I saw this on YouTube and I had to write it so here it is.

You always stay positive, you always believe things are going to work out. How do you did it?

Well I'll tell you my secret, I lie to myself...
every morning when I wake up I say "everything's going to be ok" but I'm lying. And I don't now how much longer I can do it.

This part I wrote myself
And when that trick doesn't work I push and force myself to believe, and I won't stop until I can't any more. No one will tell me otherwise, so ya I lie to myself every morning. I plaster a smile and hide my broken self from the world and I know no one will notice because they never have and I am pretty sure they never will. So I lie to myself but I do it for my own good.