Chapter Six
Sometimes people find each other with broken foundations and they together as a team built a foundation that is indestructible.
"Mom kahti thi...where there is fireflies na they celebrate true love..and where their is true love na..they glow...and see..they all are glowing..."
"Tumhe yeh pasand hai..because yeh shine karte hai...Manik stars na bahut gandey hotey hai...insey better toh mere fireflies hai..Tum na inke chakkar me mat padho...seriously..Tum na hamesha mere sath raho...hamesha...and I will..I will shine for you..."
"You don't have to be sorry for anything...in fact it's because of you...your love for them...that I am at peace with the stars..tum na mere childhood ki memory wapas latey ho..I used to watch them with appa..for hours...and they were so beautiful...they were magical.."
"I will always shine for you.."
A lone tear escaped Manik's eyes.
"You are still shining for me Nandini...and I know you always will.."
"I know that you are not around...but..I don't know why ...why do I feel that you are still around...I don't know why do I get this feeling that our story isn't over..yet..I don't know why do I feel that we still have a long way to go..."
"I know I am sounding like a lunatic...but this.."Manik pointed towards his heart."..is not ready to believe that you are no more...deep down it's still waiting for you to return Nandini..I know that's not possible...but I can't help it...I just can't.."
"I can't stop myself from hoping Nandini...hope...that one day..some miracle will happen that will bring you back to me.."
"I know that's not possible...but still.."
"Kya karu yeh jo dil hai na...manta hi nai hai.."
"Issey aaj bhi lagta hai...ki tum ho....bhale hi hamare samne nai ho...par aaj bhi hamare sath ho..aur ek din..achanak se tum wapas laut aaogi..aur phir sab thik ho jaega.."
"Manik..."
Manik was so lost in his thought that he didn't realise that he had company.
He turned around only to find Kishori standing at the door.
"Amms.."Manik said wiping his tears away. "Aap soye nai..."
"Mai nai soyi..ya phir tum nai soye.."Kishori's words confused Manik."Amms..mai kuch samjha nai..."
"Time dekho Manik..apne aap samajh me aa jaega sab kuch.."Amms pointed towards the clock.
Manik looked at his watch for a second and that's when he realised what Kishori meant.
"Oh Man...It's 4.oo A.M.."Manik closed his eyes and sighed.
"Exactly...subah ke char baj rahe hai Manik..aur ek baar phir se I caught you like this..."Kishori nodded her head in disapproval.
"Amms..I.."Manik was about to say something but Kishori stopped him by showing her palm.
"No more excuses Manik...chalo baitho..we need to talk.."saying this Kishori entered the room followed by Manik.
She sat on the bed and gestured him to sit next to her by patting on the bed.
Without saying anything Manik sat down next to her.
"Manik..it's been three years beta..aisa kab tak chalega..bolo.."Kishori's tone shocked Manik as he was expecting her anger but right now all he could feel was concern in her voice...for him.
"I know things had not been easy for you...at all..in fact you are the one who has suffered the most.."Kishori caressed his hair while Manik was looking down.
"Manik...she is not coming back beta..."Kishori chocked while Manik closed his eyes.
"She is gone..it's been three years Manik..our Nandu left us three years back...in that car accident..."Kishori was finding it hard to breathe while tears were flowing out of Manik's closed eyes as he continued to listen to her.
"Manik..I will be honest with you...when she left us..I never for once expected you to stick around..as a matter of fact..I was 200% sure that it won't be matter of days when you will forget about her and move on with your life..with someone else..."
Manik's eyes snapped open. Though he didn't say anything but he continued to look at Kishori.
"I never truly understood your love beta..I failed miserably to see the depth of your true love...and I truly apologies for that.."Kishori eyes were brimming with tears.
Manik shook his head. He was about to say something when Kishori spoke "hear me out Manik..just let me please.."
Manik nodded his head in assent.
"You know Manik my Nandu was very lucky...in fact she still is...because she got you..she got the opportunity to experience true love in her short span of life..In fact she got someone who is still very much in love with her even after her untimely demise.."
"Manik...like I said I never expected you to stick around..and I am really ashamed of myself for not comprehending your feelings for her...but yes...today I am extremely proud that my Nandu fell in love with you.."
"You completed Nandini's every dream Manik..and not only that you took care of us..her family...like your own family.."
"You sent Rishab to U.S. for his treatment. You didn't allow us to spend a single money. You took care of everything. It's because of you that Rishab is able to speak today. It's because of you that he had fully recovered. "
"Shanno and Venkatesh were completely broken because they lost their priceless possession. But you took care of them too. In fact you shifted here at Murthy's Residence so that you could look after them. You left everything behind your house...status...comfort..everything..just because you wanted to be their for us.."
"You are a rockstar for the world. Manik Malhotra---THE LEADER OF FAB5..one of the top musical band of this era...but for us...you are Nandu's Manik.."
"I agree when you moved in I was really annoyed. I didn't trusted you. I thought you were playing with our emotions. But still I let you live here because I wanted Shanno and Venkatesh to see your real face.."
"I had full confidence that sooner or later they will realise that I was correct...that you were faking these emotions...you were doing all these drama so that you can show the world what an extraordinary guy you were.."
"I was 100% sure that you were doing this for publicity..for showing the world that you are classic case of true love.."
"I shifted to Mumbai so that I could keep tabs on you..I didn't trusted you for a second back then..I used to keep check of all your moves.."
"But of course with time I realise that how wrong was I. Your sincerity,loyalty,commitment and love for Nandini has only increased with every passing second. You kept her alive in your heart and in your soul..."
"For the world you are MANIK MALHOTRA--THE ROCKSTAR...but I know that in darkest of the night you are just like any other 23 year old guy who is silently suffering the loss of his one true love.."
"You are not someone who will wear his emotions on his sleeves. You do an extraordinary job in hiding your pain from the world...but every night you sleep in Nandini's room so that you could continue to feel her presence in your life. Unknown to the world you cry all night remembering her..being completely drowned in her memories..all alone.."
"I have been a witness to your pain..I never said anything because I thought with time all the wounds will heal..but unfortunately I don't think that you want your wounds to heal...because you don't want to move on.."
"This is the zillionth time that I have caught you like this. You get so lost in her memories that you don't even realise the time. I honestly have lost the count of your sleepless nights..."
"You have your whole life in front of you. How this is fair to you Manik..tell me.."Kishori clasped his hands in hers and looking at Manik said "I know Manik that your love for her is eternal..but beta that doesn't mean you will put your life on hold...we all want to see you happy...we all want to you to live your life again...please don't do this to yourself beta..it's hurt...it's hurt to see you like this.."
"Think about Nandini. You only say na that her smile use to make you smile. She always made you smile. That's because just like us she wanted to see you happy. Because just like us she believed that you deserve happiness. Just imagine how hurt she must be seeing you like this. If not for us...then for her...her happiness...try to move ahead Manik..."Kishori caressed his hair.
"Nandini was my smile Amms. She was my happiness. In fact she still is. And she always be. I was lost Amms. I was so lost. But I found my way because she became my star. I won't lie Amms before I met her I used to think that I was perfect. But my delusion broke when she crossed my way."
"People used to be scare of me. Me and Fab5 used to bully them because that was the only way we knew to feel superior. We used to scare...in fact traumatised them to such an extent that they used to tag Fab5 as the synonym of sheer terror..."
"But deep down the main reason for us doing all these things was the fear...the fear of loosing..we were scared to loose.."
"We all were fighting our own battles when my crossed path with my Fab5. That's when we realise that if we all stick together nothing can ruin us."
"And that's exactly what happened. We were the terror...of course...until your grand daughter came along.."
"Amms she was the first one who had the courage to stand in front of me...who had the courage to stop me..."
"I was so used to getting my own ways..but here was your daughter who never gave in to my wrong doings. In fact she was the first one who punched me without fearing about the consequences when I broke her Appa's pen..."
"I was shocked Amms when she punched me in front of everyone...I couldn't react...not because I was punched by a girl...but because for the first time in my life I came across someone who wasn't scare of me..who had the guts to tell me that I was wrong on my face.."
"For the first time in my life I felt that I was wrong..but of course that feeling didn't lasted for two long as my ego and superiority complex took over.."
"I tried...trust me Amms...I tried every possible trick in my dictionary to break her...to make her fear me...but man she never gave in. Every time I tried my attempts used to fall flat on my face.. No matter how much or how hard I used to try to get her into trouble...she...every single time she used to find a way to get out of it.."
"That's when I realised that she was a fighter. I never said that to her Amms..but I was in awe of her. "
"And of course destiny kept playing it's card until my awe turned into a full blown obsession. I tried staying away...but I couldn't...I tried not to think about her..but I just couldn't get her out of my mind..."
"And soon she took over my heart as well. She changed me eternally Amms with her love.."
"I know people expected me to become that ruthless jerk once again that I was before I met her...everyone thought that I would lost my way once again..."
"But I didn't..you know why Amms.."Manik asked to which Kishori nodded her head.
"Because I could never do something that might hurt her...she always wanted me to become a better man..she always wanted to see the best of me...so how can I not fulfil her wish Amms..."
"She doesn't live in my heart Amms..."
"She is my heart..."
"She wasn't just a part of my life Amms.."
"She was...is...and will always be my life Amms.."
"Loving her is my choice Amms..."
"In fact with every single passing second my love for her is only increasing....our love can't end just because of a small irrelevant thing like death...so what if she isn't around...she is right here..in my heart...she is trapped there...she can never leave...no matter how hard she tries..she can never get rid of me..."Manik said with a smile.
"She will always be with you Manik...always.."Amms smiled too while she wiped away her tears.
"Now you only tell me Amms...how can I move on when she is right here with me...in my heart...in my soul...I can never forget her Amms...I can never cheat on her like that.."Manik shook his head.
"You are not cheating on her Manik...How can you even think something like that..let alone saying it..I am her Amms...and I am saying this..that Nobody can ever love Nandini more than you..nobody..don't do dare ever think something like that again...or else I will bear you up myself..."Kishori threatened.
"Okay sorry...I promise I won't say anything like this ever.."Manik said holding both this ears.
"Fine..now you go to sleep...you need rest.."saying Kishori got up from the bed and walked toward the door while Manik continue to sit on the bed.
She was about to walk out of the room when Manik called her "Amms.."
She turned to look at him."Hmm.."
Getting up from the bed Manik covered the distance between them in just few strides and before Kishori could realise Manik hugged her.
"Thank you for being my Amms.."
Kishori was shocked for a moment but she hugged him back as she comprehended the true meaning of Manik's words "Anytime..my child.."
Breaking the hug he cupped her face and planted a kiss on her forehead "You are the best..Amms.."
"So are you..now go to sleep..and don't you dare wake up before getting proper rest okay.."Kishori ordered which made Manik smiled.
"Your wish my command Amms.."saying this Manik bowed in front of her.
"Achcha enough now..stop with your nautanki..and go to sleep.."saying this Kishori exited the room.
"Chal Manik you need to sleep now or else this time Amms will actually beat me up...."saying this Manik hopped on the bed. He picked the photo frame containing Nandini's picture that was kept on the side table.
"Good night Nandini.."he kissed her picture.
Then embracing it he closed his eyes and almost instantly fell asleep smiling the whole time.
Kishori who was standing outside the room peaked in just to find Manik sleeping.
Tear started streaming down her eyes.
"Aiyappa..please bring happiness back into this boy's life...he had suffered enough...this boy deserves to be happy..life owes this to him..please Aiyappa..give him his smile back..please bless with him happiness Aiyappa...please.."Kishori prayed.
They say that when you can't put your prayer into words God hear your heart. As happiness often sneaks in through a door you don't know was open.
As the best thing happens in life unexpectedly.
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