I could feel my tongue swelling up, tears streaming down my face....

Then I was begging at the camera for some medicine or pain killer or something to make the swelling go down. I was on the verge of completely breaking down. Me, all alone in a cell, kidnapped from an alleyway, never to see my family or friends again. And this thing with Keith had been going so well! Before I knew it, my head was in between my knees in the fatal position, bawling my eyes out. I bit the side of my cheek to try and stop the tears, and I was shocked to taste warm blood running down the side of my cheek. Okay, I bit too hard and now I'm bleeding and swelling up. What a good morning this has been for my mouth. Then I shocked myself again. I don't know if it's morning or night or midday...the day of the week...the month....the year even. I felt another wave of tears coming on. How long had I been gone? Is my family searching for me? Or have they been kidnapped too? And they're here somewhere in the building suffering as I am. If so, then do we have a single hope of being saved? I seriously doubt it. Will people come searching for me and possibly my parents, if they're really here? Them, searching, searching, searching. And then, finding nothing, will they just give up on me? Assumed dead? Just like my sister then. Both the kids gone. How will my parents react? How will my best friend? The last thing I did to her was get all mad and run away. Right now I am seriously regretting doing that. What would've happened if I'd stayed with her? None of this probably. So really, it's my own fault I'm stuck here. My fault my parents are suffering from either this place or the loss of me. My fault the last thing I said to Bailie, did to Bailie, was get mad and stomp off, and it'll always be on her mind. The last thing she did was hurt me. My fault, my fault, my fault. My mind can't handle all of this.Then I remember oh yeah, I also ate that bee and that's why it's dead and my mouth is swelled and bleeding. Now I'm screaming so loud my face is turning a dark red. Then I hit my head on the handcuffs and black out.