Goodbyes Song with perspective of Alexander

You must think that I'm stupid
You must think that I'm a fool
You must think that I'm new to this
But I have seen this all before

I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt

But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true

I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)

I know you're thinking I'm heartless
I know you're thinking I'm cold
I'm just protecting my innocence
I'm just protecting my soul

I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt

But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true

I'm way to good at goodbyes
(I'm way to good at goodbyes)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
No way that you'll see me cry
(No way that you'll see me cry)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)

No
No, no, no, no, no (I'm way too good at goodbyes)
No, no, no, no
No, no, no (I'm way too good at goodbyes)
(No way that you'll see me cry)
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)

'Cause every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true
I'm way too good at goodbyes

Kalon pov

My phone rang and a smile appeared on my lips seeing the name

"Hey Dad,how are you?"
"I am good how is my angel doing"
"I am great dad ,but I miss you guys soooo much"
"Well you no longer need to miss us because you are shifting here next week"
"Dad are you serious !wow I am soooo happy!!"

"We enrolled you in one of the top colleges here and your flight is next saturday"
Just then I realised that I was leaving not for a trip but for many years,I may never comeback here and my smile faded
"What happened princess you'r not happy?"

"No dad I am more than happy it's just that I have spent all my childhood here and leaving everything all of a sudden is..."

"Don't worry with time everything will be fine,also I just can't afford to stay without my bubble of happiness
anylonger"

"Dad I miss you"

"Don't miss me much now or I i'll book the next flight to meet you,just enjoy your last days in school there and we will meet next saturday"

"Okay dad love you take care"
"Bye princess"

I held fluffy(my dog) in my arms.
This means I may never see Rose,Abbie,fluffy ever again
Fluffy oh no I need to book his ticket also,I messaged dad to book his ticket as well.

This also meant I may not see Alexander again,this thought churned something in my stomach

He will be happy to never see my face again as he himself said he hates my presence,Alex your wish just came true now you need not see my face again ever in your life.

But before leaving I needed to set somethings right,I need to do it all in just a weeks time.

Next day

I went to school to see that everyone was talking about some girl who was ditched and humilated at a party yesterday,they were saying it was so fun to see her getting laughed at the centre of the stage and how she ran away like a coward with tear laden face

she was some nerd who thought she could be the girlfriend of one of the populars but guess what he used her and threw her like a tissue paper.

On hearing this I feel remorse for these people,I wouldn't call them humans ,humans have humanity ,they are monsters with no heart.Instead of consoling a person they were laughing at her and now in school also they are spreading this news news to humiliate her further by making a laughing stock of her.

Just then I saw Rose walkimg towards me
"Rose,where the hell is your phone,last night I was calling you to...."
Should I tell her about Alex's condition last night,no he must have told her
"Sorry actually I was at a party and my phone got lost,I still can't find it"

"Kalon you heart about Abbie?"
"What about her?"
"At the party last night Chris and Becca humilated her in front of everyone,she didn't came to school today I hope she is alright"

Oh noo Abbie was the girl everyone was talking about, she was madly in love with him and see where her madness brought her to her own downfall

"I need to make sure she is alright,what kind of a friend I am ,I couldn't protect her!!"I said

"Kalon she herself choose him over you, these are the consequences of her own actions,you don't blame yourself for this"

"But Rose,I should have protected her,I knew Chris will do this to her,but I didn't tried to stop him,I promised her I will always be with her,now she is all alone,I need to meet her!"

"Okay Kalon i'll meet you at lunch ,you go and make sure she is alright"

I went to Abbie's house to see that she has locked her inside her room

"Abbie please open the door"

"I am here with you just open the door"
I daid banging on the door
"Kalon go away I don't want to talk to anyone"
"Abbie please I am not leaving unless you open this door"
After few minutes she opened the door

Her eyes were red and puffy from crying,her mascara was flowing down her cheeks,and she was still wearing the party dress.
I knew words couldn't console her so I hugged her
She continued to sob on my shoulder and I continued to pat her head,we hugged for long till she felt a bit better.

"Kalon I am so sorry,I doubted you,I said so many bad things to you but you still are here with me when I lost everything!!"
She said crying

"Abbie do you not remember my promise,I will never leave you alone"
But I guess this promise will be broken in a weeks time when I leave this school and city forever but she dosen't need to know that now

"Abbie ,I need to know everything that happened,I need you to share everything with me and I promise i'll make everything alright"

"I love him so much Kalon ,and I have loved him since we were children,few days back when he accepted me I was on cloud nine,he was so loving ,he made me happy,he cared for me,I tusted him blindly ,I trusted him and gave my most precious thing to him,but for him it was just a game,a game to break my heart ,a game to make me a walking joke,at the party last night he made first made me the most happy person on the earth but the other second he started laughing at me when I said I love him,he humiliated me in front of everyone,he said that his standards were not that low,he could never love a ugly,poor and disgusting person like me,he said that I should go and cry just like the crybaby I am,but the thing that hurted me the most was that I gave him everything even my body and he ,he just used me and left me like I never meant anything to him"

"Abbie you need to prove him wrong ,you need to show him that you are not a crybaby,you are not a weakling who gets affected by what others say,you need to show that you are much stronger,you are a fighter who dosen't care for those who don't care for her"
"You need to go to school,there is no need to hide "
"Come let's go"
"No Kalon I just can't ,they will talk about me they will call me names"

"Abbie they don't matter to you,so their words should also not matter,just trust me for once"
I asked her to get ready and pulled her hand along with me to go to school to teach that moron a lesson.

Abbie was holding my hand tightly while everyone was looking at her and whispering things,we met Rose on our way
"Abbie hi how are you?"
"I am fine"
"Kalon can I talk to you for a minute"Rose said
"Kalon what are you trying to do?"
"I am going to settle things once and for all"
"Kalon you should no mess with Chris,you will get in trouble ,think about yourself they already hate you,I just don't want them.to harm you"
"Rose don't worry I'll be fine,but I can't let him go like that "
"See he is laughing sitting with his friends and Abbie is at the verge of tears,I need to neutral this"
"Okay but i'm with you"
She said

I touched her shoulders and said
"I know Rose,I know"

I walked into the canteen and seeing Abbie with me everyone's attention shifted towards us.
I marched towards his table and looked straight into his eyes,he was not looking at me and continued to laugh with his football friends.

To gain there attention I kicked there table with my leg and the table fell down along with the food they were eating.

"What the f*** are you doing!!"
I continued to stare at him with my deadly glare,Abbie was standing behind and she herself was scared of this angry side of me.

"Apologize"

I said in loud clear voice

He exchanged a look with his friends and they started laughing
"A.p.o...logise and that also to her. ..." he continued to laugh holding his stomach

I clenched my fists

he was walking on thin ice if only he knew

I took one step further and stood right in front of him,his laughter stopped and he stared at my burning eyes.

"Apologize before I make you do it?"

His friends laughed and he joined them

"What can a girl do to make me apologize also why should I apologize when I didn't do anything wrong she deserved all this"

"You are absolutely right she deserved all this because she choose a person like you,she deserved all this because she trusted you and she deserved this because she loved you!!"

He went silent and an unknown emotion crossed his face his eyes left mine to see Abbie,Abbie was looking down scared to look up

But soon Chris's face was replaced by a smirk

"I i'll ask you one last time to apologize Chris or you will deserve whatever will happen next !"

"Never... she can go and rot in hell for all I care"

That was the last straw

They do not know that I am a blackbelt in karate,with one hit I can make his bone break and he wouldn't even know what hit him also my father taught me boxing and he always says I was really good at it.

With one swing I punched his face and I could hear gasps around me.He held his face with his hand and straightened up to punch me but I already predicted his move and dodged him giving another punch at his stomach,his friends joined him and 3 attacked me at once

I punched one and kicked the other,but couldn't stop a direct blow on my jawline,

I tasted blood but this didn't stop me,I gave him an equal brutal blow and he fell on the ground holding his bleeding nose.

People appeared and started stopping them,Abbie and Rose were pulling me back and begging me to stop.

Our principles voice boomed and he asked all four of us to be present in his office this instant.

"Kalon oh my god are you alright your nose is bleeding,let's get you to the nurse!"said Abbie

"It's alright"
I said cleaning the blood with the side of my hand
and made my way towards the office.

3rd person

Everyone in the canteen raised from their seats to see the commotion except one person Alexander ,he was sitting in the corner observing the angel who just got converted into a badass.

He had seen many girls in his life but never had he ever seen someone like her,
her black eyes were burning with fire and her voice had so much authority and power that he couldn't believe she was the same girl who was stuttering and crying in front of him the previous day.

He had never seen someone like her who did a bloody fight for someone who didn't even considered her a friend and who broke her heart so many times.

He hadn't seen a girl who could fight 3 guys on her own ,
he wanted to stop the fight but on seeing her first punch he realised she was not a immature but an expert.

Today he had to admit that Kalon Casey Williams was not like other girls

He had to admit she was different.

He had to admit that he was having an intense,
,infinite
and
uncontrollable
affection towards this girl which he had never ever felt for anyone before.