After our date, he drove me to his to house. "What do you expect us to do here?" I asked taking a seat on his bed. "Whatever you want to do" he replied eying me lustfully in my mini dress. "Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked when he started licking his lips. He didn't answer but stood over me. I could feel the steam coming from his body and it was trembling. He slowly emerged his face closer to mine and planted a light kiss on my neck. He continued pecking the skin making me moan a little but he did not cease. Instead, he removed my dress and slowly moved his lips lower and lower until I was thrown flat on the bed with his head planted to my tummy, showering it with subtle kisses. He moved his lips up to my breasts and nibbled on them and I couldn't refrain from whimpering. He stopped and looked into my eyes as I did the same. His eyes were filled with lust and hunger for my body. "Stop me! Because I can't" He warned me biting my lip.

 "Then don't stop." I told him and kissed him passionately. I moved my lips across his and pulled onto his lower lip and bit it softly letting him moan also. I threw off his shirt with force as he did my bra. We continued kissing roughly and touching each other's body until we were sore but pursued for more. We were really turned on then suddenly "Prrrring." His phone started ringing. He did not hear it so I took it out of his pocket and told him to be quiet while I answer it. He did not seem to care if I answered his phone so I did. "Hello" I said in a gruff voice mimicking Alex's. "Hey sexy, is it too late to have some fun?" The familiar voice asked me instead of Alex. I immediately drop the phone allowing the battery to misplace which resulted in a hang up. I turned to look at Alex who is still constantly kissing my neck. I shoved him off and he fell on the ground hitting hard. "What did I do?" He asked baffled. "Why is Claire calling you?" I asked folding my arms "She did? I have no idea, I swear" He protested while organizing the battery into his phone.

 "You are lying! I know you must have given her your number" I shouted getting angrier. "I gave you a second chance. How could you?" I continued to shout. "First of all, I didn't even touch the bitch, second of all, I am not the one who slept with another guy just to get back at me." He stated calmly. I paused for a minute knowing that he was right. "We broke up. I was allowed to do whatever I wanted plus if you weren't such a man whore none of this wouldn't have happened" I shouted again. "You're right. But you are a whore too darling so you can't blame me for what you are doing too" He said with disgust in his eyes. I was too embarrassed to continue with the argument so I got dressed and turned around to leave but he held my hand. 

"Look, am sorry Allisa. I didn't mean any of that what I said." I turned to look at him and for some strange reason tears started falling. I didn't know why I felt so emotional after his words although they were hurtful. As he wiped a tear from my eye I placed both my hands on his cheeks and said "Fuck you Alex! Hope you die of HIV" and left slamming his door. The walk home enabled me to have just enough time to acknowledge every wrong thing I have done, all the lies I told just because I was afraid of being hurt again. But I was being hurt anyways. It seems as if I really am this insecure girl and I cannot run from her anymore. I had to face her. I reached home and took my car keys from the table then left the house and drove my car to face my fears and confess my secrets.