KarmaGisa #08

Guardian Angel

Nagisa Shiota is the most unlucky person you could meet of. He was forced to wear female clothes, to act feminine like a girl, to have his hair long and to look like a girl. Because of his features the girls envy him, the boys mad at him. He didn't choose that face and more over he didn't choose to be that way.

His life is so MESS up.

His mother have Personality Borderline Disorder; she wanted a girl but she couldn't afford to give birth anymore so she forced Nagisa to become one, even she know that his life will become mess.

Because of his looks, he (unintentionally) attracted several perverts in the road or into school. There is even one time that he almost got rape by bunch of high schoolers.

Because of his looks, the girls in the school bullying him all over.

He didn't fight once.

Nagisa Shiota, because of his bullies who smacked his head in the wall in school's rooftop, he is now confined in the Hospital. His dull azure eyes were staring at the blue vast sky, sitting at his hospital bed with bandaged on his head. He find it peaceful being in a quiet white room. Every morning he just listening on chirping of birds that visiting his room, the rusting of leaves of tree that standing outside of the white building, and the greeting of his nurse that carrying tray consisting of glass of water and pill that will fasten his wound. After he drink, no more visitor in the next hours.

Yes, no one actually visit Nagisa, no mother, no father, no relatives, no classmate, no teacher no anyone. That's why it is shocking news to Nagisa that someone actually visit him.

Nagisa blinks several times, from his blurry vision he could make out a red head, white tulips, black blazer and Kunigigaoka's pants.

"Hello Shiota-kun~ how are you doing?" mild sing sang voice asked him, he is sure that, that lazy voice is coming from the red head in front of him.

"W-who are... you?" the only words that come out from the bluenet's mouth. Nagisa's vision might be blurry but he could make out that the red just tilted his head to side. His face is the only thing he couldn't make out.

Akabane Karma, your smartass delinquent, always get in trouble, more precisely he is the cause of trouble. He always in top 2 in class even though he so LAZYass. He doesn't care to anyone. Lay a finger to his possession and your dead. His only rival is Asano but it is another story. To be more precisely he is well known in school, no scratch that, actually in whole Kunigigaoka as Devil.

His parents were always out of the country and spending little too little time to him. So instead of wasting his time to be acknowledge by his parents, he just throwing out all his frustration of his life by punching, kicking people, in short brawling.

Saving people never get into his list, and will never. That's what he thought before he saw a bluenet that forcing by bunch of high schooler on an alleyway. He quickly saw their motive on getting in at the bluenet's pants; and he finds it disgusting. First of all they are all ugly pigs; second the boy is adorably cute for them; lastly they are all ugly pigs.

Since he been searching for his next victim, might as well made them instead.

Aside to the bluenet no one actually saw how he end those high schoolers joy that night.

Not knowing who is the lost mice he just save, he just disappeared like a flash. He didn't attend school or even he attend Karma just stay in the classroom and sleeping, not gaining any kind of attention to anyone. Karma, or the devil will never get interest to anyone.

That's what he thought again~ but things suddenly changed when he saw those girls from his class smacked that very same bluenet he saved once, to the wall at the rooftop.

Okuda Manami, Kaede Kayano, Kanzaki Yukiko, if you only look at them you will think that they are angels but inside? They are much worst to Karma.

The three girls stopped on bullying Nagisa when they heard Karma's calm yet with hint of bloodlust call their attention.

"A-Aka—bane-kun?" Okuda, who is fan of Karma shaking in fear when she saw Karma's bloodlust.

"W-what are you doing... here?" Kaede is also shaking, who's not? In front of them or to be precise above them is the well-known Devil.

Karma jump and crouched down where the unconscious bluenet is. He check the bluenet's impulse to make sure they didn't kill him.

He stood up, hands were shoved to his pants' pocket, and turn at them with bloodlust that showing to his face.

"Hey..." they squeaked in fear "I didn't saved him just so you can kill him."

"A-Akabane-kun, w-we just—having fun... like you..." Kanzaki answer which not satisfy the red head devil.

"Like me? Really? Are you saying I just on wimp try to kill a mice?" now even on his voice bloodlust can detect.

"I-its... not like that... y-you see! She's a bitch who getting every boys' attention! Look! Even you—"

"He's Not A Bitch."

"Eh?"

"You girls are the bitch here you know~ you are so envious to him but you never know how much he suffer due to his appearance." He said with seeping bloodlust "Instead of bullying this mice, why not just go and hit on boys instead since it's much like that's what you wanted bitches."

"Me! Akabane-kun, can I date you?"

"No in hell." He said with finality, he then crouched down again to the bluenet and carried him in bridal style. He hold the handle with no problem and open the door; before he could step in he said a few words to the girls. "Don't Ever Touch Him." then he left with the bluenet in his arms.

He actually don't know why he helping this poor mice (according to him), saving him once is enough right? So what's up now?

Some forced is forcing Karma to visit the bluenet, but every time he visit him the blue haired mice always sleeping. But now finally, for the first time he saw those azure colored eyes; and they are dull as ever.

"Hello Shiota-kun~" he learned his name from those bitches, of course by forced "how are you doing?" he really don't know what to say.

"W-who are... you?" no wonder, he tilted his head but smile form on his face. 'Hmm~ what should I answer to him? His classmate? His savior? Nah~ he might not remember me. Maybe the devil of Kunigigaoka Junior High?' he then sighed.

"No one you concern yourself~" Karma chime-in 'No need for him to know.' Karma thought

"An... anno... are you the one who saved me, before at the alley way?" 'He remembered?!' "If you that person... then what are you doing here?"

"Jeez, for someone that got smack his head on a wall, you're really talkative." Karma stated as he put the flowers to Nagisa's lap.

"You know that I am a boy?" Nagisa asked while the said red head sits on the chair next to his bed.

"No one you concern yourself~" Karma chime-in again. As if instinct kick in Nagisa pouted at him which caused a blush on Karma's face which is never happen before. Now someone finally gain his interest.

"The names' Akabane Karma, call me Karma. You?"

"Shiota Nagisa, Nagisa is fine... but you already know my name right?" he pout again

"What~? It just for formal introduction, we don't have it until just now~"

"Right..." Nagisa agreed "Karma..." the red head hummed "Thank you."

Karma is now overly blushing and overly happy inside. This is actually the first time that someone thanked him, especially with brightest smile he ever witness since his birth.

Nagisa stretch his arms forward, "ahhah~ I hope my vision come back soon~" he hear Karma hummed "So I could see you~"

"Eh~ then I shall remove your eyes instead."

"EH?! WHY?!"

"You might see something you won't like."

"Eh? What is it, Karma?"

"Nothing~"

"Don't 'Nothing' me! I want to see my Guardian Angel's face!"

"Your what? Guardian Angel? Do you even know what are you talking about?"

"Of course! Everyone might know you as Devil but for me, you're my redhead Guardian Angel."

"What the—" Karma is smiling, he just can't believe that someone actually sees him as angel, oops this mice have poor eyesight right now. They just laughed at it.

A/N:: Hi guys~ for those who have weak heart... stop reading from here. But it is up to you (^.^)

"The truth is, Shiota-kun's eyesight won't come back again..." Nagisa's doctor said to Karma.

Karma is now talking to Nagisa's doctor.

The doctor told to Karma that if Nagisa's eyes didn't remove before it's too late, his newly found friend might die. But Karma knew how Nagisa wanted to have his eyesight back and he is really worried for his only friend. It is not every day to Karma to found one and now he have one, he will lose him quickly.

The next day, Karma visits Nagisa only to see the bluenet waving his hand in front of his face.

"Nagisa~" Karma take his attention away to his hand as he walking near him. Nagisa stop waving his hand, putting it down and greeted Karma with warm smile that just cause a heart ache to the red head. Maybe next week or next month, he would never see his smiles again, and for the first time to his entire life, he got scared. This little poor weak mice affected him completely.

After putting the flowers to Nagisa's lap Karma sits on the edge of his friend's bed, "What are you doing, Nagisa?" he should've not asked it,

Nagisa hummed first before answering "I was just checking my eyesight... and don't tell it to anyone, okay? But it's getting blurrier that yesterday. I wondered why." He explained as he tilted his head to the side.

"Nagisa... let's have a game?"

"What game Karma?"

"Choice game. I will give two choices and you'll need to choose between it. No explanation needed, no condition. Game?"

"But I want to give choices as well! I also want to know your choice!" Nagisa with pouting lips whined to him. Karma smile due to his friend's antic

"Alright~ then game?"

"Game!"

"Okay then, sushi or ramen?" Karma started.

"Sushi!" Nagisa bubbly answered "Hmm~ Math or Science?"

"Really? That's your choices?" Karma asked with smile

"EH~ you said no explanation!"

"Hai, hai... then Math. Green or Red?"

"Red! Snack or Lunch box?" –Nagisa

"Snack~ loud or quiet?" –Karma

"Quiet~ rain or sun?" –Nagisa

"Rain." Karma answered as he thinking that rain would hide his tears, especially now with Nagisa's condition. "Devil or Angel?"

"Both!"

"Hey both is not allow!"

"I'll explained then!"

"Alright~"

"Devil because everyone knows that you are devil but I also choose angel because like told you before you're my guardian angel. No matter what they saying, for me, you are my redhead angel."

"Shall I cry by that?"

"No need to! Now my turn! Let's see strawberry or apple?"

"Strawberry. Eyes or life?"

Nagisa titled his head, 'what's up with his question?' "Life..."

"Even you have a hard time?"

"You said no need to explain!"

"I'm just interested. Now?"

"Well... yes... I want to live more... I actually decided to live my life, you know? Don't let myself to get bully again, or something like that. YOSH IT'S MY TURN! Parents or friends?"

"Friend..."

"Eh? Why? Also why it is singular?"

"You're only my friend, you know; and the rest don't tell~"

"Eh!!! You're cruel!" Nagisa pouted again. "Then Life or dead?"

"Dead."

"Karma..."

"Excuse me... but visiting hours is over..." a nurse interrupted them gaining pouting from Nagisa and dead glare to Karma. Sweat drip down behind the nurse head as she closing the door of her patient's room.

'That boy with red hair is scary!'

"Nagisa..."

"Yes?"

"If you able to get back your eyesight and leave this place, promise me that you would never let yourself to be bully again, would never let your mom force you to her likings, would never let anyone aside to the person you'll love get on your pants."

"What are you talking about now Karma?"

"Let me finish Nagisa." Karma received a sweet 'hai' from Nagisa. Karma touch Nagisa's blue soft hair as he continue "Don't cry... too much. Always held your head up whoever, whatever the situation you get in. And live your life to the fullest." Karma, for the first time to life, is now crying in front of his friend which didn't see it since his eyesight no longer can see.

Nagisa actually lied about his eyesight. About being just blurry, he actually finally lost it today.

Karma cried as he finally noticed that Nagisa is completely blind. If he didn't make a move now, he will lost completely his only friend. He quietly cried in front of Nagisa, he hug him thinking it will their last time.

*Several*Years*Past*

"Hello Everyone! I will be your homeroom teacher from today's on, Shiota Nagisa, hope we get along~" 5'2 height short haired Nagisa introduced himself in front of his new class.

Looking at him with interest, his student brightly greet him, then a student with two antennae raise his hand. Nagisa signal him to talk,

"Shi—"

"Nagisa-sensei is fine, you're— right! Isogai Yuuma-kun?"

"Hai Nagisa-sensei! Anno... I don't want to be rude but... are your eyes were real?"

"Yes... they are." Then another student with blonde hair raise her hand. When Nagisa signal her to talk, she gladly did.

"Ne Nagisa-sensei, why is your eyes were seems... you know not suit you. I mean you have blue hair so why your eyes is gold like and look sharp?"

"You're Nakamura Rio-san, right? Well... they are not mine. They are from..."

"From whom Nagisa-sensei?" An orange haired girl asked.

"From my Guardian Angel." That's bring confusion to his student, while Nagisa stare at the bright blue sky with smile to his face.

Karma, I fulfilled my promise. I'll live my life to the fullest. No one actually tried to bully me anymore since the day I received your eyes. I finally graduated to my mom's crazy antics. And I always held my head up whoever, whatever the situation I get in, while thinking of you. I don't have anyone that I'll let to get in my pants. You see I fulfilled everything you ask, but there's only thing that I didn't able to fulfill, I'm crying so much... especially because of you.

You're so cruel Karma. You did that game so you could chose if you'll let me have your eyes or let me die. I have my eyesight but the most thing that I've been wanting to see, is no longer existing... you.

Oh well, I just wait for you to come for me. Until that day comes I'll fulfilled our life to the fullest.

Till we meet again, Karma, my Guardian Angel.

A/N:: WAO!!!! Did I just really killed Karma here?

Anyways! This book actually reached 1.7k in Wattpad! And 3.9k in Fanfiction! Like really?!

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This is actually written on November 19 8:30 pm - 12:20 am

I just let out my frustration that I still have to wait till subtitles for Assassination Classroom the Movie 365 Hikan no Jikan came out.

Huhu (T.T)