I thought about it.
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Y/N P.O.V
I decided to go to work; I saw Tyler there working and I decided to run up to him giving him a straight forward hug, "woah! settle down butterfly, you okay?" I nodded and he noticed how my hickeys on my neck are showing decided to take me into the kitchen. Tyler looked into my eyes and put a small soft scarf, "sorry babe I just needed to cover that up so you don't get into trouble" I looked away avoiding some shame into my eyes since sans decided to be a real asshole.
But sadly Tyler ended up noticing what was going on immediately, He held my hand and kissed it softly, "what's going on hm? You haven't said much when you came in for a hug..." he looked at me with those beautiful eyes. "I'm fine. I just...I just been having some trouble with people lately, just someone who acts childish and wanted to harm my heart." I crossed my arms and closed my eyes, I'm tired of people harassing me and telling me what to do.
Sometimes I get the feeling where I am needing to look up the sky; think about the blue, the white, the yellow, the multi colors of the sky. But more likely when I look at the color gradient of red and pink, and outside is spring; so it's never hot nor never cold...it's in between and it's nice. When I look at the sky I see freedom, a place where I can fly out of my problems, a place where no one can tell me who I am or what they are, a place where I can feel like I can show my own wings. I have Tyler which he does make me feel warm and sweet but he doesn't make me free...no one does.
That's what I needed, I needed to work on myself, progress on what I need in order to feel like I'm not so insecure and hurt. I am also to blame, I decided to hurt myself and I should've done something about it. Like talk about it, or ask for help, but I decided not to because I felt like no one will listen or they will end up feeling guilty and use me in that way.
Tyler looked at me and when his soft tone spoke I snapped back to him and listened, "well if someone hurt you, you shouldn't let that get to you. Sometimes people can't save your pain not because they don't want to but...they face pain also and they don't want to hurt you but it's just the truth...But if someone was very rude to you, then don't let anyone get to you, and you tell me so I can kick their ass. no one messes with my girl." He smiled softly and well it made me calm down.
We worked till 6 p.m. it wasn't so bad today since there wasn't many customers coming in, it was a very slow day though but I'm not complaining about it. I put my stuff up and was ready to walk home till Tyler held my hand and smiled while I was about to leave, "don't you need to go home too?" I looked at him and smiled.
He kissed me softly and looks at me, "come on, I'm taking you home. I don't want you to get caught up or something" we both walked and talked about what has been going on without seeing each other for a while and well...it felt different. My heart beater and my hand sweat every time I held his hand as if it was my first date, "this your home?" He pointed the house that was getting close by and I nodded softly.
We both made it to the door and held hands for a bit longer, "listen I was thinking...how about another date?" I looked at Tyler and I smiled, "yeah, how about a movie night?" I said blushing. He kissed me very softly and he grabbed my waist very slowly, it felt so wonderful till I hear the door open.
I turned to see sans opening the door and looked shocked. Sans looked up and down at me and Tyler and Tyler was blankly very quiet and almost let go of my waist till I looked at him and chuckled. Tyler smiles and kissed me on the forehead goodbye and left. I looked at sans and didn't say anything, I got inside the house and into my room.
Sans P.O.V
Y/n left the place as quick as she can. I didn't do anything much, I cleaned around the house and didn't know where Sabrina went at this time. I decided to do something for myself and possibly see what y/n was doing.
Technically I try not to say I am stalking but it's close to that. I just wanted to make sure she's fine and safe, I don't know why but my heart/soul beats for her every second. Every time I see her I just don't know what the chemistry could be like, I ended up with someone such as Sabrina.
Don't get me wrong Sabrina has her ways and she's her own person, but the problem is she takes a lot of things as competition. She despises to loose for what she cannot have, yet I'm fine with her. But I just don't know where she has been or where she is even at.
I checked up at y/n work place watching for a bit and came home finding Sabrina slightly drunk and her ass on the couch. I have no words so I placed a blanket on her for warmth, then waiting till I get to see y/n and apologize to her.
When I saw her I saw someone else with her, laughing, talking, being close together and it made me confused for a second. I opened the door and in the time I did they were making out and made an awkward moment for all of us. When y/n boyfriend left, y/n decided to go in without a word...not even a greeting.
She went in her room but that feeling of what she did, kissing him and his hands all over her as if y/n has been claimed permanently. My soul fell in anger, and she started to make me feel things Emotionally. I didn't like the unexpected feeling and I just sat there nothing out of my mouth but silence.
"Do I even love Sabrina or do I just have a guilt towards her?"
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At this point and time, things change. From the bad to good and the good to the bad. But we must express the feeling, it's a lot to take much thinkable care for but you at determined to find it.
-derpy13
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