[a/n] : adding to this as i write more and more cause each chapter has a specific song <3 

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wish you were sober - conan gray

mr brightside - the killers

talk too much - COIN 

sweet disposition - the temper trap  

wait - troye sivan

sparks fly - taylor swift 

birds don't sing - TV girl 

sanctuary - joji

head over heels - tears for fears 

1992 - jez dior 

you are in love - taylor swift 

just like a movie - wallows

sativa - jhene aiko, swae lee

love, or the lack therof - isaac dunbar

this is me trying - taylor swift 

a world alone - lorde 

family line - conan gray 

put your head on my shoulder - paul anka