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M A N I K

What should I do and what i shouldn't, i was confused, i know she must be crying now, i ruined her, i ruined us how can i be such an idiot everytime?

Why do I end up hurting her everytime? She did everything to protect me, and what did i gift her in return? Betrayal.

I am sitting here in the bar of my mansion, drinking limitlessly, she is my sanity, she keeps me sane.  Since childhood i had no one, to guide me about what is wrong and what is right, i didn't myself choose to be a monster. The circumstances made me a monster but Nandini, my star changed me. In fact she changed me for good. I was never a patient guy. She is the one who used to calm me.

The time when fab 5 asked me to choose between her and them, i was shocked. Shocked would be a very tiny word to express my condition. There were summersaults happening in my stomach not for a gooad cause. we were so happy in our world just few hours ago and now we are extremely apart, i am drinking since an hour just to make myself forget everything. But how can i ? When my peace isn't with me.

My eyes were blood red due to the continuous crying and immeasurable pain. After having enough of drinking, i just covered my face. I was mad at myself, i fucked up everything.

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Nandini was walking aimlessly on the streets of mumbai, it was 12 in the night, she had a face with no expression right now. Those eyes which used to shine were now red in colour. Those cheeks which blushed whenever Manik touched her are filled with tears right now.

She somehow reached her house and rang the bell,  Chachi immediately opened the door and after looking at nandini's condition she was horrified. Nandini was all messed up, chachi held her shoulders and asked

"Nandini kya hua beta?
Ye kya haal bana rakha hai ? "
but all she got in return was silence.

Chachi asked her the same question number of times.

Having enough chachi shouted " Nandini mai tumse baat kar rahi hu beta, kya hua, Manik kaha hai? Usne kaha tha wo tumhe ghar chodega. "

"chod diya usne hamesha ke liye "
Replied Nandini and hugged chachi tightly.

" Nandini baccha kya hua hai.. Apni chachi ko nahi
bataogi? "
Chachi held onto Nandini and tried to relax her as much as she could, but it seemed, nothing could lessen Nandini's pain today.

" Chachi mai akele rehna chahti hu thodi der "
saying this she ran upstairs towards her room. She stood near the window and continued to  stare at the road.
Where manik used to honk just to inform her he was waiting.
But today there was no car , no Manik was  waiting for her, she went towards her study table and picked up the jar of fireflies.

N A N D I N I

Amma aapne bola tha na jaha pe true love hota hai waha pe fireflies glow karti hai, aur yeh fireflies proof hai ki maine Manik se true love kiya tha.

Phir kyu mujhpe accusations lagaye gaye, ki mai manik ko cheen rahi hu, why me always? Why can't i get happiness? I loved manik whole hartedly. I gave him my everything.

Betrayal is what he gave me. Dhoka diya usne mujhe amma. One day and whole of my world destroyed. I know his friends mean alot to him.
But where did i stand in his priority list? Was i nothing for him ? How easily he left me. As if i was just a piece of shit, he proved that you today Nandini.

First he left me for Dhruv, he asked for forgiveness i forgave him. Today again he left me, i didn't ask him to leave fab 5 either,  i asked him to handle the matter patienty. But no he is one hell of an impatient soul.

But now it's enough. Nandini Murthy is not that weak. I have to stay strong, yes yes i have to stay strong, he can't ruin me, he'll not be able to break me, I'll piece myself together, i can right?

She was frustrated and angry.  She threw her platform heels and kept the fireflies jar with a thud on the bed, she threw her jewellery here and there, and finally she laid down on bed, sleep was a forgotten case, all she remembered was, how she was nothing in Manik's eyes, how he left her within a blink of an eye.

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Here having spent enough time together. Fab 3 and navya thought to make a move.
As soon as Navya and Cabir reached their apartment,
Cabir asked her something.

" Navya don't you think you are acting all selfish today? "

" How am i acting selfish Cabir? "
Navya played innocent, as if she didn't know, what ruckus took place some hours ago.

" Navya i am trynna say that Nandini did so much for you. She fought with everyone to bring you back to college, while you were pregnant and you forgot everything?."
This question was troubling Cabir since along, how had Navya turned so bitter towards her best friend?

" Haan toh sab friends ek dusre ki madat karte hai aur tum bhi toh selfish ban gaye jab tumhe fab5 phir se ek hote hue nazar aaya. Kya tumne nandini ka saath diya ? Nahi na?  Ussi tarah mujhe bhi laga nandini galat hai isiliye maine uska saath nahi diya"
Navya cross questioned, she was right, Cabir was aware of it, he just smiled and spoke further.

" Yes sab selfish ho jate hai time ke saath , chalo tum apni medicines lo aur so jao aaj ka din ham sab ke liye bohot hectic tha "
That was it, Cabir didn't want the guilt that was in the corner in his heart, to punch him once again, he chose to close this topic and divert their minds.

They finally called it a day and slept just to welcome a new day. But  what about the two souls who were hurt beyond limits.
Nandini was always a calm girl but today she was tired, tired of fighting, tired of explaining people that she was innocent, this may change her, for good maybe, yesterday showed her, not everything is balloons and rainbows.

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