The song is called, "his man" by miss lady pinks I loved this song cuz this used to describe about my feelings over some guy😂 *cough cough* okay! Let's continue on this crazy beginning! As always have a lovely day!! Enjoy!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*play song*
Y/N P.O.V
It's been a couple of days since it was after thanksgiving, I was sitting in my bed thinking...I haven't slept for 4 whole days and I just didn't feel like sleeping. I would barely even get out the room to just eat or use the Bathroom.

Barely I've seen sans with Sabrina every time they go out, and I just see them in and out every time when I'm close to the window. Whenever sans go before anything he looks straight at me...like if I knew I was right there...and all he does is just...sits there looking at me...worried.

I usually just go back but I wouldn't know what he be doing. Well...this time is just a different day, Today well...sans came knocking on my door. "Come in" I said like probably 3 times. Sans came in with a tint of blush and kept looking away from me.

I just didn't care but still blushed, "hey uh...can I ask you something?" Sans said. I was a bit uneasy but I just kept thinking that he wanted me to hang out with him and the bitchy slut. I just looked at sans and kept nodding for whatever he's asking.

"Wanna come with me to...Grilby? Like For old times?" Sans said. I gave out a straight face and just tried to look away...but before I did, "it would the only two of us!" He said. I stopped and looked at him making sure he was being for real, I spoke out softly, "yea sure." Before leaving the room.

Sans followed up to me which made me look at him, "wait right now?" I said. He grabbed my hand and I arrived at a place all dizzy, I looked around...we took a short cut to Grilby's. I wasn't expecting anything at all which made me so confused but tried to stick with it.

I took a seat on the stool next to sans, I saw frisk coming out with things on their hands but they looked so cute in their own uniform! I got myself up and hugged frisk. Frisk started to freak out but give out their smile I missed.

"How is working with grilby frisk?" I asked. They put things down and signed, *its a bit hard working but it's actually calming and great!* they said. I smiled for relief and went back to sit down next to sans, Sans looked a bit stressed after what I just sorta did.

I looked at sans a bit worried and touched his hand before he looked at me, "are you okay sans?" I said. Sans looked at his ketchup and smiles back at me, "its nun just wow things changed huh?" I looked at sans and just turned away.

I didn't want to deal with his convo cuz I know he will bring up that Sabrina bitch but...no it went out differently. "So how did everything ketchup to you y/n?" I turned myself. D-Did...he just say...a pun. At this point I Triggered a good memory that made me smile.

I was about to say a pun but kept being quiet, "so...how's everything for you? Is it grape?" I giggled a lil but kept myself at a straight low pace. I gave up a nod not a word, "heh I mustard been away from that..." he said.

I chuckled but tried to shut up, "yea..." I said. I kept quiet till frisk starting to sit with us. "Hey frisk don't you gotta finish work?" I said. Frisk smiled, *well y/n! I just got finished serving right now! I'm just taking a break!* they said.

I gave out an "oh" look before continuing being quiet. I took a sip of my coffee and felt the warm relaxing taste, "so kid, how's working with grilby?" Sans said. I looked at frisk who smiled, *it's actually really amazing! Grilby even taught me how to cook a lil* I smiled at frisk.

The way they are getting taught Grilby is actually a good teacher from what I hear from frisk every time I go to this restaurant/Bar. Frisk hurried along and we all started to talk more and more. Mostly how sans usually do while work and tips for frisk on being lazy.

Other things made me smile a lil which made me more opened up, "heh relished the fact that it's amazing to hear ya frisk!" I said making all of us giggled. I smiled myself wider and wider making things funnier and more happier.

~time passes~

"Heh! Hey y/n wanna hear a bad skeleton joke?" this was maybe the 15th joke being played around. I smiled, "sure!" Then he chuckled, "oops I can't...I don't have the guts for it!" Me and sans laughed while frisk stood a bit quiet which made me worried.

"You okay frisk?" I said. Frisk had a thought in their head before realizing what happened, *oh! I'm fine...it's probably time to get back to work heh...* frisk didn't look too happy onto somethin and it made me a bit down seeing them so sad...and probably overthinking.

Sans looked at me and looked worried before he grabbed my hand, "okay, we're gunna go to the waterfalls let us know when we YOU wanna come over okay kiddo!" Sans said winking at frisk. Frisk nod and I appeared in the waterfalls all dizzy. I wonder how it's gunna be...

SANS P.O.V
I took y/n to the waterfalls cuz I hate to see her down and sad. I wanted to make things up to her as much as I can...I decided to make us sit down like old times before. Y/n didn't really look as happy as I would really remember...she looked...more like...lost.

I wanted things to go a bit better...I know what I did from thanksgiving was a bit shocking and after leaving her for someone else is too...I mean I would do the same thing if that was either y/n or Sabrina....but I just can't choose.

I felt very upset and just felt so lost so quickly, y/b just sat there where the water was at and just think. "So...sans..." she said. I turned to reality and stopped thinking and just listen to her.

"What do you and Sabrina do when you guys leave?" Y/n said. I sat down next to y/n and just said, "we hang out doing dumb stuff..." y/n sat there just looking pale or just more pain. As y/n tried to stand up she fell.."woah! Y/n be careful! Are you alright?" I said.

Y/n looked at me and tears came running her beautiful eyes like I say, "I'm so sorry sans...I'm sorry...I just haven't felt myself CHANGE! I feel weak...afraid...dead...gone..." that point I gotten angry.

I hugged y/n and calmed myself down, "y/n....don't say such things...you don't need to change but what's been going on?" I said. She didn't say a word...she just stare. Those eyes weren't nun less but begged and begged for me...it's what I felt like.

I went closer to y/n...then pressed my teeth on her lips...before she pushes me away...I was in total shock. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING! Why me!?!? YOU LIKE HER DON'T YOU? Why can't you choose! You can't choose both! You can't! You can't! You like her...just take her.." y/n cried which...made me confident to say.

"Well I made my decision...I choose...you.y/n." I kissed her and she was in tears. "Why?..." I cuddle her till...she passed out onto my arms. I don't know how to deal with this but...it's true I'm in love with Sabrina and y/n but...what happens if this was different? Would this make y/n more suicidal than before?

I don't know if I'm in love....I just want to make y/n happy...Sabrina I still love her too...but we'll have to wait...I can't say myself I love both with greater good...cuz I love Sabrina more...but why did i choose y/n?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Love is something that is a bitch to us...some choose us because they do love us...while others choose us just from a stupid reason to make a bigger mistake that effects our hearts...

         -Derpy13