Quick a/n . thanks for 200+ reads! :) I never thought I would get this many.

This is kinda a vent so
Warning! depression and attempted suicide

John's POV
     Today is Saturday, two days after I got tea with Alex. I've just woken up and I don't feel anything. This isn't out of the ordinary, though. Just because I have depression doesn't mean I just feel sad all the time, y'know? I draw for awhile and write a poem.

Alex was in the kitchen, I knew because I could smell the coffee. I knew that I should go get something to eat, but I just didn't want to. I just wanted to stay in bed and not do anything. But I have to say hi to Alex. So I reluctantly get up, and walk to the kitchen.

"Hey John, you okay? You look... tired." Am I okay? No. But I can't tell him that.
"I'm fine.. just went to sleep late last night." Which wasn't a lie. I get myself a cup of coffee.
"Oh.. okay."
I smile at him.
"Do you want anything to eat?" He asks.
"No, I'm not hungry." I reply.
"Okay..."
"I have to take a shower, I'll be back in a minute."
"Oh, okay. See you later."

I leave the kitchen, and walk into the bathroom. I undress and look at myself in the mirror. I look away because I hate my reflection. I take a shower and return to my room. I draw for awhile while listing to the song 'My R'. After a while, Alexander knocks on my door.

"Come in!"

"Oh-um hi! Hercules and Lafayette texted me and said they asked you if you and I would like to go to lunch again, and you didn't answer so they texted me. So would you like to go?"

"Sure. That sounds good, I'm just gonna get ready, okay?"

"Okay! See you in a minute."

I walk into the bathroom. I put on my hoodie, and look at my antidepressants.

I take one.

Two

Three

Four.

I take so many I can't feel anything anymore.
I fall to the floor and suddenl-

Alex's Pov

I wonder whats taking John so long?

I walk up to the bedroom door and knock a couple times.
"John."

I knock a couple more times.

"John? Please open up."

I open the door.

I see John, laying next a bottle of pills.

Oh god oh god oh god. John... this CANNOT be happening. Not to John.

I grab my phone and dial 911.

"911, whats the nature of your emergency?"
"M-my friend is laying o-on the f-floor with a bottle of pills next to him. Can you please send an ambulance?"

~time skip~

I stare at John laying on the hospital bed. Hercules, Lafayette and Anastasia are out in the hall.
"John" I manage to whisper. "Why?"

And thats when the nurse pulled me into the hall.

She told me that John had fallen into a coma.

And thats when I broke.

A/n
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