We lay there for an hour or so, untill the sun shines brightly to announce a new day. "I'm gonna go now" i say shily. Before I can even get up, Andy holds my hand and says "If you ever need help,ever,just call me and I will be next to you as soon as possible". He gives me a piece of paper with his number on it and finishes with "I know what pain feels like,oh hell I know, but that's the thing about pain, it demandes to be felt but you can fight it, keep fighting Emma". I hug him titly and whisper in his ear "Thank you". Walking back to the foresty hill, crying, I never had a friend who offered me help even before I know I need it. I sit, I feel that there's something not right, I look around but I all see it trees and...my mother giving me the death stare! How did she find out? Did Andy call the police? But I was there with him the whole time and my mother doesn't care about me, she doesn't care about anyone! "HOW DARE YOU JUST WALK AWAY FROM ME? I FEED YOU, CLEAN YOUR CLOTHES AND TAKE CARE OF YOU AND YOU JUST DECIDE TO WALK AWAY?! YOU ARE IN A LOT OF TROUBLE MISSY". Something is still not quite right, she didn't swear at all, ah I didn't see the police standing behind her. "Thank you gentleman for your help, I really appreciate it" Said my mother to the 2 young police officers that were standing with her "it's a pleasure m'am" Smiles one of the officers.

-------Back at home------

I was scared when my mum first found me back at the hill but now that the officers were gone I'm even more scared. She suddenly picks me up into the air and throws me with all her strength and hate toward the kitchen table, it's still school time so I'm completely on my own now. "Outch mum, you're hurting me!"i scream with all my voice. "DONT YOU DARE SHOUT AT ME YOU LITTLE WHORE, I WILL BREAK EVERY SINGLE BONE OF YOURS IF YOU EVER SHOUT AT ME AGAIN!!" To that, I remember Andy's words 'That's the thing about pain, it demands to be felt, but you can fight it, keep fighting Emma' So I get up feeling more broken then ever, stand on the kitchen table and shout with all the hate and pain in me "I WILL DO WHAT I WANT AS I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BAD TO YOU THERE IS NO REASON YOU SHOULD HURT ME!" After that she pushes me off the table and hits me with a very heavy plate, I realize that this was not such a good idea. And once again the world around me blurs and slowly fades into darkness.