The song is called, "perfect pictures" bea miller! If ya asked, okay...so your in a small coma due to almost drowning making you have so much bruises and all that right? I think someone is having a thing for you tho hehe! Okay! Well anyway being a bit distracted today! Anyway! As always have a great lovely day! Enjoy!!!!!
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*play song*
Y/N P.O.V
I had a dream...but a nightmare...well what the hell I don't fuckin know...

*Dream/nightmare*
I felt hurt, beaten...I felt so lost. I cried my tears, I felt like I couldn't breath for a second. I felt like going to the small beauty of light could be nice, but I came back to the darkness. Shadows screaming at me,hurting me. I felt so scared, so alone, and...lonely. Shadows came in taking me, coming towards me "please don't hurt me!" I screamed out...but they never listen.

I felt like a chain being wrapped around me, I felt like I was trapped forever. I cried my tears to shed, I was trap in pain. I felt like I lost everything I felt so...alone! I stayed there in a cage for what it felt like years of hell. I stayed like that till...someone came in and it was...sans?

I began to wipe the tears as soon as he came, "please...keep holding on...cuz someone cares about you..." he went in and gave a kiss on my forehead. It felt so real, am I dreaming? Is he doing this in reality?!? I felt a chain loose and I broke myself free from on of them. I glance and held my hand out...

"please! I can't do this!" But he was gone...

*dream/ nightmare end*

I woke up in silence...I felt the door slowly close. I looked around in confused, "w-where...am I?" I said in a quiet tone. I tried to stand up but there were so many machines connected onto me. I looked over myself full with bruises and cuts on me still. I tried to get up and make sure I don't hit myself with the machines and me tryin to stand up gettin hurt.

As I stood up I saw my chest bruised and my cuts a bit stitched from the bottom, "What the hell?!?" I sat up. I looked at the time, "how long was I out for?" I question myself. I stretched myself and ignore the back pain feeling pressed by for so long.

I thought for a bit, "did sans really say those things?" I sighed to myself. I imagined myself being tapped though that Hell but...nothing but numbness in though my mind no tears...just silence.

"So~ how was almost death?"

I began to roll my eyes.

"Why do you even care? Just leave me alone..."

"You can't hide or loose the inner thoughts sweetie..."

"*sigh* what the hell do you want now?"

"How does pain feel like? Also sans did told you that stuff.."

"Wait...really? D-did he mean it?

"Yes~ but he doesn't mean It I can feel that"

"*sigh* I don't know anymore..." talking to my worst enemy felt wrong but...it was also a friend of mine to talk to. Sans didn't really mean what he said made me wonder the lies he put me though and I just hate that.

I sighed and lean back against the wall and looked around. It felt a while till I heard the door creaking, I saw sans peeking though. I gave out a quiet look and sans came out with a wide nice smile as usual.

"Hey bud...how ya feelin?" He smiled. I gave out a look I wanted to say painful and just feeling sick and tired of life but..."I-I'm doing fine I guess you can say heh" I gave out a small smile, "you lair~" I gave a growl and sans grew a bit confused so I smiled a bit.

Sans blushed a bit and looked like he wanted to say something, I look to my side and saw my clothes ripped and torn, "hey? Why are my clothes even ripped and torn?" Sans gave out a blush, "m-me and alphys had to uh...help you since...you wouldn't breath.."

I gave an oh look and blushed a lil, "you didn't like unclip my bra or anything right?" Sans blushed even heavily and smiled as hard as he can, "n-no..." I laughed a bit. I looked over to myself and felt some guilt onto me.

"Listen...I'm sorry I wasn't...ya know right in the head, I had something that hit my mind and ya know...me almost drown..." sans gave an oh looked and smiled small, "it's okay...I pushed you too hard didn't I?" I backed up.

"No no no, not at all I freaked out...and It was all my fault...and I'm sorry for that..." sans backed up and put his hands up, "nah kid it was me.." I gave a growl then had an idea for a bit of teasing, "yea...don't talk to me *turns back*" sans backed up in shocked and I gave a small chuckle.

"Okay I'm sorry..." I laughed small but then went back to silence. It became so silent i was about to say something. But just stayed as quiet, "I uhh...made you a cake.." I looked up to sans then smiled a little, "I-I'll go get it..alphys has it in her fridge.." I nod and he left.

I just felt a bit worried but just waited...

SANS P.O.V
I sorta speed myself up, the feeling I felt a bit glad that y/n didn't hear or remember me saying all those things to her...

I ran up to alphys fridge to grab the cake, oh so beautiful I almost ate the cake but uhhh...nah. I went up and think about y/n...how beautiful she is...and how...amazing ah! All these thoughts running though me head! It's crazy!

I know I don't care all the time but this time...I don't know why, but I just do...it's weird. I decided to move up slowly and hear what y/n is saying though the door. "I'm so confused...did he really say those things to me? I can't decided anymore should I...nah..." I blushed myself, "shit...she knew...just gotta keep it cool now.."

I went in with the cake and saw y/n a bit excited about it, "wow...it's amazing sans...thanks.." y/n gave me a weak smile. I felt a bit bad but there isn't anything else to hide now that she's just depressed...right? All I need to do is make her happy...for her...right?

I decided to sit down and give her a plate and a fork for her to eat. When y/n ate some her eyes lighten a bit and ate a bit more, as she was finished I asked her if she wanted another piece...the thoughts of what she was thinking tho.

She thought about it for a second, it looked like she wanted more but...she feels like something is just refusing her. I grew her a worried face, she looked up and shook her head No with a small smile.

I backed up a bit but...just ignored it I guess. It was silent for maybe about 5 minutes till...I just asked her a question, "say...what do you say if you want to go to grilbys and ya know..eat there or somethin..." y/n looked up to me and gave out a small smile.

"Y-yea...sure..." everything went back to silence and it just got things so...awkward real quick. "Listen sans...can i ask you something.." I blushed myself but gave out a nod. Before anything she was about to say something but...she just said something random, "thanks for the cake.."

I gave out a smile, "yea no problem"

Y/N P.O.V
I decided not to say shit since I didn't want to pressure anything to be honest. I decided to sit back and lean to grab my phone in my bag that was just sitting there lyin.

Sans begin to get confused till I pulled up my songs on my playlist then he looked at me, "WANNA here some music?" He gave out a nod, "what kind do you listen to?" He thought for a moment and just looked back, "it doesn't really matter...it's whatever you like." I raised a brow but ignored it.

I played my favorite song:

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I know, I tried to find the only good song on my playlist but...it was the only good one to be able to play.

I rock myself while sans looked at me, "are you okay?" I looked at him, "hm?" He turned while the ear buds still in his...uhh...ears? I guess...*pfft I so dumb right now..okay back to the story sorry*

I turned away and sighed to myself, "yea I'm fine, I mean it's been okay...don't worry bout it I'm cool sans..." I smiled. "Lies you be telling~" I felt the voices laughing at my own bad ass but bad lies I would tell...but ehhh what the hell.

Sans looks at me and I looked at him. "I know your not.." I smiled at sans, "sans...I'm fine...trust me...I would just need some time that's all.." I smiled onto him and I saw a tint of blue on him.

He slowly gave a nod and continued on for the music...I felt the love and sadness...I lied...and I'm sorry...

SANS P.O.V    *sorry for this!*
I slowly saw y/n rocking herself to sleep, as she did I put her down slowly and softly. I relaxed myself and got up to go leave. I began to think about how I asked...I knew she didn't look as happy at all...I could tell the lies in her eyes even the guilt.

I decided to make sure this would be special as soon as she get out...I would make it so beautiful...like...like If it would be a date...

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sometimes things feel like a war, we would always win at times while others times not so much. Imagine having a war in your mind...who would really win? Is it yourself  with your heart or is it really your fear of a mind?

Sometimes the feeling that we loose cause so much destruction that hurts our own selfs so much...but sometimes we win...so come on...stand up! Win yourself! Not your cold upsetting fears in your mind.
            -Derpy13