stupid. I hurt her without realizing it. seems like no matter what I do, I will always end up hurting her. why does it have to be like this?

{ time skip brought to you by its true, sometimes you can hurt someone without realizing }

I walked into my class and all my students turned their heads towards me. " sorry, I'm late class. I've been having a rough time " I said as I made it to the front of the class room.

I passed out a sheet that I made before the incident and started day dreaming while my class did that. I imagined me and Okami holding hands and her beautiful black wolf running through the woods.

I daydreamed that we were walking through the woods and holding hands. We made it to a field and her wolf jumped out from the woods. Okami looked at me then the wolf wide eyed. isn't that supposed to be her?

when I looked back to my side, Okami was gone. I looked back towards the wolf and they were side by side. they both looked at me and I was something in the wolf's eyes. the wolf seemed to love me and her eyes told me so. Okami's eyes didn't hold love, they held sadness and anger.

that looked haunted me. this proved that I couldn't make her happy, but I still want to be with her. I love everything about her.

her smile. her wolf. her eyes. her lips, the way she handled herself, she was like a drug that I could never get off of and I was addicted.

the wolf walked towards me and stood by me. When I looked back at Okami, I was torn apart. my whole world broke down and fell into pieces. when I looked up, she was kissing someone else.

the guy was a shadow and couldn't see his face. it hurt, seeing her with someone else and be happy with someone else. I thought I would be happy, seeing her with someone that could make her smile, but in reality it hurt.

one of my students snapped me awake from my nightmare. it was Kasai. " I was just going to say I was finished. are you okay Mr. Okumura? you're crying " she said concerned.

I touched my face and felt the wet trail a tear left behind. I was crying. I quickly wiped the tears away with the back of my hand and when I finished I looked back up.

" Is there anything else you need Kasai " I asked composing myself. " yes, because Okami won't be in class for a while, I wanted to know if I could get some extra papers for her " Kasai asked.

my heart ached a little. Okami won't be here. " is she okay?" I asked worried. I hope she is okay, I don't know what I would do if she was in trouble. I saw a small flash of anger in Kasai's eyes, but it came as fast as it went. she put on a fake smile and said " she's fine" and mumbled " not like you would actually care" under her breath. 

my heart hurt when I heard that. I wish everyone knew how much I cared about her. I pretended like I didn't hear her and said " yes, there are some assignments I want her to complete " and handed her some assignments that were due by the end of the week including homework.

" thank you " she said walking away.

{ time skip brought to you by sorry for all the time skips }

when I got home, I immediately went to bed. I jolted out of bed right after the nightmare.  the nightmare I had during the day came back to haunt me and I have woken up 3 times already because of it.

she is with me, then next to the wolf, then the wolf comes with me and then I see Okami with another guy. I always wake up crying and sometimes it hits me harder then others.

my stomach started grumbling and I decided I would just get up. I sat up and grabbed my glasses. the moon was high in the sky and I looked at the clock. it was 2 in the morning.

I try to go back to sleep but my stomach won't let me. I was hungry and my mind wouldn't let me convince myself that I wasn't. I didn't care if I was without a shirt, I want food.

it dawned upon me that I hadn't done any of my school work or graded the papers from today. I ran a hand through my hair in frustration. I walked down the stairs and noticed the lights were on.

who would be up at this hour? I sneaked down the last steps and looked into the kitchen window. I smiled at the sight.

Okami was in the kitchen dancing in her pajamas, while singing along to this is gospel by panic at the disco.

" if you love me let me goooo " she sang while slightly dancing and I could tell the song was ending. I opened the door to the kitchen and sneaked in like a ninja. I feel like a ninja!

the song ended and she took her earphones off. as she hummed the song again as she put her phone and earphones back into her pocket, I snuck up behind her. when she was done I snuck my arms around her waist and she tensed up.

she took a deep breath of the air and growled. I know she was growling at me but I don't care. we need to talk.

" we need to talk " I said to her. she growled again, disagreeing with me. I picked her up bridal style and she started squirming. I walked down the hall into an empty room on the first floor.

she kept squirming and it wasn't helping. " stop squirming or I'll not be able to control myself " I warned her. I opened the door to the room and walked in. I closed and locked the door.

I put her down and she glared at me. " come on we have to talk " I said and she  just looked away from me with her arms crossed. when she was completely facing away from me, I moved in.

I kissed her neck and she let out a breathily moan before she sprung away and looked at me wide eyed. I couldn't help but smile.

" if you do that again I will- " she cut herself off when she realized she was talking. " you'll what? " I said taunting her. I know its not a good idea to anger a werewolf but this is the only way that she will talk to me.

she just gave me a death glare. I stepped closer to her and she made a break for the door. I caught up to her before she could realize it was locked and pinned her against it. she growled but I wouldn't let her go.

" if you don't talk to me then I'll be free to do whatever I want " I said taunting her again. I kept her arms pinned above her head as I planted kisses down her neck.

my tail started wagging( if you saw the show then you know that at the end Yukio gets his demon powers, he should have a tail.) and I felt her tense when my teeth grazed her neck.

I kissed back up to her jawline and went back down her neck. I was on the hunt for her sweet spot and I will find it. I went downer and started sucking on her collar bone and she let out a soft moan.

I found it. I flipped her over so I can have more access to it. after sucking on it long enough, I pulled back and examined my work. she had a hicky on her collar bone and it marked her mine in a way.

I gently placed my lips onto hers and kisses her passionately. she kissed back with the same gentleness and it was amazing. sparks danced on our lips and I let go of her hands and wrapped them around her waist.

she tangled her hands in my hair and tugged lightly. I licked her bottom lip and she parted her lips for me. I shot my tongue into her mouth and we fought for dominance. her hands trailed down my back and she suddenly pulled my tail.

it caused a reaction in me and I immediately grinded onto her. she pulled her head back and her eyes were closed. a few second after that  her eyes snapped open and she pushed me away.

I stumbled back a few steps and she unlocked the door and ran out. I ran after her and she made it to her room and slammed the door in my face. I knew she wouldn't let me in and I didn't want to wake up everybody in the dorm so I went back to my room.

I can't believe I did that, again. its not my fault with her sexy pajamas and her kissable lips, I'm lucky that's all I've done.

{ time skip brought to you by my worst nightmare came true }

I finally finished my school work and grading papers and I am tired. I slipped back into bed and closed my eyes.

I hope I don't have that nightmare again. I don't think my heart will be able to take seeing it so much.

I fell into a pit  of sleep where the darkness waited my return, but ,instead of seeing nothing, I saw a bright light. I fell into the light and there in the middle of the room was a girl. she had emerald green hair and black pointy ears and a black tail.

one of her ears twitched and she turned to look at me. her eyes lit up when she saw me and she said " I finally reached you."

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A/N:  okay so my worse nightmare came true. the person I'm dating found out I have a fanfiction. its not that I don't want them to read it, its just that...... HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT I WRITE!!!!!

anyhow, the surprise is that I need 2 new side characters and I want my readers to make them. put there hair color, height, skin color, personality, name, and if they are human or not ( if not what are they ). I will not update until I have at least two characters. please, do the contest and I promise if I chose you then your character will be in the book. hope you win.

ps. hope you liked Yukio's POV ^~^

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