Great so you know I've been abandoned once already by my mom....

My best friend my older brother is going to leave and make me next in line to be the oldest.

I'm the second oldest soon to be first.

I'm only 14!

THIS IS FREAKIN HAPPENING AGAIN AROUND THE SAME TIME!

Last year the night before my birthday my mom told my family she's divorcing my dad.

Now a few weeks before my birthday it's having my best friend leave me.

My birthday is bad luck. I hate it. My life is sucking

And what scares me most is I'm gonna be the oldest. For 3 kids