Kaori's POV

I watched Kousei walk into the bakery. He had a nervous smile on his face when he entered inside. In the meantime I lifted the window to my room and jumped in a landed on my bed. The familiar scent of sugar and wood filled my nose, bringing a smile on my face. I saw my study table and saw a picture of me on my violin case with a rotting rose near it (Is that my shrine?). This is going to be hard to steal. I opened my closet and took out a bunch of clothes and a pair of sandals and sneakers.

I placed them on the window sill and took a new toothbrush and I thought of taking a tube of toothpaste but I changed my mind, hoping that Kousei would buy for me. I took new bar of soap, hair bands, hair clips, my contact lens and my shampoo bottle. How can I forget hair conditioner? Girls would freak if they don't use conditioner. Can I use this? I'm dead, so...

I shrugged to myself and took it anyway. I finally looked at my violin case. I thought for a while on how to steal it and finally decided to ask Kousei.

I took my phone, which was in the drawer of the table and called him. A few seconds later, he answered my call.

"Are you done yet?" he asked, happily.

"Yeah, about that," I said. "how do I steal my violin?"

"What kind of question is that?!" he asked, annoyed.

"What's with that reply? I need it, ok?"

He sighed. "Just take it without the case," he said in a low voice.

"Thanks a lot," I said, before ending the call

I took a picture of my shrine in my phone and went to it and kept my phone and photo frame aside and opened my violin case as quietly as possible. I took my violin and bow and thought for a while on what to do next. I let a groan and jumped out of the window with the violin and bow in my hand and placed it on a cardboard box which was there on the floor. I placed everything back in order with the help of the picture I took of the shrine and then I opened my room's door and peeped through the opening.

The door to the bakery was left wide opened and I saw my parents there, smiling as they spoke with him. I quickly closed the door and covered my mouth with my hands. I sat on the floor, my back pressed to the door, as tears fell from my cheeks. I've cause nothing but pain in their lives and I did nothing but watch them suffer. They're suffering more than ever now that I died. I could've spend more time with them. I could've been more serious about my treatments. I could've been more grateful to them. I want to hug them and tell them that I'm sorry and I love them so badly even if it breaks their hearts all over again. If it weren't for them, I would've died much earlier.

I opened the door again. I slid my hand on the handles I held before for support.

"Okka-san(mom), Otto-san(dad)," I said, my voice cracking because of my sobs. I stopped walking and just looked at them stand there, talking. My lips automatically curved into a small smile. I covered my mouth with a hands to silence the sobs. I ran back to my room and shut the door silently. I went out through the window and took one last look at my room and closed the window. I wiped my tears and sniffed and grabbed my phone from my pile of stuff and called Kousei.

"What now?" he asked with an annoyed tone.

"I'm done," I said.

"I'll be right there." He came back after a while with a cover in hand.

"What'd you buy?" I asked, smiling.

"Just some caneles," he said, giving me the cover.

"YAAYYYY!!!!" I exclaimed, happily. I took out the paper bag from the cover and opened it. "It's been a while since I ate them." I took one of them and took a bite. "OH MA GOD!!!!" He just smiled at my reaction like he always does and took the paper bag from me. He took one for himself and started eating. He noticed the pile of things I took, correction, stole and his eyes widened.

"You seriously need all of these?!" he asked, shocked.

I gave him a confused look. "What's that supposed to mean?" I asked, brushing away the bits left by the canele from my hand.

He sighed. "Never mind." He was about to take those stuff to take it to his house, but.....

"AAHHHH!!!!! WHAT THE HELL??!!" he shouted, rubbing his back in pain, after I threw my heeled shoe at him.

"DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH MY THINGS, YOU PERVERT!!!" I shouted back. I could feel my face burning up as I went to the pile to take my things. Thank goodness he didn't take anything. "I'll take everything myself." I was about to take the things when I realized....,

I CAN'T TAKE EVERYTHING MYSELF!!!!!! I'M GONNA DIE OF EMBARRASSMENT!!!!

I took deep breathes and turn to Kousei. "Change of plans!! You're in charge of my hair products and violin, understand?!" I said, pointing at him. I wore my shoe and gave him my shampoo and conditioner bottles, my soap, my toothbrush, my hair brush and my hair bands. While I carried a mountain of clothes. I turned to him, who was carrying my bottles and the bow in one hand and the violin on the other. He was observing my violin as if he was seeing it for the first time. Ok, he might be holding it first time so..., "If you drop anything, especially my violin or it's bow, you'll soon be in the same condition I'm in."

"Meaning?" he asked, innocently.

"Dead," I said, walking to the pathway.

We were walking side by side and he throwing glances at me when I was glancing at him. It feels great to be able to walk again. Sitting on a wheelchair may sound fun but you'll only know its not once you begin to use it. I lost a lot of things because my illness, time, school life, my legs, my hands, my whole body and mind to tell the truth. I mostly struggled to write the letter to Kousei because I couldn't even hold the pen properly and in the end he tore the letter without even reading it. Thank goodness he didn't. I didn't expect me to come back as a ghost figure and if he had actually read the letter and I came back, we'd either have an awkward or a romantic relationship. I can't imagine Kousei as my boyfriend and that's one of the reasons I love him. He'd be really cringe if he was. I smiled at the thought of him apologizing for everything, getting all nervous when something lovey-dovey happens and many other stuff.

"Why are you smiling?" he asked with a smile.

"Nothing," I lied. "I just imagined what it would be like if you read my letter."

"What was written in the letter anyways?" he asked.

I averted my gaze. "Stuff," I replied.

He laughed. "Like what?"

"Like, ya know, how felt when I first saw you perform and all."

"I saw the picture you gave, though. You looked cute," he said the last part nervously. My heart beat stopped for a second as I exploded on the inside. My grip on my clothes tightened as I squealed in my mind.

Kousei stopped walking and looking at the floor his eyes widened and his jaw dropped. I looked down to see what it was and...

MY BRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I ran quickly to his house, screaming like a maniac, after grabbing it from the floor. This the second most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to me.

Author's note:-
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