We were in the car now one our way back home. The movie wasn't even all that bad. I like scary movies though. They're funny to me for some reason. But Jahseh? Jahseh jumped in his sear every 5 seconds. The movie had him so scared and entertained, he didn't try anything with me.

"Since we didn't do anything in there, you all mine when we get home." He smirked. It's like he read my mind.

"Rain check?" I joked.

"Uh- no you lucky I didn't just fuck you in there." He said.

I hit his arm, "Jahseh! You can't just say that!"

He laughed, "Say what? Fuck? I thought you liked to FUCK."

"Yeah but I- You- Jahseh shut up." I said shaking my head. I just wanted to get home.

*****

Jahseh opened the door and we came crashing in. He started kissing me on my neck, making me wet, but I didn't feel like doing anything. I stopped and backed away as I fixed my clothes and sat on the couch.

"Why'd you stop?" Jahseh asked as he fixed his boner and sat next to me on the couch. "Gettin' my dick all hard and shit for nonthin'."

"I'm not in the mood." I said.

He smacked his teeth, "Ight."

"What Jahseh? Just not today." I said getting irritated. I'm not trying to have an argument over a stupid ass topic.

"Okay." He said getting up from the couch. He went into the room and closed the door. I can't believe him. 

After 5 minutes, he didn't come back so I went after him. I opened the door to see him laying on the bed on his phone.

"Are you mad?" I asked, sitting next to him.

"No.. I just need to get used to it, I guess."

"Good because being pregnant is exhausting you know?" I laughed.

"Yeah." He says not looking up from his phone.

"You're still upset... Why?"

"I'm good, Nola just drop it." He snaps.

"How can I when you're bein' like this?" I asked rolling my eyes.

"I'm not arguing with you." He says, getting up. He grabs the keys off the dresser and starts walking towards the door.

"You're leaving? For what?"

"I just need to think.. I'll be right back." He says.

"You're really bein ridiculous right now. Just because I don't want to fuck, you're mad.."

He walked towards me and kissed my forehead, "I'll be back, okay? Don't leave."

I didn't answer him. Instead, I turned the TV off and closed my eyes. I don't know what's going on but I guess I'll ask him when he comes back.

*******

Jahseh's P.O.V

I opened my eyes with the fucking worst headache. I don't even remember what happened last night.

All I remember was arguing with Nola. I think X is coming back and that means MORE therapy. 

I sat up and rested my head in my hands trying to remember what happened. I remember going to this club or bar or something and drinking a little... Okay maybe a lot. I haven't drank alcohol since we've came out here. I was really, really, really drunk.

*Last Night*

"Are you sure you're okay X?" The bartender asked handing me my 6th drink?

"Stop asking m-mee that." I slurred. 

The room was spinning to me right now. As I was finishing my drink, this girl sat on the stool next to me. She was pretty, I guess, but nothing compared to Nola.

Nola

Fuck. I should really be goin' home right now but I'm fucking wasted. I can't drive in this condition and I let the crew off for vacation last month.

"Hey.. I'm Amel." She said in a high pitched, annoying ass voice.

"Jahseh." I said, setting my cup down.

"Yeah the music guy... You want another drink? My treat." She smiled. Her teeth were to bright for me.. I must be really drunk.

"Cool." I shrugged.

By the time I'm done with my 8th drink, I was wasted. I couldn't even walk- or stand up. The Amel girl was still keeping me company. 

The place was getting ready to close and I was stuck here.

"I can drive your car for you. My asshole of a fucking boyfriend left me here." She said.

"Yeahhh.." I kind of said, getting up. She helped me walk to my car and get in.

~

As soon as I got in the car, I fell asleep.. Or passed out, whatever. I don't remember anything at all after that. I think... I snapped my head up and looked around.

This isn't my room.

I looked down and saw I didn't have any clothes on. I looked next to me.

Amel.

Oh fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I jumped out the bed and threw my clothes on, ignoring the mild headache. I made sure to leave before she woke up.

~

When I got into the penthouse, I heard the shower running. I don't know what to do. I can't believe I cheated on Nola, man. I sat on the bed, just waiting for her to come out. I don't know what to tell her. 

Soon after, she came into the room and walked right past me, getting some clothes out the drawer. She began getting dressed, still not saying anything.

"Talk to me please." I begged.

She put her shirt over her head and put her hand on her hip, "Where were you last night?"

"I went to the bar." I said looking down.

"All night?"

I had to come up with a lie, quick. "I got really drunk so I couldn't drive home. I just slept in the car and came here this morning."

"You're lying to me." She said.

She grabbed a suitcase and started putting clothes in there.

"What? Where you goin'?" I asked standing up. I grabbed the suitcase off the floor and held it in my hand.

"Give it back." She demanded with her hand out.

"Where you goin?" I repeated.

"Tell me the truth right now or I'm walking out that door."

"I- I can't." I stuttered, rubbing the back of my neeck.

Her eyes widened and then began to water. "Jahseh, why the fuck are there hickies on your neck?"

Shit. "I'm so sorry Nola, I swear. I was really drunk. I know that's not an excuse but.."

"You cheated on me." She stated.

I tried to explain what happened, but I couldn't even open my mouth.

"How could you that Jahseh!? Why! Is it because I didn't want to fuck you!? We're you that desperate to go find some random girl to fuck?!" She yelled.

"No! I didn't even know what was happening but I can't take that shit back now. It was a big mistake... I'm so sorry. Please don't leave. Please." I pleaded. 

She can't leave me.

"I can't believe this." She said shaking her head. "I was sitting here crying my eyes out, worried last night because you didn't come home!"

"I understa-"

"No you don't! You don't understand! I thought you loved me!" She cried.

"I do! I still want a future with you. I love you more than I love myself. I know you're not going to forgive me right away but please. Think about it."

She laughed lowly. "Future? Not anymore." She slid the ring off of her finger and threw it onto the floor. I literally felt my heart break.

She tried to walk to walk past me but I grabbed her arm. "Nola please don't leave. You can't leave me. We can work this out! I can't lose you. I don't know what I would do. I'm begging you." I cried.

Yes, I was actually crying. 

"Okay Jahseh. I need to go then. I need to think." She sighed.

I picked the ring up off the floor and grabbed her hand, "Please don't take this ring off ever again."

I slid the ring back onto her finger. "Can you at least tell me where you're goin?"

"I'm goin' to my mama's house."

"Promise me you'll come back."

"I don't kn-"

"Please."

"I promise." She said giving me a slight smile. I gave her the suitcase back and she began walking out.

"I love you Nola."

"I love you too." She said leaving.

***

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