Author pov

Naps after coming back from universities are best one. Shehnaaz woke up in total silence and dark room which was beaming with sung light hours before when she went to sleep. Now she see that sun's almost gone and it's 7 in evening

Pushing her hair behind ear, she gets out of bed. Her bare feet touching cold floor underneath. She immediately reached for blue flip flops and made her way out of room. With sleepy eyes and messy hair she lays down on couch of living room to look at orange and pink sunset from glass wall in front of her. She can never get tied of this view. Something she loves about Karachi is this Seaview

"Bibi coffee" Reema placed cup of coffee on table with smile. Shehnaaz frown at elder grumpy woman smiling today but didn't say anything since she's still kinda drowsy

"Biscuits lekr ayengi baji" She requested while sitting straight on sofa to look at her coffee in blue mug. If you don't know yet Shehnaaz loves blue colour a lot

Taking mug from table and biscuit's plate from reema Shehnaaz walked into balcony and set down in swing she got last week when she came back Karachi from sukkur and suddenly it reminds Shehnaaz of her husband. It's Thursday means it's been 5 days now since she last saw him. She's missing him a lot nowadays maybe because last week they have grew more closer. She calls him daily so does he but he's been busy a lot

Blood rush through her cheeks when she thought about his confession. When he told her he has been in love with her

She thought he just have simple attraction towards her not this much strong feeling. Empty feeling before she had was gone now it was replaced with something new, which she doesn't know what. She surely has grown attached to Sidharth more than she thinks because he's the only one she thinks about and even dream about

She turned her head from view to take sip from coffee. Her eyes fell on crushed cigarette and ashes of cigarette on coffee table which made her heart skip a beat. She immediately kept her cup down and quickly walked inside living room and there were discarded coat on seethe. Car keys and wallet on table which she didn't noticed earlier. Oh my he's here and she didn't even realise

"Serkar 5 baje aye the aur kamre mein soye hain apko pata nahi chala?" Reema asked young woman after noticing her behaviour

Shehnaaz shook head bitting her lips, I mean it was dark right how would she know he's sleeping beside her. She rushed towards her room and opened door before turning on lights. There he was her husband sleeping on his stomach. Hugging pillow. Gosh was she that sleepy that she didn't even notice his musky fragrance filling room

She walked towards bed and get on bed beside him. He looks so cute while sleeping! She awed kissing his cheek before keeping hand on his bicep and shake him violently

"Uthee Sidharth!"
"Uth jayen!
"Time dekha hai apne!"
"It's freaking 7!"
"Is waqt jahanumi log sote hain!"

He groaned slightly opening his eyes adjusting them accordingly to lights of room. She kept on shaking him he held her by wrist and pulled her down towards him. She giggled pushing him away but whom was she kidding he's build different. He wrapped arms around her and locked her in tight hug that she can't escape

This musky scent and the way he was holding her in his strong arms. She's melting like ice cream. He inhale against her neck which casuals goosebumps to rise on her skin

"How's my begum doing hmm?" His spoke in her neck with raspy voice which did things to her body

"Very good apke bina bhoot sukoon aur mazay ka mahool hota hai!" She said. He hummed bitting on her neck

"Ah." She let out lil scream and slapped his shoulder right away

"Woah are you janwar?" She questioned pulling his face to look at him. He looks at her with half opened eyes "You bite alot should I be concerned mr gaddi-nasheen?" She lifted her eye brows

"You should be very much Janum" He nodded with smirk pecking her lips. He looks good with messy hair and first few buttons of white shirt undone. Hot as always. He lifted his head to caress her raven hair softly pushing them away from her face so gently and carefully

"Ap Saturday ko arahe the?" She asked looking at his perfect face. He has sharp features from jawline to nose.

"Tumhari yaad teen din phely lekr ayi hai meri jaan" He spoke in low voice looking into her eyes. Her heart beat risen up at intense eye-contact he was having with her right now. Blush was quite visible on her already rosy cheeks

"Mujhe toh apki yaad bikul nahi ayi hai aur dur haate mujhe bahar jana hai!" She pushed him away using his distracted and get off bed. She turn around to look at him who has charming smile on his lips. This handsome man! "No wonder reema baji smiled today obviously unko toh kushi hogi unka Serkar ayen hain itne time baad meri toh koi qadar he nahi hai!" She pouted making him chuckle while pushing off covers

"Are you jealous sweetheart?" He asked running hand through his hair to push them behind. She rolled her eyes and walked out, he follows her behind

She was sitting in couch eating biscuits from plate. He patted her cheeks with smirk and set beside her. She glared at him soon gasp when he took bite from her biscuits. She shove it at him and he out loud chuckle at her grumpy face. Sidharth turn his head to look at elder woman placing his tea on coffee table in front of them

"Ap meri begum ki tarf har roz muskura diya karen" He said to reema who nodded immediately nervously. Shehnaaz wide her eyes and looks him who kissed her cheek" Is it okay now janum?" He asked teasingly. She pushed his hand away that came to pinch her cheeks

"Itna gussa kahan se ata hai?" He asked genuinely being curious about source of anger in his wife

"Ap dilate ho!" She huffed

"Mene kya kiya?" He wrapping arm around her and pulling his wife against his chest

She didn't push away this time instead she kept her head on his chest and pulled out phone to use ignoring him. He sighed at her attitude and took sip of tea. He use to be man who never gave shit about any woman in his life. He use to tolerate no one attitude still doesn't. She's only one who behaves like this and gets away with him

He glanced at her screen of phone she's watching some Korean drama or Chinese or even Thai he doesn't know what that is

"Why aren't you watching it in dubbed" He asked

"Maza nahi ata. Original audio is best!" She murmured focusing on drama

"Ek baat poochon apse gussa mat krna" She paused her drama to turn around and look at him. He hummed taking another sip

"Do you still talk to maya?" She asked searching for something on his face any expressions but they were normal as he kept cup aside and turn towards her

"Jab mene kaha tha I want this marriage work usi waqt he I ended everything with her even use phely I have touched no woman other than you after our Nikkah" He said truthfully. She gets on her knees on sofa and kept hands on things looking at him while biting her lip

"Mene bhi bewafai nahi ki thi apse I swear mustafa was just friend of mine and he came to check on me just" She told him. She noticed sudden change of expressions

"Check on you for what?" He asked. Gosh he's getting mad she noticed by clenched jawline and grip on cup

"Sidharth" She spoke softly

Lifting her hand she kept it on his biceps gently. He glanced at her calmly. He surely was getting mad but he won't snap at her, he doesn't wanna ruin progress they have made so far

"I know you weren't disloyal and it's all past I would rather not talk about it" He said

She took mug from him carefully and kept it ok coffee table before hugging him. He hugged her back placing kiss on side of her head. Shehnaaz glanced at reema who awkwardly put her reheated coffee on table ignoring couple

"6 months and you have changed my whole apartment" Sidharth sighed as there were more colours in apartment especially blue

"It's mine now!" She scoffed pushing him. She can't do romance more than 2 mins "Apka hua krta tha abhi yeh mera hai about time you name it to me already" She said making him chuckle

"Mein he apke naam hoon jaan" He smiled

She blushed. He's always saying things which catch her off guard and make her blush. He collected remote from table and turn on tv while she kept head on his shoulder and glanced at screen. Agh he's watching boring news. How do they even like news and spend their hours watching it. She gets bore within seconds

He looks at her with that soft smile on his lips and glint in his eyes. She was pouting while looking at screen before lifted her gaze to look at him. They had eye-contact, she find his gaze very intense which made her blush and turn his face to look screen. He chuckled lowly causing her to bite lower lip

He never knew somebody like him would fall in love this hard. He slips his fingers into hers soft ones and bring her back of hand against his mouth to press kiss on it. There use to time when he thought she's not worthy of this red ring but now he knows he never wants to see it on anyone else but her

"Wapis kab jaoge?" She asked taking remote from him more like snatch it from him to change channel because news is boring her

"Im going back in morning" He said

"Morning!" She pushed him away to look at him with frown. He has just came and now he's going back in morning

"Asaal faisla kal hai I just got time and came to see you" He reasoned touching her cheeks but she pushed away his hand grumpily and stands up. He looks at her calmly as she walks away

"Naaz." He called

"Ap aj bhi kyun aye ho? Just go back already I don't want you here for just few hours!" She stops at room's door to look at him

"Mein tumhare liye aya hoon what do you mean by kyun aye ho and if you don't want me here I should leave right" He also stands up to glare at her. He gets that she's upset but she's not getting his situation either

"Haan jao ap!" She slammed door. He poke his inner cheek and fight back urge to break things and calm himself. Reema couldn't help but sigh here they go again

"Get my things from inside" Sidharth looked at reema who hesitated

She doesn't want him to leave like this they should sort it out and have conversations surely her madam was being unreasonable here but she has been living alone for long without him and maybe it's starting to trigger her

"Reema." His voice held authority

"Serkar unse baat karen ese na jaye gussa mein wo itne time se apke bina reh rahi hain toh unko ab feel hota hoga" Reema spoke nervously

Sidharth rubbed his temper with other hand on waist. She wants to live her and study here while he has responsibility of whole caste there how can he just turn his face away from those responsibilities and be with her. She needs to understand if she wants something she needs to compromise as well like he's doing

He walked inside room after deep breath. She wasn't in room and he heard water running inside washroom. She must be inside then. He knocked on door

"Sidharth mujhe apse baat nahi krni!" He heard her yells from inside. Stubborn as fuck she is "Jao ap apko jana tha na!" She added and turn on water making it unable to hear his knock

He set down on neat and clean bed which reema probably made when they were outside. He grabbed his phone from side table and dial Zain's number. In two rings zain answered

"A salam-o-alaikum"

"Walaikumsalam. Kahan ho?" Sidharth asked him

"Hyderabad hoon abhi wapis sukkur jaraha hoon koi kaam hai?"

"Nisar wale faisle per tum chale jao and you know what to say unko kehna I won't be able to come so I have send you" Sidharth told younger man on other side of call

"Hain ap nahi ayo ge? Achaa theek hai mein chala jauga"

Sidharth hung up call and throw it on bed. He has never did something like this before guess there is always first time. He lifted his head at sound of door opening and glanced at his wife who walked out with wet hair and new pair of clothes. Lavender colour pyjamas. Has he said before how beautiful she looks with bare face. So fucking pretty

"Akele akele shower lekr agyi ek bar poochti toh kya ap chale ge mere sath shower lene?" He smiled at her teasingly while getting closer where she's standing. She ignored him but couldn't hide blush coating her cheeks

"Ap gaye kyun nahi huh?" She asked keeping hands on her lips trying to be angry. He sneak arm around her waist and pull her against his chest, her vanilla scent was filled in his nose. She protest and did struggles to get out of his grip

"Choren mujhe"

She dig nails in his arm to make him lose grip but he was very much unfazed and leaned down to kiss on her lips She wiped it immediately. She noticed how his aura suddenly changed as he stoped to look at her, jawline clenched and harden expressions. He didn't like it

"Don't do that ever again." He warned and pressed another kiss on her lips. Who's she? Shehnaaz who does whatever she's asked not to. She wiped it again looking back into his eyes

He attacked her lips griping back of her neck and she gasped, fisting his sleeves. There was possessiveness in his kiss that she hasn't felt before. He hasn't kissed her like this before. It took her time to process but she respond. She loves kissing him. There was something in him that held her to him. Something that ties her to him and she's not even sure if she can pull away. Not that she's trying to because the moments she had with him were nothing of this world

She moaned at the back of her throat and his hands grasped her hair and tugged on it. He pulled back and looks at her. She looked at him as well not wiping his this kiss and within seconds he kissed her again with passion and want more like need

They closed their eyes and allowed themselves to touch each other. Sana ran her fingers through Sidharth's hair and Sidharth ran his hand across the silky material of her pyjamas on her back. He claimed her lips as his and his fingers buried in her hips. He pushed sana to the nearest wall with her still in his arms and their kiss never breaking. He slammed her back against the wall and placed his hand on her waist, to explore her curves.

They pulled away for a second, both trying to catch their breath, and Sana pushed her hair to her back and tilted her head to expose her neck.

Sidharth's eyes were no longer the light brown they always were, no, now his eyes were pitch black with lust. He admired her plump lips that fit his perfectly and made him lose all self-control.

Without a second thought, Sidharth connected his lips to her skin and hungrily kissed her. As he left wet kisses on her skin, Sana brought her hands to his head, tangling themselves to his hair. She let out shaky moans from the feeling of having Sidharth's mouth roaming her neck and collarbone again, placing wet kisses wherever he could.

When she felt Sidharth gently bite down on her skin, Sana tried to conceal her moan by bringing one of her hands to her mouth and biting her finger. Their room is not sound proof. The pleasure consumed her as she wrapped one leg around his hips

"We should-," she cut herself off when he pulled his lips away from her skin and blew on it.

"Oh," she moaned

When Sidharth bit down on her skin again, this time a little more harsh than before, Sana arched her back and grunted from the sweet pain. Her chest was connected with his as his free hand steadied her back. When she was finally still, Sidharth brought his hand to the leg that was wrapped around his hips and moved it up higher, making her arch her back once more in pleasure and making her hair run down the wall she had her back against.

Sidharth moved his hand up and down the back of her thigh as his other hand clutched the wall, steading himself. Sana was holding unto Sidharth by his shoulders with one arm while the other stayed on his hair

He wanted to own her. Not as a person but as his woman. Not as a style but as his life. Not as a past time but his every time

He walked them to the bed, not breaking their kiss, and tossed her down onto the mattress little rough. Her body bounced as it hit the soft bed.

She propped herself on her elbows as she watched him undo the buttons of his shirt, slowly, as he stared down at her. Admiring at her body. She shy away while biting her lower lip. This is happening. As he continued undoing his buttons, more and more she could see his toned, muscular chest

"My control limits has been crossed janum I hope you can handle me tonight" He spoke

"Tell me to stop when you want to even tho I'm not sure if I will" He removed his button up completely off and she stared at him in awe more like at view. Him taking it off in front of her while saying those things. She wanted this man to have all of her

He crawled over top of her making her lean back down into the mattress. His lips dove down to her bare neck. She sighed in pleasure as his soft lips kissed on the pulse point of her neck. His tongue licked where his lips once where, gliding it up under my ear and back down near her pulse point

He attached his lips back to the area and began to slowly suck. She felt the sudden sensation of her blood vessels binding together The surge of electricity she felt coursing through her body was something she couldn't explain.

Her arms instantly wrapped around his back as she ran her fingers back through his hair locks. He detached his lips from her neck. He pulled away every so slightly just to change to her untouched side of my neck. She rubbed her lips together enjoying every sensation.

Her moans could not be controlled. He moved away from her neck, resulting her to whimper from his lack of touch, and stared into her eyes.

"I love you." He kissed on her forehead. She felt something in her chest and almost felt oxygen being cut off.

"...love." She whisper to herself

She bit her bottom lip with anticipation. He moved his hand to her cheek and gripped her bottom lip between his thumb and the top of his index finger. He pulled her lip from out of the hold of her teeth letting them scrap against my flesh of skin.

"Don't fucking bite your lip Naaz ." He spat

She gulped nervously nodding her head.why is she even nervous around him! His hand slid down her cheek to her throat gripping it tightly pulling her towards him reconnecting their lips. He pulled away and stared down at me

"Take your clothes off." He ordered

She nodded as she tried to catch her breath. Sitting up, she pull off her shirt and then take off her pyjamas pants leaving her in a black lace bra and panty set. She felt the goosebumps start to rise as the cold air hit her newly exposed skin.

He leaned back down nuzzling into her neck as he started to place kisses trailing them down to her chest. His kisses reached the mounds of her breasts where they rest cozily in her bra. He started to suck on one of her mounds sending a shock of fire through her body.

He sucked on the parts of her chest where the bra wasn't covering. The few gentle sucks turned more intense. She let out a soft moan from the pleasure. He snakes his hand behind her back trying to reach the hooks of her bra. She leaned forward a bit helping him get access

She felt the fabric brush against her skin as it started to fall off of her. He sat up straddling her as he snaked both his hands to each take ahold of her breasts. She gasp at the touch of his warm hands on her cold breasts. He started to massage them in his large strong hands. His thumbs both placed on the tips of her nipples circling them. She bit her lip closing her eyes in pleasure

"Umm.."

She moaned. She closed her eyes as she tried not to squirm underneath him. He kissed the center of her chest and started to glide his tongue down her stomach to the waistband of her panties. He took ahold of them and dragged them off of her. She lifted up her hips assisting him. He pried apart her legs and she grew nervous

"Relax meri jaan" He stared into her eyes. She nodded as he rubbed his hand over her inner thigh going further up. She moaned closing her eyes letting the sensation get her high. He stoped and took off his pants. She shut her eyes feeling scared and anxious

"Your fucking moans Shehnaaz" He hissed ""Naaz meri jaan look at me and say you want this" He patted her cheeks softly to open eyes

"I want this" She nodded with blush

"I am sorry but it will hurt" He kissed on her thigh gently. She nodded taking deep breath

He wrapped his arms underneath the back of her knees as he yanked her closer to the edge of the bed. He stood standing straight up. He lifted her legs up to him as he aligned himself to her entrance. He looks into her eyes

"I'll stop if you say" He pushed hair out of het sweaty face. She shook her head

"Do it Sidharth" She winced with desperation and anticipation. Her desperation is his weakness

He slowly slid into her resulting her to gasp. She threw her head back closing her eyes as she felt the immense pressure and pain in her lower abdomen. He was big. Her eyes filled with tears as she kept hand over her mouth concealing scream she wants to let out

"F-Fuck Naaz tum theek ho?" He asked not moving. She nodded as tears slid down. He push her hand away from mouth and capture her lips into kiss to divert her mind

He started to slowly pull out of her and renter. He did this a couple of times for her to get used to this and his size. It took her couple more minutes to adjust him properly and finding pleasure into this pain. She whimpered patting his arm to pick her head which he did and he started to slam into her. She kept hand over her mouth to conceal another scream. He slowed down with concern in his eyes and it inched her

"Lil faster.." she plead

"Don't blame me later janum" He groaned at her plea

He started to slide out of her faster and faster. Her climax was resurfacing as he slammed into her. He filled me up completely hitting every spot, every wall in its path. She was a moaning mess

" F-Fuck..." he groaned. He panted heavily and drop beside her. He saw blood on sheets. Her legs are fucking shaking. He looks at her who's probably thinking what just happened

"I freaking love you so much Naaz you are the best thing happened to me" He spoke with eyes on her

"I'm sorry you just took bath" he said wrapping blanket around her and kiss her forehead. She turned to look at him "Come I'll clean you up" He softly run hand through her silky hair. She smiled at him. Gosh she can't believe they just did it!