3rd person POV

Jin woke up in what seemed like a hospital room. It was painted a light creme color with very little decorations. There was no windows so it made everything look more dull. The only thing that stood out from the whole room was the red rose that was laying on the small round coffee table besides him. Everything else was still and silent making the atmosphere very unsettling.

Jin looked around the room feeling bored already and travled his gaze back to the red rose. Jin stared at the it finding that there was something about the rose that caught Jin's attention. There was this negative vibe he was feeling but he just couldn't get his eyes off it. He then noticed he was leaning in to pick up the rose almost having it in his touch but Namjoon burst into the room shaking.

"Jin don't touch it!"

It was too late as Jin pricked his finger on a thorn. Blood was oozing out of his pricked finger but instead of it being red it was black. He jumped back hitting his back on the wall as the once red rose turned black too.

"Namjoon? Namjoon!" Jin called loudly as the room was starting to fade into darkness. As soon as he got off the bed to rush over to him everything was pitch black.

Again everything was still and silent but only for a moment. Jin couldn't see anything but he could hear loud echoing voices screaming at him. They kept repeating over and over never once stopping.

"You don't have anyone! You're alone!"

"No one wants you!"

"Nobody loves you! Leave! Leave!"

Jin knelt down and sobbed violently feeling as if he was trapped with no where to go. Jin knew he shouldn't listen to these voices but he just couldn't help it. They broke him down and were stomping all over him as if he were a rug. Jin couldn't seem to do anything almost as if he were slave to these words. Jin was about to give in to them when he faintly heard his name being called. Jin payed close attention to it and heard it again but this time it was a bit louder.

It was Namjoon's voice.

Jin shouted out his name as he could hear his voice more clearer now. Namjoon overpowered the screaming voices and everything went silent again.

Jin thought he was left alone when Namjoon whispered Jin's name again. Just by him calling his name was comforting to Jin. It felt like his voice was hugging him; protecting him from harm. That's when Jin woke up.

Namjoon's POV

I decided to take Jin back home to my place since he had fallen asleep in my arms at the acarde. My mom was pleased with this idea going about using condoms and which flavor of lube I should use making me question if I should introduce this side of my mom to Jin. Then her motherly instincts kicked in saying we'll take him to the doctor first thing in the morning.

I placed him in my bed as I searched through my drawers for a t-shirt he could wear. He looked cute with the current t-shirt he had on but he looks even cuter with the ones that belong to me. I knew he wouldn't mind since I always tend to do this whenever he slept over.

I quickly removed his shirt and slid on the new one not before admiring his slightly toned body a bit. I then removed my clothes leaving my boxers on of course and went to go turn off the light.

I joined Jin on the bed bringing him close to me and cuddling him. Even though it might be weird but I couldn't help but stare at him as he slept. He just looks so cute. I must protect him at all cost. I kissed his temple and was about to go to sleep when he started making whimpering noises. My sleeping state immediately disappeared as I grew worried. Is he having a bad dream?

"Jin" I called trying to wake him up. He was now a crying and shaking mess. I tried calling his name louder but he wouldn't budge.

"Jin! Please wake up! Jin!" I yelled desperately. Tears started to well up in my eyes knowing I can't do anything to stop this. I hugged his shaking frame and cried. I don't know what's happening and it hurts me so so much because I don't like seeing him in pain. He doesn't deserve any of it.

I kept whispering his name over and over again hoping he'll somehow wake up. I need him just as much as he needs me right now.

"Please princess. Wake up for me."

I silently sobbed but stopped when I noticed he wasn't shaking anymore. My breath hitched as he started hugging me back.

"Jin! Jin baby! Please tell me you're awake" I pleaded looking at his face for any sign. He slowly opened his eyes them meeting with mine. I sighed deeply as more tears came out.

"Namjoon?" he murmured in a rough voice.

"You're okay. You're okay" I repeated over and over as I kissed his whole face. Jin giggled and covered his face while mumbling to stop. I smiled brightly haven't hearing his beautiful melody of a giggle in awhile. I quickly wipped my eyes and held Jin tighter in my grasp.

"You wanna talk about it?"

Jin sighed but nodded. I told him he didn't have to tell me if he didn't want to but he insisted saying that I was in his dream. This made me even more curious and frighten hoping I wasn't the cause of his broken mental state that happened just a sort while ago. I still put on a brave face and gave him a small comforting smile while rubbing his back slowly for him to start.

"I was in a room that was very plain and dull looking almost like a hospital's room but anyways there was this red rose beside me."

"Why a red rose? Why couldn't it have been a red tulip or something else?"

"First of all there's no such thing as red tulips and second let me finish telling my dream!" Jin whinned hitting my chest weakly. I chuckled but let him continue.

"It was the only thing standing out from the whole room which I guess brought interest to me. I was about to touch it when you barged into the room-"

"What was I wearing? Did I look good? I mean for you" I interrupted again.

"Are you gonna let me finish or not?!" he said glaring at me playfully.

"Hmm I don't know yet" I answered cheekly. Jin grabbed a nearby pillow and started hitting me with it.

"I'll stop! I'll stop!" I shouted as I tried covering myself in my arms. He hit me one last time before making himself comfortable in my arms once again.

"So as I was saying you barged into the room and told me not to touch it but it was too late as I pricked my finger on a thorn. Next thing I knew I was bleeding black blood and the rose had turned black. The room started to get darker and I tried reaching for you but once my feet were on the ground everything turned pitch black. Everything was silent for a couple of seconds when I started hearing voices yelling at me."

I felt Jin tense so I intertwined our hands and squeezed it reassuring him that I'm here. Jin blushed and gave me a small smile.

"The voices were saying how I was alone and that no one wanted or loved me and to leave all at the same. They kept repeating it over and over again. When I thought I couldn't take it anymore I heard a small voice; your voice. You kept calling my name and it eventually got louder overpowering the other voices. Then everything went silent again but you repeated my name one last time. I thought you left me alone but you didn't. You saved me Namjoon. You made me feel safe and at home" Jin told me holding eye contact with me.

I actually did help him? Even in his worst nightmares I'm there for him.

"Jin my princess I'll always be there to protect you and if I'm not I try I really do. You're the one thing I'd do absolutely anything for. I'm sorry for ever hurting you. I regret it. It's truly an unbearable feeling knowing I've caused you such pain. I hope you can forgive me."

"I forgive you Namjoon. All that matters is that you're here with me now. Please don't leave me again" Jin said whispering the last part. Our faces were only inches apart and I couldn't resist having the small gap between us anymore so I leaned in and kissed him. Jin immediately kissed back his soft plump lips on mine.

It was slow and passionate just us showing our love for each other. It might of been short but it was meaningful. We layed our foreheads on each other and smiled.

"I won't."

"I love you Kim Namjoon."

"And I love you Kim Seokjin."

I can finally call you mine.

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THANK YOU ALL FOR 2.3K READS I KNOW THAT MAY BE VERY LITTLE BUT JUST LIKE TWO MONTHS AGO I HAD LIKE 300 VIEWS SO COMING BACK TO 2.3K MAKES ME SO HAPPY I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH. I REALLY HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER AND I MADE IT EXTRA LONG FOR GOING INACTIVE!

Don't think the book is almost over btw markson still need to get together and jimin needs to square tf up and realise namjin are meant to be. I'll update again in a few days and if not next week for sure :) hopefully writer's block doesn't kick in again.

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