The story will be a lil' peachy until everything is how I want it to be.

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So the shower went exactly how I thought it would. No, we didn't have sex. We haven't done it since the beginning of my pregnancy. I was all too curious about how he was feeling about it.

"So... It's been 5 months since we've... had sex." I mumbled.

"It has huh?" He sighed.

I could imagine what he was going through. I've been going through the same thing. 

"And..."

"It's fucked up. It's okay though because I don't think we're supposed to fuck right now. I mean, we could still ask the doctor if you want." He insisted.

He pulled me onto his lap. "But don't worry about it. Don't think you not please me anymore, because you are."

I laughed, thinking about what just happened in the shower. I guess he was right.

Then I frowned at a second thought. "If I have the baby naturally, I'll be stretched out. Also, I'm still gonna have fat left from the baby. Then what?"

"Then I'll still love you cus' I don't care. Like I said, don't worry about it." He said, reassuring me. I could literally hear the smile in his voice. "And instead of laying around and shit, we going to the beach."

"Nooooo! I wanna lay here with you." I whined.

"We can go lay down together... At the beach." He said pushing me off of him. 

Looks like I wasn't winning.

***

We had set everything up already and it was about 2:00 pm. Luckily for us, the beach wasn't super crowded like it usually was. "Are you gonna take that shit off or not?" Jahseh chuckled, snapping me out of my thoughts. He had already removed his clothes and had on his swimming trunks.

"Oh.. Yeah." I laughed. I pulled my sundress down and kicked it to the side. I put my hands on top of my hips.

Why did I even put on this bikini? I don't know why, but these stretch marks were making me feel very self conscious. 

Jahseh shook his head and took my hands off of my hips.

"Stop, we came here to have fun." He said.

"I know.. I'm sorry." I sighed looking down.

He lifted my chin, "Don't be.. c'mon." He held my hand and pulled me, making me run to the water with him.

As soon as I touched the water, I jumped back. "Stop being a baby." He laughed.

"I'm not! It's fuckin' cold."

He shook his head while smiling and pulled me close to him, "You'll be fucking fine." He stood behind me and wrapped both his arms around my waist. 

Suddenly, I felt very warm. We took steps together until the water was to my waist and I stopped. I refused to go any further. "Come onnnn." He begged, trying to pull me.

"No." I felt him unwrap his arms so I turned around.

A bunch of water was splashed onto the top half of my body. "Jahseh, what the fuck!" I yelled. I know he didn't hear me as loud as he was laughing.

"Ooh, baby. you s-should've seen y-ya face." He laughed.

Well since this nigga wanted to play dirty, I snuck up behind him. I grabbed him by his shoulders and dunked him into the water. I sat on top of him for about 5 seconds until he flipped me over. We were both dying of laughter.

***

I was lying down on one of the blankets we brought while Jahseh finished up taking pictures with some of his fans. 

He looked so happy, they didn't even judge him from what he had done this past year. They really cared about him.

"X, I love you so much!! I'm a big supporter!!" A girl who seem to be around the age of 14, came up to him.

He opened his arms for a hug and she hugged him tight. "I love you too." He chuckled.

"Can we take a picture!?" She asked with tears in her eyes.

"Ya c'mon... Babe, can you take our picture?" He asked.

I nodded as he helped me up. "Yeah." She handed me her phone and I smiled. "Say cheese." 

He posed, kissing her cheek holding the peace sign up. 

He was such a beautiful person, despite everything that has been going on, he found a way to reach happiness.

After I took a few pictures she squealed hugging him again. 

"Thank you, you're such a beautiful couple. I can't wait until the baby is born." She smiled, walking away.

"Thanks!" We yelled out to her.

I looked up at him and smiled, he looked down at me smirking. I walked back over to the blanket and sat down with him following.

The sun was setting right now and it looked really pretty. "Did you enjoy yourself?" Jahseh asked, moving a piece of hair from my face.

"Yea, I did. Thank you for bringing me.." I said turning around to face him. I used my elbow to help me stay up. "And thanks for making me not worry."

"It's good Nola, I do it for you so you could be happy.. So we could be happy." He smiled.

"Yeah.. I just need to stop bringin' myself down."

"Hell yea, it make me feel some type of way when you do that. No matter how you look, I'll always love you. I didn't waste a year and some months stalking you plus the two other years for nothing. I want to be with you forever." He said standing me up.

He bent down to get something out of the Loui Vuitton book bag he had bung along. "Which gives me the perfect opportunity to ask you this question." He got down on one knee and pulled out a small box from behind his back.

After realizing what he was doing, tears started to form in my eyes. I couldn't believe this was happening.

"Nola Price, will you marry me?"

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