And the drama began's I'm ready to snatch wigs and closures. Also read my book "Confidential" even if you aren't a NBA Youngboy fan, fast updates too.

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When I woke up, my hair was all over the place and in my face.

 I grabbed the stray pony tail holder from the side of me and put my hair in a bun. 

I rolled over and bumped into Jahseh.

"That has to have been the best sex we had", he smiles. 

"I really did miss you."

"I know you did. I missed you too. You're lucky I'm a forgiving person because otherwise, I would have left", I laugh.

Before he can say anything, there's a knock on the front door. I climbed out the bed and climb out the bed, grabbing my robe on the way out.

Once I'm at the door, with my robe fully on I open the door to see my mama standing there. "Oh hey ma.", I say.

She laughs as she walks through the door. "What's so funny?", I ask closing the door.

"I see you to have made up", she says eyeing me up and down.

"How- what?"

"You have 'just-fucked' hair, Nola. And it's smells like sex up in here", she laughs scrunching her nose. 

"What is wrong with you and Jahseh saying the word 'fuck' all the time?" I asked disgusted by the word. 

Jahseh then walks in fully clothed, thankfully. "I heard my name." He comes over and hugs me from behind, "What're ya'll talking about?"

"She said it smells like sex and I have 'just-fucked' hair", I chuckle.

 "I told you that was the best-" I put my hand over his mouth before he can finish the sentence. My mama is right there.

"I was just coming to see if everything was okay... Also I want to know what happened in the first place since Nola didn't tell me", she says glaring at me.

"I'm not trying to disrespect you but it's none of your business. I know she's your daughter but I've already hurt her enough. I'm not bringing the topic up again", he says. 

"Okay. Fine then since y'all wanna be that way." She spats with a playful smile. "You better not hurt her again or she's not coming back." Her tone is more serious this time. 

I feel Jahseh tense up behind me at the remark about me never coming back. "I think you should go ma.", I say before anything happens.

She throws her hands up and walks to the door, opening it. She stops and her mouth falls open. So does mines. And so does Jahseh's. 

"Lola?", my dad gasps. This is so ironic and it's NOT going to end well.

"What the fuck are YOU doing here", my mama growls.

"Mama!"

"What Nola? Why is he here?!", she yells. I don't understand why she's yelling at me.

"He came here awhile ago to explain everything to me. I was going to tell you but... I couldn't find the right time", I explained.

She turns back to him,"You better not come here anymore."

"That's not your choice! He's my dad."

"Did you forget that he left us without money? He left us for another woman, Nola. How can you forgive him?", she lies.

"That's a lie! He already told me everything. You're the one that kicked him out!" She starts pacing back and forth,"He was dangerous. You were only a baby. I had nothing else to do but make him leave."

"You could leave then." I said. I felt Jahseh put his hand on my shoulder. "Nola..." I swat his hand off of me, "No. Since she wants to argue about me seeing my dad, she can go. I don't have time for this." My mama throws her hands up and rolls her eyes. 

"Fine. But when he hurts you, god dammit don't come running to me because I warned you." She pushed past my dad and left.

"Umm.. I'll come back another time okay?", my dad says.

"Okay..."

*****

I was woken up by yelling from who I'm guessing was Jahseh. I looked over at the clock and it was 4:30 in the morning.

 I rubbed my eyes and got up, following his voice. He was leaning against the counter on the phone."No! Stop fuckin' callin' me okay?", he yelled. 

What? 

He paused for a second then started again. "Because I'm married. That was a mistake. I don't know how you got my number but if you call one more fuckin' time I swear--" I heard a beep and he slammed the phone down.

I walked in and stood next to him. "Is everything okay?", I asked.

"I guess... That bitch from the bar keeps callin' me!"

"If I wasn't pregnant right now I'd find her and beat her ass. Then I'd beat your ass for sleepin' with her in the first place", I said rolling my eyes and walking away.

 I made my way back to bed and got under the blankets. "Oh.. You're still mad about that?", he asked getting into bed with me. 

"Of course I am. You got drunk and had sex with some bitch. Not to mention you're getting married and there's a baby on the way. I just don't understand why you would do that, drunk or not." 

"I don't either. I don't know what came over me. I.. I would never do anything to hurt you again, Nola. Never again. I'm fucking sorry okay. People make mistakes.." I decided it was best not to repsond to him.

 I don't want him to think that he's already forgiven... Even though he is. I just turned to face him and snuggled into his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and let out a sigh."I love you", he whispered.

"Mhmm." 

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Again, Im being waken up by his voice. It was lower than before but he was still raising his voice a bit. 

When I entered the living room, he was standing in front of the door talking to someone. "You need to leave", Jahseh said shaking his head. "But.. You can't just-- just one more time", a girl said. 

Her voice was high and pitchy. It was annoying. I chuckled and she looked at me then smirked. She grabbed Jahseh by the arm and started kissing him. Before he could even react, I ran over and pushed her off of him.

 I stumbled into the hallway as she fell back. I got on top of her, grabbed her head and slammed it onto the floor."Dumb ass bitch!", I yelled. 

I didn't care if I was pregnant, she was about to get her ass beat. She tried to swing at me but I grabbed her arms, placing my knees on them and continued to punch her in the face. "I fucking dare you to talk to him one more time." 

She was yelling stuff back at me but I wasn't paying attention until she freed one of her hands and grabbed me by my hair, swinging me off of her. 

"He doesn't want you anyways! That's why he came to me!" Right when I was about to get on her again, she was picked up and slammed into the wall.

 My eyes got wide as I stared at Jahseh. One of his hands were tightened around her arm. That was gonna leave a mark. The other was pressed against her shoulder.She tried wiggling around, "Let me go that hurts!"

He slammed her against the wall again to make her stay still. "Fucks No. Next time you decide to put ya hands on my wife, ya puss ass dealing with me."

"She hit me first!", she yelled. "Do it look like I give a fuck? Don't come around here anymore. Don't call me. Don't......" I wasn't even paying attention anymore because he just looks so.... Sexy when he's angry.

 Like...... Damn. 

"Got it?" She nods and he finally lets her go. I nearly burst out laughing by how fast she was gone. I got up and brushed myself off. 

I walked into the house and heard the door slam. "Don't ever do that again. Do you understand?", he asked as calm as he could.

"What was I supposed to do??"

"I could've pushed her off or something! I'm not really mad that you fought her, but she put her hands on you Nola. I was about to beat the shit out of her", he said sliding his hands down her face. 

"That wouldn't have ended well." Again I had to fight the urge to laugh. This was just all so funny for me. I don't know why. 

"I need to go back to therapy. I think he's coming back", he laughed. 

"We'll at least he's coming back to hurt other people and not me."He says, sitting down. "Yeah because he knows he needs to protect you because I love you. But that's not good, he's still dangerous..."

I sat down next to him and leaned my head on his shoulder. "You know... That really turned me on."

"What?"

"When you pinned her to the wall. You just looked so pissed off. I don't even know but you need to do that to me. But not so rough, you know?"

"Umm... Ight. So does that mean you want to-"

"No. You're still not forgiven", I lie.

"You can't.... Tease me like this Nola. I'm already hard just thinking about it", he whined.

"You'll be okay", I smile. I stand up and feel a sharp pain in my stomach. "Shit!", I gasp grabbing my stomach.

"What the hell", he says. I turn towards him and see his eyes wide open. "You're bleeding!" 

"What??" I look down and see blood all over the front of my pants. "Oooh, fuck!" It felt like someone was repeatedly stabbing me in the stomach.

A/n: Takes me back to my miscarriage, but I hope no one's triggered. I apologize if you are.

Jahseh picks the phone up and I assume he's calling 911. He starts talking on the phone then he hangs up. Can this be because... 

"What if the baby.."

"Don't even finish that sentence. You're okay. The baby is okay. It's gonna be alright. Just sit down.. The ambulance is on the way."

I fell down onto the couch and laid my head on his lap. He starts rubbing circles in my back,"Everything okay." 

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