Wrote myself
Yes I am the oldest and yes I'm proud to be it but sometimes I get sick and tired of always being compared with my siblings. When you are the first you are the first to be loves, the first to see you mom and dad, the first to come into this world but then your parents give birth to another, then another, then another until you are not the only one. Some people are the only one, some have two, but me and my family we are 8 kids in total, and don't get me wrong I love them all with all my heart but sometimes they seem better then you. They get better grades, help out in at home more than you, and when you do, do something good you aren't really recognized by your parents. Since you're the oldest  they shove you to the side they've seen what you can do so they rather see what there other kids can do. You feel left out but somehow you're always the one to get in trouble for sometimes things you didn't do I try but every time you compare us I lose confidence in myself. I may not be as smart as them, I may not get the grades they do but I want you to understand we're not the same person. Because this is happening I get really stressed I get huge headaches I feel nauseous almost all the time but you my parents don't seem to care that most of the time. So I will try harder to get their attention because just because I'm the oldest that doesn't mean I'll be replaced with the new. That's the way I feel anyway so don't take this the wrong way I love all of them with all my heart and always will.