And as I dreamt about you again
Another dream in which you held my hand
And another nightmare where you left
And one even worse
Where you never even came
As I dreamt all those things
I realized I just miss your eyes
I miss your eyes I've never seen
I miss your arms that never held me
I miss places where I've never been
Such as your bed in the early morning
When you'd already be up
Because you're never really tired
And you would tell every single one of your roommates
To shut the fuck up
Because I would still be asleep
And unwillingly you'd be the one
To wake me up with the "shh" sound you'd make
But I wouldn't tell you
I'd kiss you on your cheek
I'd wish you good morning
You'd give me a really cute smile
And you'd be proud you protected me
Until I woke up naturally
And never know my little secret
I'd burry somewhere deep in your ocean eyes
Deep enough to keep it
And we'd get up
Too lazy to make our own breakfast
So we'd head to the nearest café
The one we met for the first time
You'd get us both a cup of latté
And a piece of chocolate cake
Because you know it's my favorite
And that I think there's no better breakfast
On a lazy rainy sunday like that
And although it would rain
We'd go on a walk to the streets
We'd sing Sweater Weather
As we'd run down the streets of the city
And people would stare at us
But you wouldn't mind
Because you know I love being the centre of attention
And we'd dance in the rain
And you'd pick me up from the ground
And carry me on your shoulder all the way to the ocean you love
And I'd laugh, knowing that you like to show me you're the stronger one
And as we'd come to the ocean
You'd throw me to the ice cold water
Jumping in to safe me from drowning
And we'd laugh although we'd be soaked through
And although I'm scared of deep water
But I'll let you hold me there in the ocean
Just to calm your wild ocean heart
And in the morning I smiled to myself
Because after all you're the only one to love the fire in my heart
And the only one who's able to put the fire out
When it turns out to be so wild
And I'm the only one to calm the storm in your heart
And the only one to dive so deep to never get to breathe again
And baby if that's not love
If we're not meant to be
I don't know what is

Palm tree tattooed guy is back. Oh dear. How I wish to find him. But that's irrelevant. Also, I don't know what more to say because I low-key believe the story says it all. So thanks for all your reactions or comments.
Love you🖤
S. D.