I'm not going to say I know exactly how you feel, but I know feelings similar to it. My parents have been divorced since I was 3 and my dad isn't really in my life.My mom struggled to make ends meet and keep us afloat. She worked 3rd shift so she could be there when I got home from Kindergarten.My mom and I moved in with my step-father when I was six years old. A strange new man in a strange new house. Now that I am older I'm home alone a lot. I've seen social workers, called helplines, and been to psychiatrists. I'm scared. All the time. I've gone through the struggle of being in love with my best friend for 3 years and she won't ever love me back the way I want. I've struggled with my family's Christianity pressing down on me. I've struggled with gender identity. I can't even walk in a straight line and I was so scared that I tried to kill myself. Recovery from suicide is a long and arduous process. It doesn't just happen instantly.Just know that there are people who care and people who you can lean on.If you are struggling out there with your feelings, identity, or whatever it may be.There will always be someone there for you now matter what.Don't bottle up your feelings, tell someone before it's too late.

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