When I say I don't have any energy I don't mean that I am not just physically tired. I mean that I cannot function because something is blocking mind.

Sometimes I just don't want to anything but sleep and eat. Everything means nothing to me. I don't feel anything at all. Life seems so pointless.

But other times, I am a big ball of energy. Ready to take on anything in the world. Life makes perfect sense. I feel confident.

I feel good after reading. I feel good after having a good long conversation with my friend. I feel so damn energetic when I listen to Brendon Urie. I have faith in the world when I hear stories of nerdfighters.

I feel both extremes. And I believe both are important. Neither can be avoided. Cause energy is neither created nor destroyed and only transformed into different forms.