T- torn apart
I- insecure
R- really faking a smile
E- extremely sad
D- drowning in my own tears

This next part I wrote my self I based it off this.

This is what I say
To everyone that comes my way
No one suspects a thing
Because I hide it all within
A smile plastered on my face
But I fell like a big disgrace
I say that I am fine
But I'm about to cross the line
And if one day I do
I won't make it back to you
But I guess no one cares
Because I'm running out of air
I feel like someone has just fired
When I say that I am tired