I'm out! I'm officially away from that stupid program. But...

I don't feel as happy as I thought I would. I feel almost the same, and I don't have enough food to last me. looks like I'll have to do some stealing. I feel about stealing but I don't really have a choice...I have to be careful though... there's no telling who will be out there and might recognize me...

I've been writing in my spiral but I can't get the story to end right. it's really frustrating. It's about a girl with depression...well, I guess it's about me. It's just that I can't tell anyone anything so now this is a way for me to get it out without having to talk to anyone... Except that there is no happy ending for me so why would the story end up like that?

My depression isn't getting any better... I just don't know how to get rid of it or overcome it... I don't really think it's possible to ever get rid of something this powerful and horrible... I wish there was someone that I could trust. someone that would listen and understand...

I hear someone approaching my hiding spot... I have to turn my flashlight off