I can't believe she felt like that. if I had only known...

I'm Will...i'm the boy that "betrayed" her. in truth I didn't. I turned her in so she could come and live with my family... if I had only known that she was in such a bad state... I wish I hadn't done that... I wish I could have been someone that she could talk to.

I wish I could have told her about why I had done what I did but I didn't get a chance. They snapped her away from me before I could explain anything. she deserved better and I knew that. I only wish I could have told her that sooner.

I wish she could have come to me and told me about her problem...I feel horrible and don't know what to do...she hid it so well... I know that that isn't a really good excuse but it's true..... You would never guess that she was depressed by just looking at her...

In case you're wondering... no she isn't dead... I walked into her room right as she was getting ready to do it. I took the knife away but she wouldn't let it go without a fight... She really was in a bad state... She fought against me and didn't seem to be aware of her surroundings... she's left for a hospital to help her fight this depression

I feel horrible and that this is my fault... I wish I could see her and tell her that... I wish I could tell her everything... I wish she could now that I really do care about her. She was wrong about people not understanding. I would have understood her. I would have helped her.

she's right though... depression can be there but you can't always see it...