I couldn't fall asleep this night
Because my heart was beating too fast
Because my mind was too loud
To let me fall asleep tonight

And I was thinking about all the things
I think about every single night
And missed anyone I could talk to
About my heart, about my mind

And so I talked to you again
Thank you so much for listening
Over and over about my problems
Over and over about him

You listened quietly and didn't respond
You didn't tell me to stop complaining
You just patientely listened to my story
Like you always do to everything

I don't even know how many guys
Have I already told you about
I don't even know how many times
I've already cried to you my heart

And as I was telling you how I felt
I realized that I was calm inside
I realized how this boy was different
Cause I didn't cry for him tonight

I realized that although we've never met
I am sorta happy with him
I am happy with him in my head
And maybe that's why I feel how I feel

Because more that anything
Tonight I felt so confused
And in my mind I saw him hugging
That girl who probably is his type

That girl who's his type
But doesn't drink coffee
The girl he thinks he's happy with
But he never was meant to be

And when I woke up in the morning
Knowing I slept in for too long
I went straight to the kitchen and made me a drink
Just pure black coffee, steamy and hot

And I raised my cup and took a sip
And across the table I saw his smile
And I knew that he knew that this is it
And I'm the coffee girl from his heart

And when I left to work today
I was thinking about you
About how you know stories of girls like me
And guys like that one with a palm tree tattoo

And I was thinking whether you
When you know exactly who loves whom
Whether you're happy for those who
Found that their love loves them too

I'm still wondering whether you
Are happy for me and the tattooed guy
And if you - cause you are the moon -
Are rewriting the stars so him and I

Could meet one day at a coffee shop
Right at the corner of the street
We could bump into each other and immediately
Know that we've just met our dream

I wonder if you care that much
Or if you just listen cause you have to
But anyway, even if just for the listening
I just want to tell you: "Thank you."

I don't think this one needs an explanation. So I'm just gonna say that I love you all and thank you for reading these poems. And that you, by reading these, basically know me better than people I talk to in real life. Because I don't think they'd understand what I'm feeling. They wouldn't understand I fell in love with a dream if I told them. So thank you for being here for me so I can tell even somebody else than the moon and my best friend who's mad at me for that.
Love,
S. D.