You ever have those days you blast depressing music and lay down on your bed just thinking-

I was doing that an hour ago and i-

I just realized how much I've fucked up

God I'm not even myself anymore 

And I hate this

Internet fucking changed me

Yes I blame it on social media 

I hate it here ;-;

But I don't wanna leave

I just messed up everything

My grades , my relationship with my family , my friends , everything.

Please Idek anymore