Guys I write this chapter in a hurry if you feel that it going fast or something missing then tell me..., I do change in it...
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Ishq, Mohabbat, pyarr inn alfazo se nafrat thi mujhe tab tak tum nahi aayi thi meri iss Duniya main or jab ye anjana ehsas mehsus kiya iss dil ne toh asa laga jaise koi beshkimti cheez mili ho mujhey, Magar aaj samjh nahi aa raha ki iss ehsas ke liye shukriya karun Khuda ko ya nafrat karun kyunki aaj ye ehsas asa lagta hai meri jaan le lega..., it’s like slow poison jo mujhe Dheere Dheere khatam kar raha hai kya karun main...., siddharth chatted with himself, carrying a drink in a pub seeing the memo doesn’t know how he acts and do after that....,

Meri Zindagi ka sala circus bana diya hai sabne kuch samjh nahi aata akhir kiss ka sath dun pyarr ka ya bhai ka jitna samjhne ki kosis karta hun utna hi or ulaz jata hun main,kahan jaun main..,

Hey..., look, superstar siddharth Kapoor is here. A girl speaks to another woman, and they talk about him after glancing at him...

Hello, can you give the autograph please..., after watching the woman siddharth wipe his face,

Please, not right now.... Excuse me, as siddharth said to that woman, step ahead listening to someone.

Itna kya attitude hai, ki ek autograph main jann nikal rahi hai..., siddharth ignore him move towards the exit again listening something but this time fisted his palm in intensity...,

Chalo yahan se home guroor dikha raha hai janta nahi hai ki ye doh kodi ke actors ka kaam bass humari wajah se hi chal raha hai or waise bhi ink kya autograph mangna they didn’t deserve our respect...,

Sala jisne iske bhayi ko marne ki kosis ki ussi se hi shadi karli isne, sahi hai ek ki mistress or dusre ki biwi..., koi izzat Nahi hai inki chalo tum...as siddharth listen lost his senses twirl after fisted his palm punch that man on his face hit him everyone who showed there shouted struggling to cut off them...,

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Siddharth kahan ho tum itna time ho gaya...., shehnaaz waited for siddharth walking in balcony rolled her eyes around observing the heavy rainfall remember about siddharth and her moment...,

Ye kya kar rahi ho tum.., siddharth asked shehnaaz after examining her prepared bed for herself.

Dikh nahi raha tumhe, ya mere iss kamre main hone se bhi ab pareshani hone lagi hai tumhe.., siddharth seeing her moving towards her which shocked shehnaaz, he picked up the quilt from her palm speak,

Haan preshani hai mujhey or you will not sleep here from now..., shehnaaz didn’t find out now what he wants to her in such time he picks up her wrist drag her with himself...,

Chodo mujhey..., siddharth looking for her answers,

Can you shut your lip for some time, didn’t you tired always arguing.., shehnaaz rolled her eyes on him after tuning in to his cool tone and he dumps her on the bed claims,

You sleep here from now..., shehnaaz got confused after seeing his altered behaviour from last two days.

Voice of mobile ringing came then she lands out. In reality, seeing the mobile screen got stunned after noticing the Pandey’s call.

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Kya bola tune haan, teri himmat kese Hui meri biwi ke bare main asey bakwas karne ki..., siddharth said to him by breaking the beer bottle beside him in anger.

Chief please let go of him, this is not the right time, please..., siddharth getting mad after hearing about his naaz and a feeling of destroying everything come in the mind seeing around the lights, music which get him angrier going on the dance floor, breaking everything....,

Jab main dard main hun toh sab khush kyun hain, Kyun..., sab khatam kar dunga main.., Siddharth himself doesn’t know what he did broke everything in the pub which terrifying everyone who presents there and some people make a video recording of it...,

Siddharth what’s happening there..., shehnaaz come inside the pub and got shocked after seeing everything shattered.

Mam..., vo chief, shehnaaz seeing pandey when he gestured towards siddharth who broke the lights with chair also throw the beer bottle...,

Siddharth stop, please stop dekho iss waqt shant ho jao please..., I requested to you, please...,

Because of excessive intoxication, Siddharth is neither hearing nor seeing anything, Shahnaz comes in front of him and he pushes her without seeing then Pandey comes to Shahnaz, as soon as Siddharth sees Shehnaz, he gets nervous and sits in front of her,

He is afraid that he might not get hurt again because he also checks her hand, face then cupped her face says in a fumbling tone.

Tum thik ho na,I am sorry..., tumhe kahin laga toh nahi, after seeing him like that tears escaping from her eyes mumbles,

Nahi kuch nahi hua bass tum ye sab band kar doh or chalo yahan se..., as siddharth listen to her hug her tightly in such a time,

Sir ye dekhiye ye hai vo so-called superstar jisne ye sab kiya hai arrest him...,

Mr. Kapoor, we have to arrest you for doing this.., shehnaaz listening to his request to officer but he didn’t agree then pandey come,

Sir please chief ki koi galti nahu hai, they provoke him issliye bss..., I don’t want to listen humme inhe arrest karna hoga,

Pandey trying to understand him and siddharth lay his head on shehnaaz’s shoulder, unaware of anything.

Mam aap jayen main commissioner se baat kara dunga inki...,

Shehnaaz nodded her head. Settle him inside the car and drive..,

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Siddharth aram se..., shehnaaz take him inside her room with a servant he drops on the bed then shehnaaz gives him lemonade he saw it and throws it in anger says,

Kya ho tum, kyun ho sab kuch karke dekhliya maine tumse durr rehkar tumhare pass akar magar fir bhi mere dimag se kyun nahi nikalti tum kyun..., he shouted in anger cause shehnaaz close her eyes then he says,

Mama..sahi thi shayad tumse shadi hi nahi karni chaiye thi mujhe..,

Kyunki Ab tumhari khamoshi se darr lagne laga hai mujhe,

siddharth says by holding shehnaaz’s palm in his continues,

Haan darta hun main, yadd hai tumne kaha tha khamoshi ki apni alag juban hoti hai, agar sach kahun na.., toh main ussey samjhna nahi chahta kyunki main use samjhu ya na smjhun usme nuksan mera hi hai...

Main bss chahta hun ki bina toote sab theek ho jaye.., shehnaaz just seeing him crying hold his palm bring it near her lips give a pack whispers..,

I love you..., as siddhart listens to it feels he hear something wrong again seeing her in confusion then shehnaaz cupped her face let out with her pure intentions cause she knows her confession only brings him out from his breakdown.

Haan, I love you..., Siddharth ye hi sunna hate thae na tum jab hum last time mile thae but main nahi keh payi but today I say,

I really love and you are the only one whom I love in my entire life...., as siddharth listens to her confession hugs her tightly they both crying hug each other share their pain love but shehnaaz in her mind know well that...

Bina toote judna namumkin hai or Jaisa vo chahta hai vo nahi ho sakta hai.., but right now she only wants to see siddharth happiness.

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~whisperedaura.