Fears controling me
The song is called, "goner" by twenty on pilots if ya asked. So...sans just realized that you have been very suicidal and you just don't have a feeling that no one will ever understand and care for you at all...but you don't know what's actually coming. As always have a lovely day! Enjoy!
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*play song*
Y/N P.O.V
It felt the same way as it ever is, I woke up feeling the same way. It felt like another day but...it was different. I got myself up seeing frisk still asleep, I walked outta the room quietly. As I walked out...no one wasn't really there.
I looked in sans room but...he wasn't there. I quietly went to papyrus room but still...no one. I looked around and went back to the room but...frisk was gone!?! "What the hell?!" I went downstairs towards the kitchen and saw a note.
"HUMAN! I THE GREAT PAPYRUS WENT TO GAURD TO SEE IF ANY HUMANS ARE AROUND I WILL BE BACK! SEE YA!" I went ahead and went upstairs.
As I went upstairs I decided to do nothing but think. Every time I started to think, "no one cares.." I began to shook my head, "leave me!" The shadows came down to me, screaming towards my ear it hurts too much. I felt the voices growing louder and louder!
I began to have the tears to stream down,tears burning my skin...while my cold skin is turning into a warm peeling hell burn. The shadows hurting my soul, my eyes moving side to side. I grew scared, I decided to run out of the room. I couldn't take it anymore! The fears came crawling making everything darker and darker.
I felt the fear till, *BAM! DUN DUN* It was dark. I saw many visions of memories...I hate them. Memories are the trigger to either happy or upsetting endings...sometimes you can't let it go...cuz of the fact it hurts, "STOP IT NOW!" Everything became white.
I followed it, I woke up in full of pain, "ugh...what happen?" I tried to get up but I felt a bit of a sharp pain in the leg. I looked up to myself...I fallen down the stairs. I was shocked! I didn't break a neck or...hurt my ribs or anything...just a sprang ankle.
I tried to walk it off but I heard popping. I felt alone so I began to cry, *y/n! Are you okay?* I look up, "frisk? Frisk! Help me up! Plus where were you?" Frisk helped me up and began to sigh, *i was following to sans work and I was asking if you want to come!* I gave a nod and decided to walk.
I didn't know where I was going really so frisk kept leading the way. As I arrived I looked around, there was beauty to the colors, "what's this place frisk?" Frisk decided to give a small smile, *this is where sans work right now but this place is called the waterfall! Isn't it pretty* i gave frisk a smile, "yea..."
We walked to a station and sans was there looking done, *Sans!* frisk ran and gave out a big hug. I smiled and sans led something I didn't know what. He brought us to a bit of a dark little place and decided to chill. "Wow...many secret place.." sans gave a smirk.
"Well yea." I felt the bells ringing and it sounded so...beautiful! I started to feel the twirling around me so I danced...it's been forever doing that. Frisk joined till sans called me out. "Y/n...can you tell me why.." I looked at sans and shook my head side to side.
Sans grabbed my arm which triggered a memory,
*Memory*
I screw up, with a small mistake. I began to feel afraid, they were after me...after my moms death I tried to tell the teachers. But they told a lie and the police went ahead to look for the body...but...nothing...it was gone...
After they left...their expression grew into a hell of an anger expression. I began to scream while my dad started to chase me
"Get back here!" I was running..."*gasp* please! No!" I tried to run outta the house. But it was too late, "nu uh come here!" My step mom came in and grabbed me by the hair, "OW LET ME GO!!!" I cried for the peeling of the burning pain. My step mom or...I guess her name was...Jane, she took me to my room and locked the door.
"You will NEVER ESCAPE! You will never tell anyone!!" She grabbed a knife and started to slice me and slap me. I began to cry help...but no one came. After when she was done...I didn't go to school after a while...apparently Jane lied to them that I had a nasty virus never be told...I tried to explain...but it was too late...I started to cry in pain and sadness.
I tried to tell someone for help! But no one cared...they never believed me...I almost died. I tried to kill myself...but things got worse...help! I cried out...but there isn't anyone that would care...but the shadows of hell would try to take me...but I don't know what to do...
*memory end*
I felt my wrist being tightly grabbed, I saw the shadows coming and I felt like they are inside me. I began to let go and gave out a scream...till I felt something I couldn't breath, "help!" No one came...I began to choke and cried. Till everything was black...
SANS P.O.V
I tried to help, but it didn't work. I went to work and I guess me and frisk started to talk about y/n. Frisk told me a bit of information about y/n, I told frisk to go ahead to get her so i could talk to her. As when y/n arrived I saw a small smile into her.
As she gave out her small smile it gave me a beautiful moment, she started to twirl around like a ballerina she smiled till i called to talk to her. As I called y/n I asked her a question, "y/n can you tell me why?" She started to grow years and let go of me.
She backed off and ran. as y/n, she ran into the water, "Y/N!!!!" I went ahead and tried to run as fast as I can. I looked at y/n who was drowning I began to try to grab her but it was hard due to the water grabbing on to her. Frisk helped me too and as we grabbed her...she was covered in blood...WHY is if I feel a connection with her? Why...why do I care about her? I...I don't know what words to say.
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Fears can crawl into anyone, they are like hell coming towards you. Sometimes we face them...while sometimes it goes into a different direction. Sometimes fears can hurt a person's feeling...just try to face them...but if you can't that's okay...not everyone is perfect...
-Derpy13
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