Inactiveness... well that's kinda... ya sorry =(... I didn't mean to be so inactive... I just had other things to do and... ya ~.~

idk Imma die noww Q.Q so much stuff to do and sooo little time *cries* I need to like read my own stories to even remember what I was planninggggg~! ;-;

I sprained my ankle and I can barely even walk I'm gonna be late to all my classes *cries*

Dedication: uhhh everyone... but Imma just put down my imouto cuz Imma kill her with dedications forever~! It's her birthday so go and mob her with Happy Birthday cheers and stuff like that :3 ISH LIKE 12 AM RITE NOW AND I JUST WOKE HER UP LOL

Disclaimer: Not mine... need I say more.

To be honest, I wasn't quite sure if this was going to be splendid and the time of my life or downright horrid with a side plate of rotten cheese.

This "dinner" as he called it, seemed safe. Until I realized that this was the very guy that had raped me on the day I met him.

That's right, I couldn't deny it. No matter how much I hate his very guts I kind of, maybe, possibly, never have I ever thought until like 30 minutes ago have a simple "crush" on him.

Why yes, I AM FREAKING GOING TO DIE BECAUSE I JUST SAID THAT! but ya... Goodbye world.

But really, what has this world come to? I barely know where I am, I barely know who are here... and yet, I feel more at home than I have in a very long time.

To be truthful, my life in my dad's mansion was never really the best, nor would it have been a favorite...

"Lucy! I heard you got an A- on your science project! How could such a thing happen?"

"I'm sorry Papa. Marie, the person that I was assigned to work with, messed up on our presentation and said that she didn't understand what she was saying because I did all the work..."

"Excuses, excuses! Did I raise you to become such a little woman like this? I am utterly disappointed."

"I'm sorry, I'll try better next time."

And no matter how much I hated it, I would go off with a smile. Like I was a simpleton who thought the world would always, someday, shine a beautiful rainbow across the sky and the last light of day reaching it's hands out to touch that rainbow before disappearing into darkness.

Trivial facts, and exaggerated truths were truly things that I had to get accustomed to in life.

It was blatantly sad, to know that I couldn't say sorry, but I didn't want to say goodbye...

And yet there was only so much a girl could take.

Because of such high expectations and strict disciplining, I grew up much faster than usual people. While most kids could run around and spend time going to fairs and the beach, I was forced to practice playing the piano and singing. My dad always told me that when I grew up I would understand. and yet, to this day... I still don't understand a thing.

And yet here I am, standing in the shower, rinsing out the shampoo and suddenly everything comes clear.

"HOLY SHIT"

My concentration lapsed from rinsing my hair. Which I honestly really didn't think would take much concentration until... I got soap in my eyes.

Ya... let's just say that I screamed my head off, fell out of the shower and landed with a thump on my ass.

And if that wasn't the worst, Happy came in and sat on me... THATS RIGHT HE FREAKIN SAT ON ME!

Okay... I'm done with my sad little tail.

I realized that my dad missed my mom. my mom had died having me. I had looked exactly like my mom... He wanted me to act like her.

Getting up, and drying off, I ran through all the things in my head. And I found no fault in my conclusion.

Done with my shower, I got dressed in a knee length black dress and did my makeup with a dark tone to it.

Happy all the while watching me... I swear he was drooling, but he was just a cat.

When I was ready, I exited my room and found that there was Levy, ready to escort me.

"Heyo Lu-chan! I am your maid, Levy-chan!" She smiled.

"Levy-chan!" I practically tackled her with a bear hug.

"Can't breathe" she chocked out.

"Wahhhhh sorry Levy-chan!"

She started leading me down the hall talking about how 'master' Natsu was fussing about what he wanted and such and how the staff had so little time to prepare everything.

"Before Natsu got rich and yada yada yada 'gramps' was here. He was practically the only one who could keep Natsu in check. then the old man died and left everything in Natsu's care... I mean at least have some sympa...."

"Woahhhh WAHHH? Who is this 'gramps' you're talking about?"

Levy's eyes widened.

"Ohhhhh nothing" she swear dropped hoping her horrible cover up would make do.

"Levy-chan no lying"

"Nope I already said way too much Lu-chan"

Still I pestered Levy about it, but no matter what I said, she refused to tell me anything more.

I was confused. Why couldn't I know? Who was Gramps? What did this Gramps person had to do with anyone?

It was hard to understand and I soon became frustrated. I felt like there was a broken bridge between me and Levy. Neither of us wanted to fix it.

And thennnn ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >  w  <

By the time I got to the dining room, I already wished that I could return to my room and fall asleep, but I had already said I would come to diner and thaought that my mannar would be considered imprudent if I refused to go.

Nearing the room, I could hear the soft music of a melodious achestra playing yet another syphony and was grateful that we wouldn't have to talk to fill the empty void.

Yet we passed the dining room. Levy snickered at my confused face.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"To the garden" Levy replied.

I was confused. Was I supposed to have dinner in the garden??

We went down a long corrider and she suddenly stopped.

"I'm afraid this is as far as I can go Lu-chan" Levy said.

"Okay, I'll see you later right?" I asked.

"No promises" Levy joked.

I smiled. "Okay see you later"

She walked away and I went out the doors.

Outside there was a pond with a veranda in the middle. I could vaguely make out the scene of a table set for two.

Walking along the stones in the pond I realized how the clothes had fit more for a late night dinner outside. Especially since fall was ending and winter was starting, causing a brisk wind to make the branches and leaves sway ever so slightly.

The path way was lighted by candles of various shapes and sizes and the scene became even more perfect.

This no longer felt like dinner... it was more of a.... date

A DATE~! SO THAT WAS WHAT THAT SNEAKY BASTARD WAS PLANNING ALL ALONG~!

Well ha... i figured it out. This chick is kinda, sorta, not really on a roleeeeeee!

And yet no matter how aware I was of the comprimising situation, it made me fall in love even more.

He actually went through all of this to make me, suprisingly, happy.

On the table there was a white table cloth. Upon that there was only a single, delicate rose, in a clear vase.

I was completely mesmorized. The rose was a light pink that reminded me of the sunset more than the light ballerina pink.

"Guess who" my vision was suddenly taken as someone covered my eyes, yet the masculine voice was recognizable anywhere... then again just to play with him.

"hmmmm... is it Wendy-channn?" I asked in a playful tone.

"Wrong, guess again."

"Grumpy Ms. Porlyusica?"

"Hmmmm... you're getting closer with the hair."

"LEVYY~!!!"

"Nonononono it's Natsu" Natsu turned my around and frowned.

"ohhhhhhhhhh I would've never guessed."

Natsu pouted.

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.

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ERMYGAWDDD NATSU POUTED SOO KYOOT~!

Wait shoot did i just fangirl over Natsu pouting. Oh my, what is this world coming to.

I pecked his cheek. "I was just kidding."

Damn it! What the hell did I just actually kiss him on purpose?

Well he deserves it for the beautiful date.

Wait I never wanted to go on this date.

Oh whatever the past is the past it won't happen.......

Natsu kissed my cheek.

And dang I blushed harder than i had in my whole entire life.

We sat down and food was brought out for us. We sat in silence for a long time just waiting there for the other to speak.

And either we ate really fast or the portion was small, but we finished before we even said a word to each other.

"Would you like to go on a walk with me?" Natsu asked.

I really couldn't deny that I would love to. "Sure" I smiled.

And somewhere along there on the path next to the lake he asked me what I wanted to the most in life.

It took me a while to come up with an answer. In fact I was unable to tell him in the end. Instead I changed the topic.

"I think it's going to rain" I gestured at the clouds ahead.

"I think it'll snow" Natsu grinned.

"I doubt it" I mumbled under my breathe.

"If it snows you owe me a small favor. If it rains I owe you a small favor."

"And if it does neither?"

"We both get a favor"

"Deal"

We waited for the rain (or in his case, snow) and started talking about simple things.

"What would you do if I took Happy?" I asked.

"I would let you have him" he chuckled.

"What if I stole a kiss from you" He questioned.

"I don't know" I answered.

And then he kissed me. I was utterly shocked. What was I supposed to do?

And then I did the most suprising thing....

I kissed him back.

And I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I suddenly felt something land on my nose. As we parted, I suddenly realized that it was snowing.

He walked me back to my room and just as I was about to go in, he gave me the same rose from the table and told me to keep it.

I loved everything about night.

Dinner with a date... and a rose.

YOU'RE WELCOMEE~! I couldn't be so mean to you and make Natsu be like all mean to her during the next chapter, but that I realized that I should just put another chapter about dinner and everything. So I decided to do a short like 1000 worded chapter and guess what... IT'S LIKE 2000 WORDS~!

SO LIKE... you're welcome... now imma go die cuz my ankle is killing mee

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#ERMYGAWDDDDFML

~AWH >^.^<