the city or the country she lives in now, is not her homeland. She left that side of the globe years ago. out of frustration, anger and hate. she could not stand that place anymore. it was not that easy. In the first couple of months she missed her family. daily. but the moment she found friends she felt more like home.

The main reason she basically ran from her home country was her family. toxic, manipulative, they were not communicating properly. the secrets hidden from each other. She felt like she would die, if she did not do anything about it. The moment she started saving for her travel, she knew there was no step back.

It took her one and half years. but in the end, she was sitting on the plane on her way to the dream she dreamed for so long. the moment she landed she felt freedom. for the first time in her whole life. no one cared about her, no one knew her. She thought she was in heaven.

For a couple weeks she lived on permanent rent. The landlord told her she needs to move out in six weeks. She made it in five. her new apartment was amazing, she fell in love the moment the person opened the door.

The second reason she left was because she felt lost. She did not know where she belonged. On her way there was her favorite group that helped her a lot. Their music, lyrics and laughs made her days better. she felt at home, she forgot everything when she saw them.

The thing was, she saw them only through a screen. She was grateful she found them but at the same time sad. so, they helped her to get out of her comfort zone, start traveling, and start enjoying her life. her friends she met thanks to them, made her realize the world is offering so much more.

everytime she was traveling by train, plane or just car she felt her new little adventure just started. She felt like a kid every single time. the memories she made, little scars she carried on her body. she fell in love with her life again. but everytime she came back home, her family was like the clouds. big and dark waiting before the storm will come, so they can destroy everything.

the moment she got the citizenship she finally felt she belonged somewhere. even when it was thousands kilometers from her family or everything she knew her whole life. and her partner was just a cherry on top. kind, nice and beautiful inside out. The most lucky girl in the world was what her friends always say to her. she smiled, every single time. because she is not taking it for granted. and she is working hard on her life. every day.