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Guy's I know ye thode hurtfull hain chapters but thoda sa or sehn karlo because I want to show all aspects of their life.
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Tanhaiyon se karta hun main baaten, apne dil ka haal ussey sunata hun,yaadein karti hai jab baatein mujhse toh main uske saath aansun bahata hun,
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main musafir hun un anjan raho ka zindagi jiss raah le jaye uss raah pe main chala jata hun,
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koi padeh toh ankhein meri
Main apne dardo ko chipata hun main itna bhi khush nahi rehta vo toh bewajah muskurata hun,galtiyan toh meri hi thi kyun garron se ummeden kar jaata hun.....
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"Sir, please calm down we spoke with him na....," pandey trying to mollify angry Siddharth who in outrage leading to the producer's office one by one but anyone not answering...,

"What the hell they feeling about themselves I didn't leave them, how can they cancel our contract like this..., main khatam kar dunga sabko..," siddharth eyes became worried and damp, his heart right now feels very cumbersome because he never considers in his life yet he has to face that dreadful condition, who same months ago bagging in front of him to accept their proposal today they all close door in front of his eyes, tears dripping out from his ears after looking at his condition at the what path he arrived today...,

"Sir..., please"; pandey grab him from the arms supporting him to speak.

"Bura Waqt aata hai magar jab bura waqt apne peak par ho toh insan ko khush ho jana chahiye ye soch kar ki ab ache waqt ke aane ka time aa gaya hai....," siddharth rolled his views on pandey seeing him from his hazy vision painful smiled says,

"Sahi kaha but how can we know that it's the peak time or iske baad hume sehna nahi hai..."; as siddharth spoke pandey bowed his head cause he has not a proper answer of his question then siddharth lay his palm on his shoulder says,

"Jyada matt soch mera dard hai sambhal lunga main but I want to say, Thank-you always supporting me in my hard time...," pandey seeing siddharth but before he speaks something he snatches car keys from his grip go from there...,
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Pyaar hai ya saja,
aai mere dil bata
Tootata kyon nahi,
dard ka silsila...
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Is pyaar mein hon kaise kaise imntihaan,
Ye pyaar likhe kaisi kaisi, dastaan.
Ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar
Dilbar pe ho na,
dilbar pe ho na koi asar.
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Shehnaaz hugging her dad's portrait while looking at it felt hurt from manav's word which echoing inside her many times like someone cutting her nerves feels, when her life become normal like others when her karma leave her when God forgives her, for her that one sin which she did unintentionally when sunshine peep inside her soul when the darkness fly away....,

"Is someday happiness accept her? Are some days she lives a peaceful life with her love?" Many questions inside her heart which she wants to ask, but the answer is nothing....,

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Kaisa hai safer,
Wafa ki manjil ka.
Na hai koi gal,
Dilon ki mushkil ka.
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Dhadkan dhadkan bikhri ranjishein,
Saansein saansein tooti bandished,
Kahi to har lamha honton pe fariyaad hai,
Kisi ki duniya chaahat mein barbaad hai.
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Siddharth enter inside her mansion seeing everything which commemorated him everything leading to his room seeing shehnaaz who lying on bed absorbed in her miseries shaken after realising his head which buries in her lap he hiding his face near her stomach whereas shehnaaz feels his grief and his exhaustion she can imagine after looking at him like that...,

He didn't want to argue her like always because he got tired from his way of life, baffled from everything shehnaaz tuning her fingers on his hair scalp then he adds,

"Nafrat nahi karta main tumse magar aisa nahi hai ki kabhi kosis nahi ki, bhut kosis ki magar kabhi ho nahi payi, magar humesha ek sawal humesha aata hai...,

Why you ruined me, khush tha main apni life then why..., shehnaaz has no answer to his any question just looking outside talk,"
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Koi na sune,
sisakati aanhon ko.
Koi na dhare,
tadapati baahon ko.
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Aadhi aadhi puri khwaishein,
Tooti footi sab farmaaishein,
Kahin shak hain kahin nafrat ki deewaar hai.
Kahin jeet mein bhi shamil palpal haar hain.
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Vahi sukoon, vahi mitti ki dheemi khushbo sab vahi hai bass halat thode alag ho gaye hain humare aaj, pehle main sirf apne dard main main thi or ab humdard ke..., siddharth heard her remember the day when they dance but his shattering courier force him to curse her....,

He wakes up in a jiffy and in a short time grabs Shehnaaz by the side and lets her out in the garden, which shocked her seeing him when he locks himself, throws everything on the floor and speaks.

"I don't want to hurt you please stay away from me right now...," as shehnaaz seeing him near the glass pieces got worried in fear bang the glass door,

"Ishq khushi deta hai sukoon bhi deta hai,par iss tarah ki zehni takleef or dard bhi deta hai malum na tha kabhi, shayd hum khushnaseeb hai jo ishq e dard ki sachi raho ne chuna hume," ☘

Siddharth seeing his all old achievements award trading his fingers over all those unforgettable memories which always fresh in his heart abruptly a wave of sudden anger grown inside his heart scattered everything on the ground in anger after remembered his insult in that studio remember when he comes back to India from London only a dream in his, in his passionate eyes to mark the whole industry to make a place for himself there like his brother but today that also snatched from his palm...,

Shehnaaz seeing her shattered, broken love in front of her eyes and his that unbearable pain wrenching her soul thinks,

"Is she is the reason for his every pain?"

"Why this fucking pain of mine never bored with me and didn't want to over...," siddharth speak laughing hurtfully loudly take a sip from his wine...

"Pain..., you think you suffering from that was pain(chuckle painfully) trust me ye dard nahi hai ye bass takleef hai kyunki dard ke ahsasat abhi tumse bhut durr hain...,"

"Dard ussey kehte hain jab insan dard main hokar bhi shant ho like a silent ocean or bass khamoshi hi uske dard ka Sahara ho, naki iss tarah dusro ko or khud ko takleef deta ho....," siddharth seeing her after hearing her definition of pain then she adds,

Ye Jo tumhare sath ho raha hai, you can fix it, sab thik ho jayega we can fix it but dard toh uske liye hota hai jinhe hum chah kar bhi kabhi fix nahi kar sakte, umar lag jati hain asey dard ko Shant karne main...,jaise main kabhi curled her lips to hide emotion tears escaped from her eyes add..., please issey kholo sab thik ho jayega believe me..., siddharth rolled his eyes throw his wine bottle on the floor...,
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Ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar
Dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar...

Ho ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar..

Dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar...
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"Siddharth open it now...., kaha na kholo issey," siddharth didn't open it because his emotion his love for her not give permit whereas shehnaaz rolled her eyes around seeing manav who standing on his balcony smirking after seeing her circumstance staring at her lustfully from his dark orbs when rainwater dripping out from her saree cause of which she covered herself feels choked wished to hide her all beauty somewhere so that she would never have to face such type of humiliation in her life,(barely holding back her tears)

Then stir near the glass door seeing siddharth who sitting on ground drinking without seeing her once cause of which shouting on him first time in thundering tone, as she shows her all right on him today,

"Open the door now..., suna tumne kholo issey..., remember tumne hi kaha tha na you are mine and I have all privileges on you..., toh kholo ab issey warna main samjhungi ki tum jhoot thae, tumhare vaade vo pyarr sab bemani tha.., kayaar ho tum Jo khudd ke words pe nahi khada reh sakta kholo na....,please," siddharth stop drinking remember when he told those words to her then her voice drop in his ear,

You know I heard a story from my dad in my childhood, The story of two birds.., shehnaaz says while dropped on ground place her palm on glass door crying then adds,

"Jisme se ek pakshi ko hawa main udne ka or durr tak jaane ka shauk tha bilkul tumhari tarah, but another one (chuckle hurtfully)
Usey toh bass pinjro main rehna aata that, sone ke pinjro main jahan bass sab ussey dekh ke uspe haste thae asa nahi tha ki usne kabhi kosis nahi ki magar majbur tha meri trah...,

Magar galti se dono ko pyarr ho gaya..., siddharth hearing her feel her pain also lay his hand similar to her then she seeing her kissing his palm from mirror says,

Magar na toh kabhi dusre panchi ko kabhi udna aaya or na hi pehle ko pinjro main qaid hona shayad dono ne hi pyarr karke galti kardi or pehle panchi ki zindagi bhi uss dusre panchi ke pyarr main barbadd ho gayi..., as siddharth listen her seeing her moist eyes her pain which wrenching his heart open the door pull her for a hug whispers,

Tum koi galti nahi ho meri sunah, balki tumhari wajah se toh mujhe shayad pyarr ki gehrayi malum hui hai magar shayad humari zindagi main hi dard hai..,shehnaaz seeing him kissing on his forehead with utmost love and care mumble hug him tightly hiding him in her arms cause she didn't want he face more pain like her which become toxic for him.
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Na poocho dard bandon se
Hansi kaisi khushi kaisi,

Musibat sar pe rehati hain
Kabhi kaisi kabhi kaisi

Ho o o o... rabba, rabba ho o o ho
Rabba ho o o, ho o ho ran a
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~whisperedaura.