Writing the dark voice makes my heart hurt mainly because I can hardly handle anything sad or awful without my heart breaking.

*Self harm/ Suicide warning.

After Kai woke up, he slowly went to the bathroom unknowingly bumping into Jay who noticed that his eyes were red. When Kai entered, he noticed how awful he looked and tried to splash some water on his face.

Wow...This will surely fool...absolutely no one idiot. Man...No wonder everyone else has to pick up your slack each time that you guys have missions. 

"Shut up. Can you go three minutes without mocking me?" Kai Said softly.

No...I can't since you're too much of a screw up to not mock you. Face it..The world would be much better with you gone.

Kai didn't say nothing back and slowly imagined the world if he was gone. How effect the others would be if he wasn't there to mess things up. As he kept staring at himself, he noticed a pack of razors and slowly picked one out and placed it near his left wrist.

Do it..you pathetic piece of crap. The others will surely be happy if you're dead.

Kai quickly dug into his skin and started to cut his left wrist. The first cut hurt of course, but Kai welcomed the pain. Then he did it again...and again..and again until he reached his elbow. Then he quickly treated himself before getting rid of the evidence. As he walked out..He stashed the razor that he used and took it to his room for later use. 

Meanwhile Jay went to the others and told them about his discovery.

"What do you mean that Kai looked like he's been crying?" Nya cried.

"Yeah..Jay..Kai doesn't cry. He never did." Cole Said.

"Until now. Look..I know that we said that we would let Kai come out to us and tell us his issue, but what if he never does?" Jay stated.

"I can't believe that I'm saying this..but, I agree with Jay. Kai's been acting strangely for a couple of hours now and he may try to keep us out of his business." Lloyd Said.

"Exactly...Hey!" Jay Said before he heard what Lloyd Said.

The others quickly nodded and went there separate directions making note to spy on Kai if he keeps being weird. Meanwhile a lady was standing on top of a really tall building looking out to the sunset. The lady had her red hair into a bun and looked like she hasn't been sleeping for days.

"I can't take it anymore." She Said before she threw herself over unto a car that was parked in the street below. As the lady slowly bled to death, she had no idea that more suicides were to follow. 

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