You guys, I think I'm broken.

I can't do anything right.

I can't stop crying.

I can't stop messing up and I hate it and it's my fault that I forget.

And I hate this.

It hurts so much knowing that my family knows I'm useless and unable to do shit.

I mean, I'm trying but I can't stop crying cause I'm so fucking emotional and sensisitive cause I hate myself so fucking much.

I'm sure that my family really does hate me and I'm not sure I can do this anymore.

I'm just so fucking broken I can't do anything right.

And this is the only place where I can be me.

I'm sorry if I've ever let you guys down, that's the only thing I'm good at, messing up.

I just really hate me.