Chapter 25
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Jungkook met with a punch as soon as the couple landed in Jiah's bedroom. Luckily he dodged at the perfect moment but that didn't save him from Yoongi's wrath. He kicked his crotch and the poor boy rolled on the floor in pain.
"Where the hell did you take her?!" he raised his fist for another punch but Jiah's held him back.
"Stop it, Yoongi! He didn't do anything!"
"You!" he pointed at her, "Stay away from this. I was worried sick of you for the past three hours. I knew something was wrong when I came into this room earlier. I should have expected this brat." He punched upon the younger male and tried to tackle him but Jiah pulled him away.
"What is wrong with you?!" she rebuked.
"What is wrong with me?!" he scoffed, "don't try to fool me Jiah. I saw you crying tonight and the next moment he kidnaps you." He turned towards Jungkook, "I have told you not to try anything with her. You're not even a human. Stupid creature."
Jungkook overcame his pain and stood up. "Hyung! I might have super powers, but I am as much flesh and blood as you." His challenging gaze was locked on the older. "As for Jiah, I am not less concerned about her than you."
"Oh really?!" he took another step ignoring Jiah's restrain.
"Jungkook, I apologize on his behalf. Please leave, I'll see you tomorrow at school."
He flared his nose and was about to leave when Yoongi spat, "Fucking asshole."
"I don't know why are you poking your nose in our matter. As far as I know, you're not her guardian. Friends don't take things this personally unless you have feelings for her."
"I-" Yoongi's words got caught in his mouth. Did Jungkook spit a fact? Did he really have feelings for her? He looked at Jiah and felt even more judged by her gaze of disappointment. She might never be comfortable with him again. He ruined their friendship.
"Kook, please leave. I beg you." She croaked. She wanted Yoongi to deny all the accusations but his silence hurt her more. Was he always in love with her?
Jungkook knew staying would only increase their complication. He felt sorry for the older but he was not someone who would allow himself to get insulted. Jiah was mature enough to handle the situation. He nodded and flew away.
"Yoongi, was he correct? Do you have feelings for me?" Jiah asked once Jungkook was out of sight. She tried her best to hold back her tears. She needed clearance. "Your silence is not helping. Please, say something!" She threw her hands in air in frustration.
"I-I don't know!" Yoongi stuttered and ran away from the apartment ignoring her calls.
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Yoongi found himself at the door of Hoseok, his only friend apart from Jiah. He hesitated to ring the bell. Everything that happened with Jiah got his head all messed up. He didn't know what he was thinking or why he had reacted in such a way. He didn't love her as a woman. Or was he just fooling himself all along?
"This is a bad idea." He mumbled to himself and was about to leave when the door suddenly opened.
"Yoongi??" Hoseok was surprised to see his friend. He was about to go out. "What are you doing here?"
"I- uh-" Yoongi miserably failed to come up with an excuse. He was not ready to spill out everything yet but at the same time needed to express his thoughts. He needed a good listener who would guide his way.
"You don't look good, get in." Hobi pulled him inside.
Yoongi kept on chewing his bottom lips and fidgeting his fingers in nervousness. Hoseok wanted answers but how should he begin with?
"Here", the younger extended a glass of water which he readily gulped down, "now tell what happened. What is bothering you?"
"Hobi..." Yoongi threw his head back and groaned, "How should I say this? I and Jiah kind of fought."
"You didn't hit her, did you?" He widened his eyes in horror.
"What?!" Yoongi exclaimed, "I can never do that!"
"Then?" Hoseok's comforting gesture finally made him spill everything.
"So you're unsure if you like her romantically or you were just being overprotective?" Hoseok asked once his friend was done ranting. The older nodded in affirmation. "I think I can help."
"How?" Yoongi looked at him skeptically.
"Close your eyes."
"What?"
"Just do as I say, hyung!" Yoongi reluctantly closed his eyes "Now imagine Jiah close to you." He could see Yoongi's furrowing his eyebrows but he obeyed nevertheless, "She is closer than the normal. You're looking into her eyes and she is looking into yours. You can smell her breath."
"Hobi, yah-"
"Shhh! Just think. I am helping you." He ignored his protest, "She timidly smiles and slowly presses her lips on yours. You both get lost in a passionate ki-"
"Shut the fuck up, Jung Hoseok!" Yoongi flew his eyes open and stood up. "I can never do that to her! She is like my sister! And how dare you?!" he held him by his collar.
Meanwhile, Hoseok smirked. "See? I hope you got your answer."
Suddenly all Yoongi could see was Hoseok. His eyes had captivated him. His anger had melted away within seconds. All that Hobi said a few minutes ago, hit him back as reality.
Hoseok himself looked caught off guard, but before he realized it, the older had smashed his lips with his. He closed his eyes and gave in. Yoongi's hands were now slipped to his sides. Hoseok pulled him closer by his waist and took the lead. He pushed his tongue inside and explored every inch of his mouth. It was heaven to him. He had longed for this moment for a very long time.
Yoongi stopped abruptly when the realization hit him. He pushed the younger away and grabbed his hair in frustration, "I- I am sorry! What have I done?!" he blamed himself. He had kissed a guy, a fucking guy! He had to leave. He couldn't stay here any longer. He would leave the city if required.
He spun on his heels and bolted to the door. He heard Hoseok calling his name from behind but he had no intention to stay.
"Yoongi! Stop running away every time!" Hoseok chased him.
"Leave me alone! Stay the fuck away from me!" Yoongi shouted and ran down the stairs.
Yoongi found himself panting on the bank of the Han River. It was probably 7 am as many people were busy exercising. Some were jogging, some had taken their pets for a walk, some were cycling and a handful were just enjoying the morning atmosphere. The only exception was Yoongi who looked as if the boss of the Titans had chased him with his hounds.
"Yoongi! Hyung!" he groaned when he heard Hoseok. He had finally caught up to him. The older had no more energy left and decided to give up.
"Why don't you leave me alone?!" He defeatedly exhaled as Hobi stood infront of him.
"Coz I can't. I can't leave you alone when you need someone the most."
"But that someone is not you!"
"How long?!" Hoseok flared his nose, "How long are you going to live in denial?!" He continued on seeing the lack of response from the other, "Accept the truth. There is nothing wrong with liking a guy!"
"Everything is wrong! You are assuming things!" He fought back his tears.
"Oh really? Who had initiated the kiss??"
"Just forget about it." His voice was lowered down to a whisper. He choked back a sob. He was finally breaking.
Hobi hugged him without hesitation, "I know you consider yourself as one of those sigma males, but that has always been a facade. This is the real you. This is what your heart wants. I am not saying that you love me, that's something completely different. Also, I can't ignore that you had childhood girl crushes. My point is you're bisexual."
Hoseok wiped his own tears and kept on supporting the sobbing boy, "Love is not about gender, it is about mutual trust and respect which can be found between any two living souls. You have done nothing wrong in kissing me with my consent. The sooner you accept it the better it is for you."
"Then why did I lash out at Jiah?" Yoongi croaked.
"It was because you have always been a guardian to her and she had always obeyed you. But now she began having secrets and her own way of dealing with things. In other words, she grew up to become a responsible adult. You, however, cannot accept it. You still treat her like a kid."
Yoongi's eyes widened in realization. How come Hoseok spoke the exact words he was trying to find? Everything was coming to sense now. He didn't have romantic feelings for his best friend. "Thank you, Hobi. You have opened my eyes."
"Mention not." Hoseok radiated back his sunshine smile.
At the same time, Yoongi realized that Hoseok was the only person he wanted to spend his future with. His subconscious mind had already fallen in love with the younger and now urging the conscious part to accept it. But what if Hoseok doesn't feel the same for him? His heart constricted in dread. "I am sorry for dragging you into this... you know, the kiss..." he tried to avoid the eye contact, "It's okay if you don't feel the same."
"It has always been you, Hyung", Yoongi's eyes were wide like saucers at his friend's confession. "The day I saw you in the university, I was longing to hold you, to kiss you- more than a friend."
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Justin Snaps
Hobi: why are you covered in blood?
Suga: Its not mine.
Hobi: Am i supposed to feel better?
Suga: Ofcourse you should.
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