Today I was sitting in class just thinking. My thoughts were kind of muddled at the moment but I started thinking about dark things. I've always felt special. Like I was different, I stood out. Today I realized I'm not that different physically or mentally. Most people in my class have brown hair and eyes like me. Although I guess the fact that my eyes turn green sometimes is special. I also always considered myself smarter than average but listening to the other students say things that they know makes me feel stupid. Some days I feel like no one would notice if I just dropped off the face of the earth. I'm just a tiny little insignificant speck in the world. Not to mention a freaking dumbass. Look at me going on. This could turn into a rant. See ya next chapter. Hopefully I'm feeling better. If I post again at all.