"That's what happens" she said "You let people in, and they destroy you."

Yup.
She's smiling. She looks so happy.
But don't let it fool you.
Look into her eyes.
She's broken inside.
Then look deeper.
She is hurting. Dying. Abandoned. Suffering.

She cries, but never because shes weak. It's because she's been trying to stay strong too long.

She's sick of crying,
Tired of trying,
Yes she's smiling,
But if you look inside
She's dying.

I remember everything mom. Everything you told me.
I can't stop thinking about it.

Let's pretend.
Pretend that the pain I feel everyday is nothing. Let's make believe that my life is totally perfect. I've never been hurt. Let me laugh like my life isn't totally, completely, and utterly screwed up.

She's hurt me. More than I deserve. How can she be so cruel? I love her more than she deserves. Why am I such  a FOOL?!