I'm sorry..
The song is called, "cake" by meanie Martinez. Okay! I apologize for not makin a chapter yet. Because I really got sick which I still am, and well I'm getting a bit better so...I'm trying my best! Anyway! The art is what I made^^ I took my time making it while I was sick I took time to time which hurts but it's fine I'm alive! Anyway as always have a lovely day!!! Enjoy!!!
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*Play Song*
Y/N P.O.V
I looked blankly as I heard the soft kissed and smooches right in front of me, I wasn't expecting this though my life the whole time...but yet if did...again. There I felt the watering feeling in my eyes...dripping feeling the cold.
I felt myself biting my lip as I saw this, I didn't want to say a word...but yet I did. "Sans.." I said. He turned around and was so shocked to see me, he looked at sabrina...the girl who took sans from me. Sans tired to give a hand out as he felt like he was sorry...but I wasn't giving it to him.
I backed myself up in full of fear, I felt more drips of tears falling on me...I felt my smile became a frown. But yet I had burning feeling I had in my chest that gave me a chance to slap the shit out of those that were ruining my life around in a playful domestic way.
"Why..why sans?!?" I said yelling. Sans grabbed my hand, "y/n...I'm so sorry I-" I felt the tears falling like a river fall from what I've been hearing. I felt like this was on purpose that he didn't look as well drunk but wanted to make excuses...
I cried to myself I pushed him away and I started to turn. Sans kept calling at my name so when I looked at the sky...I started to run! I ran faster and FASTER! I hated to see him back again! I hate him! Hate him!!!!
I ran to the house seeing papyrus asleep. I made a quick note and cried to myself silently till I went upstairs to my room. As I did that I grabbed my bags and that's when everything turned around.
I fell down to my knees and that's when I sobbed like nun. I sobbed harder and harder I felt the pain in my chest! I felt myself slipping away from my new self back to my old. I felt like I was the useless one...I felt like I was the one to be blaming on!
I couldn't bare myself any longer...I grabbed the blade. I decided to break a promise after all...who cares now? I smiled happily as I kept tearing up. I dragged a blade in my soft relaxed skin and tore it apart! I kept doing that...I dragged my skin more and more...till I stopped.
I felt the burning sensation but I didn't care...I felt the liquid falling...but I didn't care. I smiled as I felt like it was me to blame on and me to move on...I quietly sobbed till my phone rang.
It was sans...I declined it and rocked myself to the corner not knowing what to do...or where to even go. My phone started to blow up with. Messages from sans so I had enough and I basically blocked sans from my contacts and just stood there with a blank expression.
I finally gave out a sigh and stood up struggling with the pain in my arm I was having trouble on, it felt like it was a pain in the ass to me but...who cares...right? I felt like I was something useless that...I didn't even know the meaning of love was...
*idk why but Ima bout to cry*
I felt like it was just another feeling what Tyler did to me...I felt like he used me just to feel good...to feel popular...to even feel...like he can be the best person to be able to hook up a girl that easily. To me I felt like it was sans...a resemblance of his actions just reminded me what a cheater he is to me!
I felt so alone till I heard the door knocking and I saw sans in my room worried. I hide myself in the closet so he wouldn't find me but yet he did...he tried to apologize but I kept pushing him to stop! At this rate I felt nothing more than just pissed off...he tried to kiss me but I pushed him so to make him fall on the floor. He wasn't hurt by the way he fallen...he was hurt by the way he felt.
I saw Sabrina in the way smiling like an asshole, so when I moved passed her she stopped me and whisper.."he's all mine now.." she said in a sexual tone. I was disgusted full in tears and turned around, "yea...have fun with him! You won! Okay! Just leave me the fuck alone! I'll go suffer like you wanted me to you stupid bitch!" I said yelling at Sabrina before leaving.
I had my bags with me and well I was in huge disappointment I had tears in my eyes, "where am I even supposed to go?!?" I thought to myself. I felt like it was all over till I realized...I can just go to Alphys house for the night...after all mettaton does help me cheer up a bit.
I have a sigh and went all the way to Alphys house where I knocked on the big moveable doors before she let me in. "Y-Y/n?!? What are you doing here?" Alphys said. I smiled as I would be but then I started to shake in fear and I felt tears dripping...that's when I stopped and fell down to my knees sobbing.
Alphys was surprised and picked me up, "woah! C-come h-here..." she said as she let me inside. I felt like I was in pain and hell...I felt like everything was all my fault but yet it wasn't...I broke my promise but he broke his too. I didn't expect anything to turn out like this...I feel like this will be a tougher time to be able to see each other. Especially him being around... HER.
SABRINA P.O.V
Heh! It all worked out perfectly! I finally convince myself to be able to steal her lover! I can be able to get all the things I want without having someone to say no to me. I will finally have a Boyfriend to be able to show this to my other boyfriend so he could get jealous!
All I want is love and attention! Just kidding about the love part! Mostly I always wanted to be the popular rich one out of all the people that will be force to love me! Who cares about the weaker girls! I work myself to be able to look hotter than them.
Even if they look hotter than me then I give them a taste of their medicine to make myself even better! It doesn't matter what haters would even say...but at least I got rid of what's her face hehehe!
The fact that I went in the room that sans fell down so I wanted to pick him up and cheer him up. He started to fill up tears and started to cry but at least someone was here to comfort him very well...other wise what kind of person am I without comforting anyone I cared about *smirks* it's noting fault I can't control my own greatful self in better ways!
In what ways will this make me you say? It wouldn't make me an evil pretty girl I would just say I make a fine ass sexy girl that can be into a powerful amount of beauty I have in all! After all...what is the point for love?
All I want is attention mostly from my other boyfriend I missed! He was the one I did love...for a while. I didn't care he spoiled me every time which was very amazing~ I always get what I always wanted~ now that sans is here maybe I can do the same for both~
Anyway! The fact that sans was crying like a big baby cuz of his, "lover" I calmed him down. I tried to smile but felt bad...then. He kissed me again as a thank you. I told him I will never leave his side...for now~
Ya know~ I love games! Sometimes when you play a love game you win big prizes! Some may be a dress, or some jewelry, or even a wedding ring! But sometimes in those games you have to dodge the obstacles that are in your way to be able to win the game.
Even because if you loose...you lose a lot of things...and when you loose a lot of things your shinning of a popularity for money, beauty, and even friends will be over just because you didn't make it to your next full great job! And when you hate it...it's like a fucked UP world your living in after all the misunderstanding then after that you have nothing to recover.
And I just hate it...when I don't finish my job properly to be able to reach my point into beauty, and popularity.
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Some people use you because of beauty nothing into your personality just beauty. The thing I hate about it is just...why does it hurt when you realized that you weren't loved...but you were used for something that you weren't meant to be used for?
-Derpy13
Yus I made dis art, you can use it if ya want just give a small credit Okay ^^
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