OMG I HAD THE BEST END TO A SCHOOL DAY EVER

MMMMMMMMM

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Alright, so the fabulous guy I was talking about previously?? Well guess what?

He. Was. My. Partner. For world history.

The teacher had us do a two partner assignment to make some make-up propaganda poster. It was fun. But as soon as she said partners (and I'm talking, as soon as she said it) I looked at the guy and he looked at me and nO ONE ELSE, and we were both like "yes, you will be my partner".

So he got up from his place across the room and sat behind me (I sit at a lonely row of desks at the back of the room that no one else sits in). I told him that I liked being able to face people so he helped me move my desk like a sweetheart and I felt kinda bad for making him move everything but I was still happy.~

We worked on the project together and it was super fun. We made jokes, talked about the topic (which was the philosophers of the 5th period (we both liked John Locke and Mary Wollstonecraft's philosophies (why was this important, I don't know))), and we just had a great time.

There was this really embarrassing moment when I had a slight speech impediment. Often times I find it hard to pronounce words, for some reason (I never had this problem before). For example, my R's turn to W's and my S's turn to Sh's. So, of all times, I attempted to say nasty but it came out as mother fucking nashty. I was soooooo embarrassed but he laughed and kept mocking me (not in a mean way) and we had to take a minute because we were laughing so damn hard (I feel like we were the loudest group).

He's so freaking awesome, like, he understands fanfiction. He made a joke somehow about sudden smut when reading a fanfiction and I cracked up. I didn't expect him to read that stuff and I told him that. He said he does and, idk, I thought that was really cool. Cx We joked about how we read a cute fanfiction and BAM, SEX IN YOUR FACE.

His laugh is cute, too.

He's so sweet. Anytime I needed something, like a ruler or just some extra info from the teacher, he would get up for me and HAHGAIAVA, hE'S SO NICE.

And you know what he told me?? You know what this amazing hoe told me?? He said that he's actually been wanting to be my partner for the longest time and I just sakavJagaAHJSVA. The only reason we never worked together is because other girls around me got to me first. But, no, he got his chance and he's like "I definitely want to work with you again".

AGHSVAJDVABAVAJ.

THIS BISH DOES THINGS TO MY EMOTIONS LIKE YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVEEEEEE

THIS FEELS REALLY GOOD THOUGH, I LIKE THIS FEELING

I'm still scared of the possibility that he doesn't like me.

bUT HE'S STILL NICE

I hope I hadn't come off as too awkward or flirty. I really wasn't trying to be (I just felt really giddy because he wAS WORKING WITH ME).

Mmmmmmmmm..!.!!

This is literally me right now.

Oh shit, wrong one.

Fuck.

There we go.

But, omg, this guy is so awesome and sweet and handsome and VAJSHAJKA FEELINGSSSSSS.

I AM SUPPOSED TO BE A HEARTLESS BITCH, I TELL YOU.

A HEARTLESS BITCH WHO CRIES WHEN DOGS GET ADOPTED AND RECEIVE A NEW, LOVING HOME.

I wonder if we seemed weird to other people. I know maybe to the group next to us. XD

So, yeah! That was my day! It was amazingggggg. I got to talk to him, like some of you guys said I should! And I'm glad I did.

Whether or not me talking to him was an unconscious decision influenced by your guys' advices, thank you. I'm happy you guys even pitched in with advice and support. I don't know what'll happen between me and the guy. He's cool enough to be friends with and I guess I can consider myself having a crush on him. Idk, we'll see, I suppose. c:

Have a great day..!